A u r o r a N e x u s

when they come for me.

2011-02-17T17:07:00.002+08:00

okay..are you guys SUPRISED? LOL!
i know, its been awhile since i last blogged..well...the last post was on september 14th. OMG!
that was when the LP album came out..HAHAHAHA..then i decided to stop blogging.
OH WELL!.

well,well......so...its really random for me to start writting/blogging again man.
I FEEL SO WEIRD WRITTING THIS HUGE CHUNKs of words onto this wall..its..soo...empty.
hmm..i kinda miss blogging actually..
cause i've been longing to experss out my thoughts.

First message.

2010-09-14T15:56:00.013+08:00

does everyone have a hobby?
something to lean on?
something to kill for..?

Do you?

im stucked in these thoughts of mine .
people keep asking me.

HEY, what's your hobby? what's your favourite thing to do?!
i silent myself in the question.

i used to play sports , computer games to kill my time off when im always free.
but looks like the more i grew older, the more lazier i become.
i've lost interests in computer games, not anymore active in sports.
one thing about computer games is that .

yes , you could learn alot of things in it, like making new friends there.
business-making scheme and such..

but if you get stucked in the virtual reality that long.
the downside of computer games it is hard to get out of that WORLD
i was once stucked in that virtual place. because that realm.
started to become a part of me.
HAVE i lost myself in the realm?

There were LOTS of moments where i was VERY frustated with my parents.
whenever they asked me to DO SOMETHING, when im IN that WORLD.
i got all frustrated. just because of that stupid game.

i ask myself. why AREN'T THEY tell my sis or my bro to do that THING FOR YOU?
CAN'T YOU see im busy?
no, no why is it always ME?

calm down..

don't you dare to shoot at your siblings.
you know when they ask you to DO something. they're telling you to STOP FOR A MOMENT.
don't get all angry when your parents tell you to do clean your room..
clean the dishes...
help her out with cooking..
or to go down grab some items from the shop..

im saying this cause, NO im not perfect.
i get all stressed up when mum calls me up to do something...
BUT WHY.
do we REPEAT THE SAME mistakes OVER & OVER AGAIN..?
why...?
are we that weak...?

human have feelings, YOU HAVE FEELINGS RIGHT?
so does YOUR MUM!
the reason im telling you this is because....
REMEMBER YOUR PARENTS. they were the one..

who brought you up ONTO this world.
listen to them. listen to them...
don't let your anger control you!
think before you act..

don't you like the FEELING when your sister or brother.
argued with your parents?
its kind of scary right...?

there were times when the world turn UPSIDE DOWN for a moment.
when one of my family members..
yeah. that kind of feeling, gives you the chills..
at any moment , you pray / hope for the best.
that nothing bad will happen to them..

well, have you tried stopping them before..?
but in the end... you fail..?
.. gah, i think im going WAY WAY OFF TOPIC.
im done writting here.

....

im sure
everyone has a hobby.
photography, drawing, playing musical instruments, soccer,

so.. what's your HOBBY?

lastly im grateful to everyone here right now,
cause i think i've found something to fill my time up.
something to write on..

i've found my new hobby.
its weird to have me saying this.
but i love writting .
somehow i will always feel good when im done writting.

love keeps us kind.

2010-09-14T14:33:00.011+08:00

HELLO ALL!

i do hope everyone have a great time off the long holiday last week!!
NYAHAHA. im in the mood in blogging cause.. i just got my... ATS ALBUM yesterday HAHA.

so i pre-ordered the album on 3rd september together with din.
heard it from LPTIMES, someone tweeted it that if you order you'll receive more stuffs then just buying the album on that day..
YEAH!

i was expecting HMV to give out the normal CD album version BUT to my suprise!
they gave out really good stuffs ! .
2 Tee's , 1 Giant poster , a pair of discount vouchers and...
THEY GAVE OUT THE DVD/CD edition!.

haha.. i wanted to collect it today as im free the whole.. day ah..
but.. OH WELL i already plan not to come to p.e lesson today..
cause ayah, why waste my time & money just to attend the activity.
and after that head back home afterwards? so yep, today i stayed at home .. blasting
A THOUSAND SUNS on my bro's PS3 like nobody's business... HAHA.. and yeah
MY MUM did listened to the whole album too HAHAHA.. well yeah i couldnt catch the whole
VMA's performance yesterday night.! as i was busy queuing up at SOMERSET , HMV store awaiting to collect my ALBUM! .
hahaha.. so yeah i met up with REILASHINO at the store.. HAHA (my twitter friend!)
nice to meet you btw.

haha, soo yeah we BOTH were expecting the LAUNCH party to be something epic or something..
but in the end.. they played only 6 songs throughout the 'party' . HAII.. then they skipped it to the documentary of LP. i mean... WTH!.
not really a so called party ah.. haha.. but there were LOTS of people there.
sad thing is that.. people collected the album and.. straight they went out of the store!.
aaaaaahaii, anyway yeah. yesterday was alright .!

soo uhaha, for those who havent catch The Catalyst live on the VMA's .
click play!

2010 MTV Video Music Awards - More VMA Video

yep, they finally perform LIVE after many years!.
and its their FIRST ever THE CATALYST performance on MTV LIVE.

alright! im done sharing love with LP now.
lets move on to..
RAYA!.

how's your weekends?
duit raya macam mana? HEHEH.. im so old.
and i still get duit raya from my aunts & uncles.. HAII..
HAHA, but what not!. my brother is older then me. still getting duit raya. HEH.
but i think this year is the last YEAR that he'll receive the green ANGPAO from anyone now.
cause he'll be serving his NS sometime next year.
after he completed his 6months attachment in SINGTEL company.
yepp . awesomemuch haha..so right now he's having his term break till october xx.

alright! i havent shared with you people lately.
this year, my family chose the color turquoise.! MEHH, maybe this year everyone's mindset was to be greenish-blueish. yepp ;..; i realized that there are ALOT of families wearing the same color this year.

and uh people .
sorry i couldnt snap that much pictures this year..
its just that.. I DONT KNOW AH, my family macam not really.. photogenic gitu ah.
i could snap, but ABIT ONLY AHH. its sad you know.. we have a family photo taking ah. but its with my cousin camera. ;..; and that's only 3-4 shots ;...;...
ALL WERE CANDID HAHAHA.
THANKS TO ME.

HAHAHAHAHA. do you remember this little devil!
HAHAHAHAhahahahaha. no seriously he's a devil...a devil in disguise.

OR THIS? he's all cute.. but then...
HAHA..
alright. so far the raya's house-house journey are almost done!.
i think we left 3-4 more families yet to visit ah.. YES almost DONE!.
hoho, okay i think im done here ah.
i'll upload more pics when my cousins have finish uploading the pictures on facebook .

OH AND YEAH.
on 27 sept will be an epic day.
cause my classmates (MALAY) planned to jalan raya.
why?

WE BOOKED A FREAKING BUS.

This is not the end, this is not the beggining!

2010-09-09T20:03:00.007+08:00

HELLO earthlings!.

FINALLY this is it!.
the end of Ramadhan , and a new start of a new month tomorrow !
bulan " Syawal " ( in the muslim calender) .

haha, how have you guys been? good?
nyhah i only skipped a day of fasting this year because of the NS medical check-up .
last few weeks ago. i still remember why ah.. i was held back in the station.
not because of drawing blood, or checking my body parts and such..
its because i just cant.. erm. past thru the.. urine test. HAHAHAHAHAHA damn.

OKAY. its very sad tho, so yeah i spend at like 4-5 hours total in all the medical stations.
there's alot of testing ah. soo um yeah that station i had no choice but to breakfast. (drank alot of water mann). HAHA. okay that was quite a long time ago ahhh.

YES AH! tomorrow's Hari raya. anyone excited for it? HAH.
personally, im not really excited this year.
why?

HAHAHA i think i am MORE excited for the release of the new LP album!
& with their next single

" Waiting For The End "

i fell in love this song after my first listen.
this type of melody, song. is just the perfect.
plus chester's displaying his VOCAL power in this song is just brilliant.
& mike rap's in this song is just too addicitive ! (his raggae style in this song is just too awesome..)
this song reminds me of NUMB + leave out all the rest + in the end + valentines day = this song.
this time, this has to be the biggest "RADIO" hit single for the album ah..
if you guys havent listened to it yet. just scroll down to the end of my blogpost and play it!.
seriously you will be suprised.

and PEOPLE , Linkin Park isnt what you used to hear anymore.
they're no longer NU-METAL . /RAP/ROCK. they've changed their direction in this new album.
i dont know what you guys are gonna label them now.
all of the songs in the new album are

totally different

i know man, ima crazy lp freak.HAH, & yeah i've pre-ordered the album last week.
receieved an invitation to the official launch party in SINGAPORE.
at Somerset HMV . which starts at 10pm . Mmmmmm.
i think i'll be going. or maybe not haii , depends .
no school on next tuesday.

HEHEH, actually there is ah .
10am-11.30am = P.E ...
erm.. okay there's no lessons in the afternoon. cause i just took my test last tuesday. which is my SCPO test. haha i was the first one to complete the test and did it perfectly!. yeahhh. with all the practical's so far i just hope i ace'd all of em except the one i did on MONDAY.
haiyah..
soo .. tell me people
would you sacrifice your time travelling from CCK-SIMEI. just to attend that lesson?
and then go back afterwards?

HAII, okay.
so everyone's gonna start enjoying themselves tomorrow.
damn i realised the older i get. the time seems to be moving faster & faster each time .
gahhh im gonna miss fasting . not because of eating ah..
its just that during the fasting month, Ramadhan.

i'll reflect .

what i've did in the past.
what have i not DONE .
my goals , my accomplishments , my setpoints'

So yeah, im gonna wrap up this post already.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.
to all my muslim friends!

have a great MONTH AHEAD OF YOU! .

Equinox

2010-09-04T23:02:00.005+08:00

Chester:

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is trade this life for something new
Holding onto what I haven't got

Mike:

Yo yo,
I was left and my mind was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong...

"Waiting for the end"

Soft Rock/Slow/Soothing/Poppish

i just love Linkin Park when they make these kinds of songs.

and it makes my mind feel so relax ah.

anyway they have just released another new song yesterday MORNING (2am) hahahaha.
no, i didnt stay awake all night.. BUT MY MIND woke me up at 2am exact. LOL.
yep its REALLY weird. you know ah .. whenever i am excited for something. !!
my brain automatically wakes up for me !!!! HAHAHAHAHA.
alright so the new song on the album is called

" Wretches & Kings "

RAP/ROCK/RAGGAE/HIPHOP

and maybe somewhat sounded like JAMAICAN .
its definitely different from THE CATALYST and the above song WAITING FOR THE END.
W&K - has some HEAVY beats , rhythm and a really unexpecting CHORUS.
from Chester. i wasnt really expecting him to be singing like that.. at first i thought he was like singing in a different language. but after the 2nd chorus! i finally got what he's trying to SING LOL . love the way he sings on this song tho! quite refreshing.
oh & btw, there is a speech in the beginning and at the end of the song by

Mario Savio .

Hear us now, clear and sure!
Wretches and kings, we come for you!

this is why i LOVE Linkin Park,
they aren't scared of trying anything NEW, being experimental and all..!

"The Catalyst" .

there's alot of different genre's labeled in the song..!

Electronica/Rock/Techno/Alternative Rock/

haha, its a concept album so yeah i expect alot of different stuffs happening on this album!.
Linkin park doesnt stick just to one genre. THEY ARE THEM. they love what they do most!.

they can't be labeled. THEY ARE always a GENRE BUSTING BAND!

ALRIGHT enough of music.
lets head on what i've did for the past week!
mmeoooooooow!

okay so um i've been selected to go for the Vietnam trip, next month 4th-7th oct.
3days if im not wrong. YES its short but haha. what to do..! haha.. this is like my first time going overseas with a class man. HEHEHE.
yeah, there wasnt any overseas outing during my secondary school days.. SO HAH. finally right...
i didn't get selected on going to Australia tho.. haii . wanted to go there badly! .
haha.. i don't know if im considered lucky on being selected on going to this trip. or its just that the teachers chose me because of.. IDONTKNOW AH.
there's alot of better students then me yet.. HAII, nevermind i guess im blessed with god's favour.

ALRIGHT!.
other than being selected. woohoooo, i went back to my secondary school last Tuesday.
together with khairi , qais & asrul. HAH.
well, at first there was TEACHERS day celebration in ITE. yeah we were told to come on that day. HAHA forunately. my form teacher cancelled the lesson on tuesday!! WAHAH.
so yeah save the trouble on going to SIMEI just for the celebration!
soo ummm, met up with some of the teachers there.
Mr Tan , Mr LIM JS, Mrs Wong, Mr Sazali .. & MR ALFRED!

STOP WORK!!!!

hahahaha, damn man i miss mr alfred shouting STOP WORK whenever his lessons ended. HAH..DAMN..memories..memories.. shahhhhh.
i remember mr tan saying the best MEMORY you could find is when your in secondary school..
haha. HAII back then i didnt believe him and all ah..
but actually its the truth ah. HMMMM . i really miss the old days.. we die, we die as ONE!.
ehh, anyway! HAHA yknow ah..
im actually suprised that when i first saw mr tan and his class.
he first said to me that.

"WAHHHHHHHHH, azrie you famous on facebook ah? "
" ??? i don't really post so much things on facebook whatt!"

haha but really ah. i don't know why of all the people. im like being the centre of attention there. ;....; . i guess the boys in 2C have been stalking me on fb lately!.
not only the boys and mr tan went into my facebook!.
even Mr Sazali said something that he went to lurk into my acc ! fishh lucky i dont post weird stuffs there. haha.

alright after meeting all my teachers. glad that i met up with some of the people STILL schooling there AH, saifudin, irfan? haha yeah my hockeymates .
they're taking their O'lvls this year..
haii.. yknow. if i had chosen the route . last two years ago.. i would be taking my O lvls this year i guess.. damn. i can't really imagine myself studying still in BPGHS.
haha.. yeah back then i had a choice on going to SEC 4 NA . or to ITE.
my teachers, friends and family said that its better to go ITE then to stuck in sec 4NA .cause of the distance ah. HAII. but there's Pro's & CONS between both i guess.
sigh..

eh, erm i think im done with blogging.
thanks for reading all.

Jornada Del Muerto

2010-09-01T16:20:00.007+08:00

Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don’t even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang with now their actin’ to different
I’m still the same person why doesn’t anybody listen
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I don't know why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope

hands of uncertainty .

2010-08-30T22:09:00.007+08:00

Cause I can’t seem to find a purpose for me
It’s just the choices and I fail to proceed

at one point in life , tell me .
have you thought of restarting a new with someone?
friends whom you've thrown aside for a long time?

have you ever felt really lost?
the moment where you can only trust none but yourself ?
what happened?
did you reallly make the...

the feelings of uncertainty.
that everything is gonna change soon.
still your acting as if you don't know what's the right & wrong decision.

friends come & go from you. why?
you keep telling yourself why....

tell me.
am i really the one with the problems
or its just hard to be keeping up with your pace?

September.

it has always have been the same like every other past years.

i have this gusty feeling that something weird or new is gonna happen to me soon.

the beggining of the end.

2010-08-26T13:20:00.009+08:00

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WELL THE music video for THE CATALYST is finally up & RUNNING!
haha I think this is the best LINKIN PARK video SO FAR in my opinion .
haha i just love the visual effects of chester drowning into the water PLUS THE PAINTS.
its awesomeeeeee!

oh well, i know i've been gone for quite awhile now. haha, im just lazy to blog ah.
in fact i kinda wrote a draft post the other day but then.. HAHA im just lazy to continue ending it. so yah, i DELETED IT. oh well its kinda sad actually . there's loads of my old pictures plus the new ones which i wrote on the previous draft post. HAHA. BUT OH WELL.. i dont think i wanna post it out ah. really REALLY weird. i mean my image during sec one and my current image now HAHA. ITS REALLY funny to see yourself when you were young and you yourself now. well hah, the post was about how people CHANGE their image over the years/time and all ah.. yeah. it was all about " HUMAN EYES " where people judge you on the first impression & stuffs.. haha.. but okayyy anyway i've deleted it. no point elaborating !

HAH k anyway the youth olympic games are about to end today! yup, today's the final day for all the games right? & yeah THE CLOSING ceremony will be aired later on at around 8pm if im not wrong ah.. OKAY i wanted to bring up a thing or two on the YOG events ah. yknow there was a clash in the SOCCER GAME ;

SG VS Haiti rightttt?

im quite dissapointed with the Singaporeans fans ah really..
why?
because the other day , my facebook wall status were flooded with ANGRY FANS ah mostly.
well i was also quite frustrated with the Haitians playing with the SG CUBS TOO. because they were playing dramatic more then soccer. well yeah with their good ACTING & ALL. the Haitians.. i mean come on ah. they played macam MEREPEK.. push abit then nak lakon macam orang hindustan.. SIGH.. yeah sadly with their tactics they played they end won the game 2;0.
so the other day in facebook. I SAW alot of people cursing & cursing countless times over the lost of the match..im not gonna write out the name here ah. but this dude/dudette.
said something like..

SHUT UP HAITI. GIVE BACK THE DONATIONS. MAY ANOTHER EARTHQUAKE STRIKE YOUR STUPID COUNTRY.

yeah who wouldnt be mad? if you were living in HAITI & you saw this message? its not like the HAITI (COUNTRY) are all the SAME RIGHT? it is JUST THAT the SOCCER team is playing a tactic like that so yeah im sad that people SHOOT everything , blaming the haitians. Well personally i don't really like criticism either. so yeah, um i commented on her ah.. HAHA & the funny part is that she deleted my comment to her. PLUS after awhile she wrote a new status. saying...

Where is my freedom of speech?

seriously? you call that FREEDOM OF SPEECH?
ARE YOU ON DRUGS OR SOMETHING!?!
sad to say she's 17.
that's more like a CRITICISM on other people country ah.

well ha.. im not gonna continue on elaborating this
part already .mehhhh. its already over.
anyway CONGRATS to SG for winning the BRONZE medal on defeating Montenegro 4-1.
they played really well yesterday. haha especially the striker Hanafi scoring 2 goalssss.

ALRIGHT!
my 2 weeks of holidays are gonna END SOON!.
AWWWWWWW. NOT! . im quite happy ah. i really hate the holidays man. HAH.
i didnt work for the past 2 weeks . i did alot of things actually hahaha.. LIKE HELPING my mum with her Kuih raya . HEHE, NS medical check-ups, YOG stuffs. and SO ON. MUHAHAHA
actually thats abit only. HAHA..

okayyyy i think im done here.
goodbye.

Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
Cos you don't wanna be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared

my cat has lazers

2010-08-15T12:20:00.004+08:00

I still remember the time when my father first brought in this Persian kitten 5 years ago.
was still chubby, cute, and SMALL and NOT NOT FAT FAT FAT.
i was quite YOUNG THAT TIME AH, im really scared of cats, dogs, and all the scary looking animals. HAHA
cats? haha mainly i was kinda scared
cause of their long sharp nails,scary eyes,fury-fury..figure.
HAHA most of my aunts do own them ah. so yeah during hari raya and such events
I WLLL have a bit of "PHOBIA" of going to their houses.
BECAUSE OF THE CATS.

MEHEHEH, i did encountered some memorable ones ah.. HAHA.
okay so i was sitting on this couch with my family . talking & talking endlessly.
then there was one time, this cat was playing around ah.. i didn't know why really ah.
I KINDA STARED INTO HER EYES. and not long after.. the cat JUMPED ON ME and tadaa.
it scratched my arm. I BLOCKED IT from scratching my head man. ITS A REALLY FIERCE CAT.
& there was one time walking out of the door.. the cat KINDA CHASE AFTER ME AH. HAHA.
I WAS RUNNING LIKE MAD when it chased me.

HAHAAHAHAHHAHA I DONT GET WHY THE HECK it wanted to attack me! .man i was still young.
and innocent still :( .

maybe that the cat see me AS A SMALL FRY . thats why it kinda attacked me back then.
oh well . why do you hunt on the weak man!!
you could have attacked my mum or something right!!

my mum and sis named our persian cat.
"tummy" , yeah i know its a weird name. but its cute tho. we name her tummy cause of the... TUMMY SHE SHOWS US AH. everytime without fail . he/she'll sleep like A NORMAL HUMAN. HAHA YEAH BARING MACAM ORANG BETOL GITU then ahhhh.

WELL at first the moment when my father brought in the cat into the house.
we were all kinda shocked actually. because we weren't expecting to adopt a pet cat actually.. HAHA i didnt know i was happy or sad man. BUT i do know my sis was happy !
dad kinda got the cat from his friend cause its kinda a newborn kitten persian at that time.
SO IT NEEDED A NEW OWNER! ( too many cats to handle)

SOO HAHA at that time i was STILL scared of cats ah. PHOBIA MACAM GILA. some more its REALLY REALLY black. PLUS FAT! & I CANT SEE IT WALKING AT NIGHT MAN.
i will be like JUMPING ONTO MY COUCH when tummy is walking around the house ..
(im scared of that it will chase after me or maybe do a scratch attack on me)
HAHA i was secondary two back then ah not much have changed since tummy have been LIVING WITH US HAHA.

there are moments where she went MIA, for what reason i do not know.
maybe its because he had grown bored of this house ..?
maybe he wanted to take a tour in the HDB BLOCK?
or maybe.. he wanted to find a girlfriend? HAHAHA.
hahaha not really ah, whenever we open the front gate, tummy will be like
SPEED-DASHING to running out from the house ah.

5 years, tummy is still looking handsome/pretty ! too bad he/she hasn't met anyone yet. HAHA I KNOW he/she have been very lonelyyyy. just like someone ah.
maybe that's the reason why he wanted to run away from home. HAHA

KABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!.
is my cat currently fat now? well.. sad to say it was REALLY REARRYYYYYYYYY. fat last time, hahahah why? BECAUSE
TUMMY ALWAYS STEALZZZZZ MY FOODS :(
hahahaHAHA! not really ah.
but yeah tummy was fat really. BUT recently..
we sent tummy to a pet groomer to kinda.. CUT HIS DARK FURY HAIRS!.haha.
so like finally ah.. can see his eyes..! HAHAHA. yeah.she's more NEAT and more LIVELY then ever already. SHE's MORE ACTIVE then ever before..
running around the house, breaking a couple of furniture without fail..!

DO CATS HAVE DREAMS!? i believe they do.
HAHA, i did some research on them ah.. they dreams on birds,fish, and such ah LOL.
HAAH yeah im being random here. I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO LAH.
dreams. i believe everyone has dreams ah. HAHA but CATS have the most wild one.
I BELIEVE THEY HAVE A BIGGER DREAM THAN fishes and stuffs LOL
with their powderful sharp claws, razor lazer eyes, and with their stealthy coat.
one day.. they'll rise and MAYBE GO FOR WORLD DOMINATION!!

anyway this is one WILD RANDOM POST SO FAR LOL.

anyway see the difference.

Puasa.

2010-08-10T18:48:00.007+08:00

Okay im not gonna upload all the pictures here ah.
cause most of them are from my friend's facebook profile. and yeah.
sorry its kinda low quality pictures.

WOHOOOO , its 10th august. and.. we're just few minutes away from the FASTING month itself.
hahaha. and yet im still at home..! ( i got women's problem uhh. :( )
oh well...what to do haiyah, im tired ahh. just got back from school. andd I DONT really know if i got the mood for blogging or not HA.. well today we had p.e lessons ah as usual. tuesdays/wednesdays . @ the indoor sports hall. playing sepak takraw with the malay dudes heheh.. no more napfa test, no more running. no more doing heavy exercises.. YES AH, im happy but still..there's gonna be 2 years of NS after i've completed my h-nitec course somewhere within the next 2 years.! HAHA talking about NS's. some of my friends ah have already planned to serve the nation in ns somewhere in january next year. WELL YEAH i dont really get the idea of serving NS first. cause i think ah. yeah you'll get all mature and such. BUT along the way i think for me ah. i'll be lost . towards the direction im heading to. i mean i think i'll be distracted . not going to study anymore and such ahh.. well, hahaha.. i dont know what the heck im talking about NS for. another 2 more years.. and yet im bringing up this topic.. HAHA. WELL anyway i'll be going for my MEDICAL check-up next friday. AND SHITYES. just a couple more days away. and im already like nervous ah.. there's gonna be alot of testing done on me. drawing of blood, x-ray, brain control ? (something like scanning..).. and body parts check. oh yeah~..

WELL HAHA. im very lazy to write this post seriously ah. LOL i think im like half-awake now. eventho its only 8pm..haha, yeah those above pictures were taken last week.
Newater plant center , classroom , NDP 2010 celebration

(which practically fails i guess , cause it was like a 5min talk2 and then FLOORBALL INTERschool match -....-, which i think i should just skip the day THAT DAY!)

the catalyst.

2010-08-06T20:07:00.005+08:00

its been a crazy week, firstly im very sorry to all my followers on twitter.
i know i screwed up big time, i kept tweeting on the same topic / song over & over again. HAHA.. oh well, what can you do about it? im a die hard linkin park fan ! :)

the song was due to released on Tuesday morning at 2.30am . yep, i kinda stayed up late just to be one of first listen the song first hand on bbc radio 1.! i woke up at 1.30am YEP. then i waited .. when the heck are they gonna play the song!?!? haha after an hour of suffering. i got hooked on bbc radio 1. it plays alot of great music. and the dj's are great! well okay anyway. its actually a world premiere of the song. i heard snippets , i've seen trailers. but not the actual song. so yeah the hype/excitement/anticipation over the song have finally ended after waiting & waiting.. over the weeks/days. im very happy with linkin park, the way they are changing. there's no more 'nu-metal' anymore yeah screams over and over again. they kinda become more 'soft' , haha but not really ah. well anyway this time round

" The Catalyst " the first single from A Thousand Suns .
at first ahh, i was really disappointed with the band because of the repetitive and short lyrics, i mean they used to write long & emotionally driven lyrics. because i really think there was no verse in this song. just bridge & chorus . but oh boy. after i listened to the official song on the radio that day..
they surprised me with how far they can really go with just a few lines. Fast momentum at first, middle parts were more on electronic. mike shinoda and chester singing in harmony together where they sang..

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfoght
It can't be outdone
It can't out matched
It can't be outrun
No

yeah its totally different from the other past songs they made. they had NEVER sing together haha. mike shinoda had always been the 'rapper' in the band. while chester sings/screams most of it. but this time round. MANNNNNN. its definitely awesome to see them sing together!
yeah and what i liked most PART of the song is of course when the PIANO kicks in!! where mike sings ..

Lift me up...
Let me go...

after a few lines, when the song had finally almost reached the "CLIMAX" at the end.
chester gets into the song screaming the line over and over again. THAT PART really gave me goosebumps when first listened on the radio MAN. HAHAHAHA (IT was so epic that give me some chills when hearing!!) overall . i'd rate the song 9/10 .it's very progressive as it never stays in one place and evolves all the way through the song. The only thing boring about the song is it's repetitive lyrics .

well okay now.. to those whoever hasn't listened/heard the new single.

CLICK PLAY ON THIS VIDEO!.
its not the official video, JOE HAHN ( DJ in the band )
made this video for the fans, official video will be out on AUGUST 26th .

oh and yeah i almost forgot. A Thousand Suns will be out on September 14th.

WELL OKAY LP NO MORE. hahaha.. man. i think im really obsessed with them. HAHA.. at least i got some craze in me still.HAHA, yeah i think im one of those music lovers. like those 'k-pop craze which have been going around THIS YEAR. HAHAHA . OKAY AH im not gonna talk about music already..

well im not on the pictures because..
i was sick the other day. OH WELL.

WHAT"S UP PEOPLE!.

its already AUGUST! almost nearing to the end of year already mannnn.( haha 4 more months )
but still, it's really been an awesome year so far. there's loads of things are constantly changing in the world. yeah im gonna story abit about my course which i had been studying for a year and 7months already. CHEMICAL PROCESS TECHNOLOGY. & its only located at ITE college EAST other then that there's no other campuses offering this course, yeah i know i've endured. all this while from waking up SO EARLY in the morning , just to get in school in time. FROM CCK - SIMEI . yeah its a pain in the ass where you need to wake up as early at 5.20am ( TO ON THE WATER HEATER HAHAHA ). then sleep again. NYAHAHA. and leave house at around 6.15am. JUST to have a 10min-15min allowance so that you wont get screwed by the teachers. HAHA. but im always 5-10minutes late.. OH WELL.! not because i left my house late ah.. its just that my friends are always not on time!!. so yep, i've to wait .

HAHA. okay chemical process. i know some of you are wondering..chemical? chemical!? are you handling those medicines and such in lab? are you doing lab work!?. well personally there are SOME modules/subject which i did last time which are based on lab work's. Water-purifying/RO test/Distillation and such ahh. but not really. there's a specialization choice which you could go in the 2nd year so if you chose pharmaceuticals or biologics in the 2nd year it's mostly based on lab work.

Biologics/Pharmaceuticals/Petrochemical/Process Instrumentation/

heh, i chose Petrochemical because the market value is really high ah and i dont really get the idea of me working in labs. or either working as a plant process technician in the near future. it's just that i dont really like cold places. HAHA BUT ITS A FACT AH. im kinda weak to REALLY REALLY COLD LABS. no, im not weak to shopping centers,movie cinema and such haha.. umm yeah working in an OIL industry is very risky and very very DANGEROUS. but if you follow the procedure correctly and safely , there will be no risk and accident happening ahh. yeah with all the risk and such. the pay is really something at the end of the day. i mean i've got uncle's working in as a firefighter in PULAU bukom . he earns about 10-15k per month including shiftwork/overtime/bonus ahh. yeah plus i've got some friends which their father work as a SAFETY officer working in SHELL and Exxon Mobil company. basic pay is like 10k . and that's ONLY THE BASIC. hah.. but working as a safety officer is also scary ahh.. if you like screwed up in checking the equipments/workers. that BANG everything/everyone aims at you. your the one to be blamed at most. haha maybe when i get enough experience. i'll definitely work as a safety officer in jurong island. :D,

hah, so starting from basic most probably i'll work as a humble technician in one of those Oil industries. gaining experience & skills is the most important thing that i need. heard alot of teachers around saying that their starting pay AS a technician in JURONG island is quite okay for a NITEC holder.yeah im not planning to stop my studies after this course. IM heading a different route from my course actually, MARINE OFFSHORE ENGINEERING . i don't plan on sticking to the same road on my journey ah. i rather have different certificates & skills . yeah and i DONT PLAN on losing out to any of those FOREIGN workers or local talents in the near future. i don't know why i chose marine offshore instead of info-com tech, paramedic, or business studies ahh. last time i loved doing computer works. but after realizing that there's lots of foreign talents landing to our roots, filling up the spaces. & yeah they're much cheaper to employ.. haha.. maybe thats the reason i took a different route instead. heh, i dont really have any interest in marine offshore engineering. but i too have an uncle working in those big ships. they're pretty awesome . getting to travel to different places now and then. is awesome mannnnnnnnnnnn. i mean who doesnt like traveling?!? ITS NICEEEEEEEEEEE.

okay im gonna wrap up this post soon.. 'dreams'.

I hate crimes, i hate criminals. i hate those bad dudes. i hate villians.
well i used to have a childhood dream. i wanted to be a policeman when i was young. i don't know why ah. i think because they have those cool uniforms / cars & GUNS!. hahaha and of course the muscular bodies.. HAHAHA I DONT REALLY KNOW AH. but i really respect those policemen . they're really COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

HAHHA K . im done posting already.
BYEBYE!

parallel galaxies.

2010-08-01T12:38:00.014+08:00

11.50pm.

im gonna write.
as a matter of fact im blogging because i think i have something to express out here.

between stars and moons.

well, recently i've started to make a connection with a certain girl.its somewhat related to the story which i wrote a couple of weeks/months ago.
if your reading. i don't know how your gonna react after reading this blogpost

okay so. i know its been a long time since i start making friends with people whom i really know. NOT THAT i really don't know em, i mean i do know them in real life. we don't bother to make a connection that's all. I've been real EMPTY this year. Yes somewhere last month ,i decided to make myself less gloomy by searching for that person whom caught my eyes back then. I found her somewhere along the internet galaxy, when i was lurking around others people blog. Out of all the planets out there, i remember that i could still recognize this face somehow. She was that someone whom i couldn't really forget because of her charming smile. I don't know how i got landed upon this blog or maybe it was by chance it was an accident. In between the stratosphere, my thoughts were overwhelming with questions my mind were constantly saying.,' are you gonna restart back from ground zero?'
'are you good enough for her? , ' your from the stars and she's from the moon how can you possibly chase the moon.

'she is completely out of your league, she's totally different from your level'
i have always had this feeling of being criticize & being looked down .
nevertheless i ignored my negativity in me, i carried on with phase one.

she's the only girl that i wanted to make a connection with badly because im dying to know her inside out. personality,attitude & her dreams. Yeah i know its been quite awhile since i started opening out myself with new people which means. i have forgotten what its like to start again, i don't really know how can i possibly start after all these long months! Well i've been dying to chat with her for quite awhile already ah, but i just dont have the BALLS just yet to start a convo..AFTER a few goddamn months (YES MONTHS) i finally chatted with her. BUT MAN, i got really worked up just by chatting wither and HUHUHU, the convo was REALLY weird HAHA.. there goes my first unsuccessful chat to not because i got disconnected or anything. the chat was like the most random-est shit ever, at first i think it was okay i guess. BUT TILL THEN my mind got screwed around somewhere along the lines which i think it did happened. Halfway through the chat the conversation were getting weirder & WEIRDER , i decided not to ruin my image HAHA, so i decided to end the convo. but oh well ( she knows im weird already ) awesome chat for the first day huh!?
im happy that i finally breakthrough after all this while tho, i mean I've been waiting for quite sometime to have a short simple chat with her.

i AM a very patient guy trust me , i just don't like the idea of spending loads of time for her. & end up after all those long months / years . the mission end up being a failure. one of those reasons that im scared of making a connection with people is just that IM always like this. i can't really keep up at maintaining a good relationship with people i've recently met. I mean i don't like it when im always the one who makes the most out of topics and trying my very best to get to you. i mean what for do you start a conversation, when the other person don't have any interest in talking with you. no im not trying to stir an argument here. im saying that i really don't see a point its just that im getting tired of you not showing any signs of sharing or opening up a topic. that's where my negativity starts to kick in. if you have been following my tweets on twitter somehow, most are the tweets were referring to you.& i know you didn't realize that.I can be really a pessimist at times its just that i don't really share it with anyone about these things. i just express out my feelings on a really website for all i know.i really imagine how if there's no twitter.i wonder where will i ever shoot all my thoughts. but thank god there's this awesome website, [twitter] which i can post my daily feeds into it.

i have a couple of friends saying all the negative things around me, i was hoping that they would at least cheer me up whenever i share stories with them but guess what? so yeah i did find a few fellow friends. yeah things like this i normally find girls to help me out here because they know better. im quite disappointed when most of them said something like ' if they are replying short ' means she's not interested' short and simple. its not that im trying to solve a riddle or anything, im just me, im the type of person who likes finding and knowing what's their point of view. i know im quite stubborn at times. yes i do share but i dont really get the idea of listening to em. i mean its my choice to decide when to stop and to continue with the flow.

well. up till today i am still in contact with her after all. i just don't plan on erasing someone on my world , after getting to know her all this while because it's gonna be very "WASTED" if that happened.yeah what? after knowing this girl for quite awhile, your gonna just ignore her and forget as if nothing had happened? yeah, im that type of person. i've made a lot of connection somewhere last year. but thankfully i stopped, because i don't really get the point either. at the end of the day your just gonna stop at the end of that road and end the journey from there. i know, im really hopeless at things like this.
i just give up too easily.

besides that i don't really like to mingle around girls that have someone in their mind. i mean..
i got this feeling, that she likes someone else. WELL i only got this weird feeling coming out from my 'sixth sense', aha its never been accurate tho. but still im pretty sure that there's someone in her mind. well she does have the looks , its not like that im the only boy who is after her. Oh well.
maybe one of the reasons that she's not really open to me yet is that she's.
after someone else after all..

i don't know your past
i don't know why you havent shown any signs of opening up to me
but i do know there's some obstacles blocking you.

whatever it is, you know there's THIS rumours of me liking you.
yeah its true.

i DO like you & i really wish to know more about you.

i don't really know wether you have read the entire post.
but its okay , i feel abit better after writing this out & i really hope that you will start opening up to me.

4 more days.

2010-07-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

God save us everyone
Will we burn inside of fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hand
The sins of our tongue
The sins of our father
The sin of your young
No!

Lift me up ; Let me go ..

I CANNOT STOP LISTENING TO CLIPS & CLIPS of the new single.

THE CATALYST.

gosh, its making me go crazier & crazier every single daaaaay!
sighh, just 4 more days till the release of the song. HAHA
( but i HOPE that it will leak on sunday !! )
OKAY!

there's 4-5 snippets of the song have been kinda leaked out .. not really leak ah,
its something that they .. WANNA tease their FANS like me.
to show em how the song will turn it out like.. HAHA.. so far i've heard all of those snippets
are only the chorus of the song. NO VERSE yet!!
it sounds pretty DIFFERENT from the past LP SONGS.
its unique, new & OF COURSE PURE AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

ahaha, no im not gonna talk much about LP this time round on this post, anyway its around 6.15pm right now. WEDNESDAY.

Good evening to all those readers out there.
yeah i know its been raining all this week every single morning without fail! its pretty darn cold!!. AND i really hate the morning SO MUCH .. you know when you JUST wake up.. right. you got this FEELING of.. GOING back to your bed again and just to have another minute or two back into your dreamy land. well.. i could still recall what happened to me last saturday. HAHA.. okay so it was raining , yeah i was awaken by my handphone alarm. as usual around 5.25am .. YESSSSS i turned on the water heater..then headed out to the living room. lie myself on the sofa.. till i realised that i had fall back asleep. HAHAHA. when i saw the morning light shine , birds chipping. i was like OH CRAP. its already almost to 8am. GG LOH im gonna be very late to school already..then i realized that none of my siblings are up . soo i wonder.. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ( yes i hate people who reply me HMM so much LOL ) .
saw the day today as saturday.. i was like OH WELL.. nothing today eh..? i should go back to my bed -.......-.. BUT THEN i remembered.. that there was religious 'class' today.. HAIIIII. so nevermind I WENT BACK TO BED. HAHAHAHA. truth is , if possible i'd like to skip my classes every saturday..haiyah..

before i start my random post,
let me post all my crappy pictures stored inside my phone.

well not much had happened the past week.
just that me , khairi , din & raudhah went to watch some fireworks blasting off their sparks. last saturday @ the esplanade. andd uhh no we didnt have the tickets to go watch the ACTUAL preview in the padang. ha-ha-ha. well at least the atmosphere were still there. by just SITTING by the river , i could say that the fireworks & airplane performance was nicely done. especially those cool toys flying up in the air. this time round the jets have shown more pretty cool swirling in the air above! hahaha besides the cool air show! it was the SOUND of the jetplane made me worry. i dont really know why..

well i truly cannot imagine if our country were to start a war. all the tanks, airplanes, ships. would be roaming all over the place. and hell yes its gonna be real scary.. the sound of explosions, guns, people screaming in fear.. HAIIIIIIII. lets not elaborate more in this part.

HAIYAH , i've been busy with school lately.
i think i better not continue my post. im kinda tired already.
WELL SEE YOU GUYS SOOOOON in a couple of days!

a hardcore fan.

2010-07-24T11:09:00.020+08:00

its saturday morning!

WAZZZZZZZZZZUP PEOPLE!.

heheh, i know its really weird to blog in the morning.. haha. cause i think today & tomorrow noon i'll be busy and that makes me, me me no time to blog OK!. hahaha. actually i got loads of time during the weekdays. especially thursdays and friday. BECAUSE my class ends at 11am & 12pm but oh well. im just too lazy to update it.

WELL okay anyway. for all those tweeters who have been following me since. im really sorry about spamming #AThousandSuns like almost everyday, every hour & every minute on the twitter timeline. its just that.. I CANNOT STOP twittering on LINKIN PARK's latest release . the single & the upcoming album. well i've been a fan of them since primary SIX i think, if im not wrong.. was kinda influenced by my COUSINS!! & the first song that i ever listened to was
"Points of Authority" the music video was super duper cool manz! robots fighting , explosion and stuffs.!!! it was shown on their tv, "MTV" channel & and mind me. when i was young i don't have these types of channels man. !! because you know ahh.. your parents will be like..

HEY change the channel! thats too disgusting & exposing (SEMI NUDE and very.. intresting music videos..britney spears.. and so on.. ) HAHAHAHAHA. so thats why my parents didnt allow US family to have that channel!!.

so yep, that's the reason. WELL OKAY ANYWAY who listens to music around that age man? 11, 12 years old? i mean yeah ah there are some kids are listening to songs now and then . in this era.. BUT HEY ALMOST ALL THE SONGS they're listening to are... JUSTIN BIEBER SONGs man..
the other day in the bus, there were some primary school students which i find them irritating. BUT OH WELL what to do kan. they were literally blasting their justin bieber songs man.. BABY, BABY, BABY!! OHHHH!~ :( i couldnt do anything but to endure my suffering in the bus..!! haha i dont really like justin bieber ah. I ONLY like some of the songs. no & not the artist himself.. so YESS. no offence ah to those bieber fans. i really hate that dude.

okay i shall continue, i still remember those days whenever i got back home from school.
during primary school days ah. almost everyday i would play the so called "NEW" album from linkin park.

"METEORA"

a thousand suns
9.14.2010

YEAHHHHHH, their hit singles. " Numb " , " Faint " , " Somewhere I Belong " & so on and forth..played them almost everyday . & eventually the song got STUCKED in my head. well to me the band is unique in their ways. different band , different styles right? Rock & Rap band? IM TELLING YOU!. which other bands are as GOOD as LP? they are the only band i know that are still ALIVE & kicking ass with their ROCK/RAP style! heheh! anyway back on topic on METEORA. my favourite song off their album would definitely be

"BREAKING THE HABIT"

i used to hate the SONG VERY MUCH.because i dont really like fast paced songs .. (yep i was still young at that time.. I JUST LOVE CHESTER SCREAMING HAHAHAHAHA).i didnt know that the song had great meaning behind it until i grew older and finally understand the meaning behind the song. HAHAHAHAHA. i know when i was young i dont know why i like songs that have alot of SCREAMS and such. but now not really ah. i love almost every song. that are soft - rock type , alternative and such. AND NO to death metal, heavy metal and so on manzz. WELL HAHA its kinda really the opposite now eh?

OKAY so you know. bands / artists love to TOUR around the world to go perform their album with their fans right?. yep, the first ever concert i went to WAS NO OTHER THEN.. LINKIN PARK!! HAHA. well i was still young at that time. primary SIX. or secondary one . MMM, my aunt decided to BRING me & my brother along to the concert. HAHA. actually planned to invite all my cousins along but i didnt know what happen back then..it was at the "PADANG" in SINGAPORE of course. the atmosphere was AMAZING, crowds were singing all along together with Chester & Mike. HAHAAA. i could still remember those days..! well after the concert. yeah ALMOST EVERY FANS in the padang were WAITING for the BAND to depart. SOO YEAH IT WAS one of the most epic moments i had in my life.!! , me, my aunt & brother was DIRECTLY infront of the WHITE VAN. i couldnt see anyone in the VAN EXCEPT FOR CHESTER BENNINGTON & yeah he's the lead singer. ( the other bandmates i couldnt get a glimpse cause of the curtains were closed!!

the catalyst 2.9.2010

FOR THE FIRST TIME, i ever saw. someone was VERY PALE ( i was SUPER SHOCK LOH, he macam no blood like that running through his face) and yeah he was sweating all over. i have never saw someone THAT PALE before ( and yeah he was an ANGMOH OF COURSE HAHA SO MACAM KECOH AH i thought he was gonna be send to the hospital or something.. HAHA) so i told my aunt .. why is he like that?? is he gonna die?? :( haha so she explained it to me ah.. haiiiii, that was the ONLY CHANCE i got to see him SO CLOSE . in my life ha.. maybe this year or next year. THEY'll TOUR again in SINGAPORE . I'll definitely go to their concert once more.!! YES AH!

4 years later, MINUTES to MIDNIGHT were released. the hit single. "WHAT I"VE DONE" was so AWESOME that it got me go CRAZY on the song, HAHAHA i shall story abit of my past with you guys during those times. well last time actually my era.' the secondary school days were always on FRIENDSTER THINGY. HAHAHA.. im "VERY" obsessive on linkin park that time ah.. i EVEN send to all my FRIENDS in my FRIENDLIST. to give a SNIPPET preview of the song. before the release of the single. HAHAHAHAHA. I BET SOME OF YOU STILL REMEMBER !! HEHEHE LOL. and of course there was a hit MOVIE too, Transformers which was released soon after the SINGLE ' What i've done ' was included one or two in the movie scenes. i was actually suprised that they had no news about this happening in the movie!! well okay this time the album was actually sounded more way DIFFERENT than the first two albums because they were trying to EXPERIMENT new sound and new style. because alah, you know they cant always STICK to the same "SOUND" some fans love it, some fans hate it. but to me i LOVE IT. i have never disliked any of LINKIN PARK"S songs. everything that they make, they do are always the best! favourite track off the album haha. so obvious is SHADOW OF THE DAY , close to it is VALENTINE's Day. they have become really softer on this album. but im hoping that they'll make ANOTHER good album like they did for the past 3 albums..!

so far, i've heard the PREVIEW & the contest of the catalyst song everywhere on youtube.
it sound REALLY AWESOME, with mike rapping PLUS singing too!. and chester of course!! . MEHH like i told you guys before. if you guys have heard the song CATALYST. on youtube or somewhere. NOPE! the song havent been released yet. it's just a contest & remix of people doing the song. BECAUSE the band had given samples , stems of the song AND YEAH its only 1/4 of the lyrics in the song!. YESAHHHHHHH! and its like a couple of days left till the release of their LATEST AND CONFIRM 100% chop WARRANTY AND GUARANTEE . the song will be the HIT of 2010. AND IM SURE OF IT. linkin park will once again RISE above the seas.

10 more days till the release of THE CATALYST
and another month and couple of weeks till the album comes out!
A THOUSAND SUNS!

WELL OKAY i've done enough talking about LP.
no, im not gonna continue anymore about my story or whatsoever so.
BUT! i've got pictures to share!.
HAAAAAAAA DO ENJOY !

i tweeted this before. this has to be the LARGEST DOG I"VE EVER SEEN
i thought it was a horse or something man.

ITE OPEN HOUSE!

& randoms!

turns out im still.

2010-07-18T23:00:00.007+08:00

im still distracted by all the little things. i really hate it. i cant even concentrate on doing my homework well. SIGH.. i can't really do my homework at home. EVEN on my work desk. you know whenever i wanna do MY HOMEWORK . there's gonna be loads of distraction like msn, music, facebook, twitter, linkin park. AND SO ON. HAHHAHAHA there's tons of list but yeah those are the main ones. i dont really know why ah.. i mean come on. i wanted to do my homework just after my friends left my home. but then..OH WELL take look at the time. its already like 11pm+ . and i've yet to complete my drawings for tomorrow. I MEAN COME ON. take a look at this picture.

yep, distraction much. this is why i really like to hide myself in the shadows lol. I PREFER GOING offline or act as away. OR MAYBE just on twitter & of course my music. then i can really do my work well. i've already quit computer gaming long time ago yet im still addicted to some of the apps. HAIYOH APE NAK JADI AZRIE. you should really set aside all this bullshit and concentrate on doing. your work. BUT HEY WHY ARE YOU STILL BLOGGING?

haiyah , so umm. today i wanted to drop by my WORKPLACE together with abu & wawi at around noon. but before that. I KNOW today's weather have been really AWESOME right? windy . cold day. A VERY nice weather to sleeeep.! SOO UH i already PLANNED to do my homework after i got another nap . HAHAHA because i always wake up EARLY. maybe 7am+. its like i got this auto alarm in me. SOO YEAH AH. i woke up . eat. bath. tv. comp. SLEPT back at 1pm. the next thing i know is that i was dreaming about something. i was looking in the mirror . a reflection of myself in the pond. the funny thing is i had a stomach ache in my dream. SOO UHH YEAH the next thing i wake up. oh well, i got this stupid gastric pain which occurs like once a month or two. HAHA NO I DONT UZUR MAN. thats like so wrong for a male dude to be having menstruation HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. k serious matter ah. i dont really know why . but the feeling of this gastric is really stupid and PAIN. i've gotta endure it like 5-6 hours for a day. ITS STUPID MAN. there's really something wrong with my stomach. AYO. SO YEAH my plan failed on doing homework. not only homework . i planned to go out with abu & wawi today. BUT oh well. i couldnt walk far. i had troubles walking for short distances. (thank you gastric) so umm. actually they both wanted to accompany me to my workplace today. but shitzz. i seriously cannot walk. SOO UMM, nevermind i invited to come over my house . to play video games & watch a couple of movies using my bro's girlfriend. PS3. HAHA. HD MOVIES ORGASM much. ha-ha .

im all done now goodbye.

two

2010-07-18T11:13:00.003+08:00

part 2.

secretive? SORRY PEOPLE! i didn't elaborate it much on the last post.. it seems that im still abit secretive to my friends somehow & OF COURSE to my family .i don't really share anything with my family. unless i won some awards, money or any other glorious stuffs.I know most people share it with your family & friends to try 'fix' up your problems. but to me i don't really know why uh. i have to admit. i have really many friends around me.but i have a few that i can really trust in its because i think they are the people whom i trust most. i think one of the reasons why people help me in my problems because they THINK that im weak & i can't solve it by myself. yes its somewhat true. they'll probably think of many ways to help me by trying to console to that person and trying to settle it out. EVEN THO i asked them many times not to interfere with the matter yet they insist and helping me still. but sometimes.. FRIENDS, you have to believe in me. i believe that there is quote saying ' you gotta stand up for your rights' believe me guys somehow I'll definitely manage on my own. with secrets on the main topic. i bet no one really gives a shit on what they have promised. "SECRETS" they are meant to be kept low and never to be shown out to the world. not trying to start an argument or anything. but why. do people really like to break their words with each other..? IT is called secrets. so I trust you 110%. NOT to spread / share the stories with your friends. tell me why do YOU people love to stir up things with one another? is it THAT FUN?

i am wise in making decisions. i try to figure out the con's and pro's for whatever things that i encounter. no, im not the type of person who usually rush to settle things without thinking but i'll do whatever it is to settle it without having a fight or something.& uh huh. not only in making wise decisions. i don't smoke, i don't drink, i don't take 'ubat'. (HAHAHAHA) and so on.i really don't get it. why are people still smoking, drinking, taking drugs or even slash their hand and stuffs whenever they have problems.. its just that you could always look up to your friends, parents or maybe even the counselors and try fixing it? yet. im not against those smokers or anything ah. i know its very tempting not to smoke a single day or two. but i mean what for? how much does it costs nowdays? $10+? and how much packet you buy per week? 2? with that $20 ah. you could use something better for yourself without destroying your health. okay not trying to start a fight or something ah.. im just saying. what if you quit smoking now..? THINK ABOUT IT!! sorry ah for those people that who is reading ah. no offence..okay for that paragraph above. i forgot to TELL you people. i ain't good at running with a bag of problems in me. nah im not really an escapist i don't run from my problems. but i'll try my best to make out crazy ideas & plan it out. AHA, just so you know. im the type of person who is always giving a listening EAR to hear out your problems. and i'll TRY my best to help you in anyway. i don't really know why. but i think its like some kind of a favorite 'pastime' for me.. well i know its kinda WEIRD HAHA. but umm, i just love helping out people. its kinda tasty and yummy in my way. well what i meant is that you will feel somewhat SATISFIED. (YEP, i'll be really full for that day) HAHA for all people who no wonder i don't take regular meals everyday!. :) its because im always ON A MISSION to solve their problems!!

okay its about time i move on to where my mind. sets all the negativity point in me. im not really going to share much tho, but HEY GUESS WHAT!?. im AM a sensitive boy. OH WELL. pity to those people think that i look somewhat 'strong' in appearance BUT im weak on the inside. (HAHA IM NOT PHYSICALLY strong anyway). & im serious (a gentle push on me & i'll definitely wobble) !! it goes the same inside my mind tho. once i hear something negative about SOMETHING. my mind will start go haywire and eventually swallow my 'whole'.. but ONE thing for sure i have alot of POSITIVE energy around me .YES they're my friends. its really great to have lots of friends around you. but i always prefer to have a few close ones that i could really trust and joke around with. NOT that im always positive. there are some days. i really don't know why. maybe its a change in mind. Whenever you wake up. i'll always think of this question. " Will i be the positive or the negative energy today ? " in life everyone have a choice on what to BE and what to BECOME today. you can always be the hyper active boy. or you could always be the cold blooded dude. making troubles out of nowhere. haha go figure it out okay! sidenote on the wobbling part. i think that's somewhat true. my mental really breakdown somewhere along the line. if there's criticism about me or maybe i lost a trust in someone. it'll be like a really HURRICANE running through my mind. this is where i'll start making [LIES] yes i do lie sometimes in order for me to get out of the LIES. who doesnt LIE tell me? even the so-called 'trustworthy' person too, you'll never know when to trust HIM/her..its even harder TO believe if he's right or wrong. SO YEAH im just saying only loh.

okay i think i've written enough for part two.
goodbye.

look around you.

2010-07-11T04:40:00.005+08:00

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under a loaded gun

And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
No

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light
Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

im suprised that i still have ALOT of lurkers still lurking around my blog.
HAHA. not that i expect anyone to read it.. but it feels really like something.
when people reads your blog rightt.!!

OKAY! so anyway. i feel that i've been using blogger.com FOR quite some time now
& i really feel like changing my link to WORDPRESS .com ..hahaha & NO.! not onsugar nor tumblr.or any other blogsites. you know..& i dont know why i have this feeling, that i have to CHANGE my bloglink . maybe its because im getting bored of using blogger . or maybe its way too simple for me to write out my stories here. man, but somtimes REALLY. i just want to stop blogging already. HEHHH. and sololy depend on my twitter updates of me. HA, but wait.. twitter isnt that OPEN really ahhhh its quite limited for me to post everything in one shot!, & nahhhh many of my friends don't have twitter accounts. so yeppp. SOME of my friends dont even know what's a twitter!! oh well. heheh.. okay whatever it is. i take all my words back. HAHAHAHA

time check : 3.25 am

i just got back home from work, GOSHHH!. you know what?!
its been quite a fun & busy week for me HAHA. yeah, gotta get used to waking up early again. for school. working till late night for friday & saturday. & HELL YEAH. im getting regular meals nowdays. HAHA. gooooood right? i dont know why really . but when im at school, i tend to get REALLY really hungry somehow ... YES i will finish my food at school. BUT NOT AT HOME..i dont know why. ahh. hahaha.. Huhuh, school have started recently.
so far my timetable schedule for this term is OKAY i guess. at like monday to wednesday our lessons start early as 8am. and end late noon around 5pm. HAH.. but i dont mind..its like nothing loh now, i mean the last time i got attachment period. and you gotta wake up early as 6am? THEN HUH, the bad thing is the latest time you'll get back home at around 7pm. YEP.
there's no life to it isnt it..? lol. and yep. i pity to those people who stay very far FROM our working place.. maybe tampiness or pasir ris? and the latest timing they will go back home for sure is like 8pm++. and by the time you reach home you'll be DEAD tired already..and the next thing you know that. you just want to get to your bed & have a nice long sleep.
OH WELL, but not for me now HAHAHA (too bad uh, for those people currently having IA's.)

OKAY! so the first week of the term . is kinda awesome i guess not much things to do . just teacher's giving us talks & talks. about the final term and so on . We only had some P&ID's diagram drawings of the rigs..other than that. most of the time was like pure WASTE of time.. lol, and no NOT p.e . why?

FOR THE FIRST TIME , of my ITE life. im very suprised that the first lesson of the P.E. 1/2 the class went exercising.. the rest was still on the holiday moods. (forgot to bring, dont want to play, lazy) LOL. uhh yea that's like 20 people. huhuh, really enjoyed it lahh. the p.e teacher taught us how to play BASEball on hitting, striking & catching the balls. its complicated at first, but when you get the hang of it. its kinda.. BORING. LOL. HAHAHAHAHA.
really ah, the baseball sport is boring in my opinion. dont ask me why.
let's see .. what else eh okay im gonna share you a story on what happened in the class last thursday?

okay so there was this lesson on distillation thingy. BUT OH WELL.. it was kinda like E-learning class where you learn the topic on the computers..but gayly the system havent updated our account for the new class.. SO WHAT what did we do during our 2 hour of free time..?
HEHEHE okay ..
you know there's this alamak.com , its a virtual chat place. where you meet random people on the net.. AAAHAHAHAHA so basically half of my class.. I MEAN MOST OF MY malay male classmates. went there FAKING as if we were all malay girls to.. hunt a victim..probally a male dude.. HAHA but suprisingly.
GOSH.. ( oh and yes i went there too. TEEHEEE LOL)
okay im not gonna say anything what my friends did, but i did experience myself first hand. HAHA.

I name myself as syanaSTAR in alamak chat.. you know ah,
when i first ENTER the chat.. and that was around 2pm+ ... guess what..? the next thing you know is.. BANG. 6-8 people started "PMING" you . (private message you) more or less something like

'hiee..leh kenal2..?'

HAHAHAHAHA. man its not like 1-2 started pming you after you join the chat. but WHOLE bunch of people.. its pretty CRAZY MANZ..its like..they're pretty ' desperate ' to find a friend on a virtual world..? HAHA. AND GUESS what. there's a funny stranger i met on the net. saying he was .

33/male/married. looking for ...

i was like WTF. your married and still looking for ..erm. well i dont really trust this people much anyway HAHAHA SO YEP i did some experiment on this dude anyway.. HEHEHE ( im so evil ^_^ ) well okay i chatted with him like casually.. until he became..quite..NAUGHTY. HAHHAHA. FISH MAN. wtf this is like so wrong. man. really ahh. these type of people are really crazy in their minds. they dont know wether im a dude or a girl chatting with you right now..Gosh, they really trust people on virtual world that much huh..? SOOOOO HAHAHA the next step i was like..

how bout we meet today? after my school ends :}?

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so i gave him a random number i dont know. i SHOOT ANYHOW LOH. and then i asked the dude. to meet me up at cck control station around 6pm. but i said like.
.

"please dont call my number because im having lessons..i dont want you to disrupt my class..& you can only call me around 5.50pm.. :)"

i dont know wether they fall for my trick or not, but after i had a uneasy long chat with that dude..i wonder really why these type of chat world exist still.
WELL HAHA, im not really good at pranking people. but there are some of my friends pranked some of the dudes to the extent. SAYING.

come fetch me Choa Chu kang cresent xx , block .. at 3pm
and i cant call you cause.. my prepaid is done.. b
e sure to HORN 3-5 times when you already reached the place.. okay..?

HAHAHAHAHAHA FISHHHHHmen...
and some of them PRANK CALL them. YEAH HAHAHA.
those are the brave ones.. like one of my friend gave his number to that DUDE. on the net.
SO YEAH AHH, the dude called my friend.. and guess what..?
MY CLASS WENT SILENT just for that moment. EVEN MY TEACHER WAS on his ears to listen to the convo chat. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I KNOW we have a great teacher too. HAHAHAHAHAHA he joined in the fun too YOU KNOW!!.

Hello.. ni xxxx kat alamak..?
(my friend tries hard to make a girl's voice somehow like when you inhale some helium)
( AND OH BOY the class really went SILENT LOL).
(& my friend was trying his best to say..)
'ello..? ello...?'

HAHAHAAHA FAIL . at that point of time loh.. most of my class were like BURSTING into laughters already. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FISH MEN. FUNNY LIKE HELL LAAAAAAAH. & even my teacher laughed too. HEHEHEHEHE. this is most probally the most random thing that we AS a class did some crazy bonding together. LOL. HAHAHAHA. BUT HEY. this is something. you could really kill your boredom disturbing people here.!!. HAHAHAHAHA.

anyway i think i've had enough story for today. heading off to sleeeeeep.

goodnight people!!

SIDENOTE! : if you love the previous song which i posted yesterday.
sky sailing - Brielle

YOU BETTER LISTEN TO

sky sailing - SAILBOATS.

Brielle.

2010-07-09T16:03:00.004+08:00

HELLO!.
im updating this blog for abit, just to share a song.

Sky Sailing - Brielle .

its a nice soft & slow song.

& yep stay tuned to my blogpost. i will be updating again.
today night. after work!.

gooooooooooooooodbye!

ps: i like sky sailing better. because there's LOTS of guitar plays in most of the songs!

the real me.

2010-07-04T03:36:00.005+08:00

i am shy.

i am kind.

i am friendly.

i am reserved.

i am crazy.

i am sympathetic

i am wise.

i am humble.

i am funny.

i am imaginative.

i am dreamy.

i am influential.

i am secretive.

i am patient.

i am expressive.

i am aloof.

i am money minded.

i am idealistic.

i am weird.

i am sensitive.

i am unwordly

i am trustworthy.

i am lazy.

i am the centre of attention.

i am creative

i am an escapist.

AHA, okay i was bored to death so i decided to make a list of who and what i am now and used to be. well, everyone needs to learn their attitude and try to improve on it right? Yes this list is to reflect on what i really have to work on. okay so i'll just story you about myself.

im usually expressive when im in love with someone . or maybe if i like that someone. i'll definitely do something really stupid just to get her attention. writting her poems, fairytales and stuffs like that. but end up one side of my mind is all filled with negativity thoughts in and out . its like im half optimistic and pessimistic. always looking bright, but in the end . the thoughts of mine will devour my other self. THAT is what i lack at. whenever i think negative. my mind will always try to make a barrier. between going forward or backwards. i mean someway it kinda STOPPED me on what i must do or whatever you call that ah. and the only person WHO can help me through are always my friends. Yep . i kinda RELY on them some of em, when in making decisions. but not really lahh. just when i really need HELP most. Shy? i am shy? OH REALLY?. well that depends really ah, hahaha. Im really shy TOWARDS a girl that i really like. not that im really all shy towards boy or just girl.friends. DON'T get me wrong here okay. im not gay. HAAHA.i dont know why is it always like this. IM ALWAYS okay around with girls around me. but when that girl is like SUPER hot stuffz .like what. can. i get all nervous. and bang. something somewhere will go wrong. lol. well. that is one of the reasons. im still a happy go lucky person as up till today. HAHA.i mean i've been long gone. trapped inside my own world. if you dont know what i mean. then let me tell you . go read up my past previous post. the one which is called ' chapter zero '. all im trying to say is. if you KNOW the real me. you'll get the shit out of me. HEHE. im kinda choosy when . CHOOSING friends. really. i dont mix around with people that much. unless i feel for her/him . that he's really the type of person that is somewhat. 'good'. they'll probally know the other side of me. HAHA. ' the crazy azrie type' . anyway if you look me on the outside. i know most of you think that im a bad boy , always looking for trouble. and smoke and stuffs. but not really. i am not that type of person. LOOKS are very deceiving indeed. but most importantly people tend to look people at first sight. and there goes. ' oh boy, budak ni cfm ..' etc. well im not asking you to believe all these shit that i wrote. because. how can you even trust/believe a person. when you dont know him NOTHING at all. that's right. girls. im asking you not to be really fooled by anyone right now. even me. DO NOT trust a man's word. unless you know him really DEEP in & out. even me. well im saying that i see alot of my 'friends' playing around with girls feeling and stuffs. i really pity for them. why do you put so much trust in them anyway? i mean what FOR do you even bother to chase after that girl/boy. if you know that relationship is gonna work out ? so for you pretty ladies out there. im just advising you not to trust anyone. that MUCH. lets say. put in a percentage terms maybe you can trust him/her like 75%. and the other 25% is for you to think wisely. saying all these makes me wanna tell the world something. its just that PEOPLE who trust me that much. all im saying is that you should stop it, seriously. you know why? because. i DID make a PERFECT LIE. somewhere last year. Im not gonna say it out here. because its kinda personal & private for me to say out. Come on , people . when you get your grades after your exams and wanting to show to your parents. what KIND of results do you show em first? the lowest or the highest first?! . always of course the highest right? to make your parents happy of course. and then to the lowest... who the hell show the lowest marks first then the highest grades? thats not even human!!. HAHAHAHA k joke aside -.- . the moral is that people are always showing their POSITIVE side of life, nope. they NEVER show their negative side of their life. always hiding something on their back. am i secretive? not really i'd love to share my stories and problems with my close friends especially. HAHA not really only ahh, i do sometimes BLOG about the things i encounter WELL by all means if i have the mood to type it out or not.. but i think some of you know me well enough to say that my NO MOOD . means = im LAZY .ahaa , well the thing is . THAT is sometimes correct and sometimes not. because there's somedays. im like VERY busy or IM just lazy to chat with anyone at the moment..

OKAY i think i've wrote enough for today.
IF you want ME to CONTINUE.
story telling about myself part 2.

tell me . why should i listen to you?

awesome.

2010-07-04T00:01:00.008+08:00

guess what? im blogging.
which means i have something to write about am i right?.
AWESOME.

okay its time to update a bit of my blog, i dont know wether im writting this post because of boredom.
or maybe because i had to update my blog after so long.
or maybe its because i think you guys have been waiting for me to post a new one.
OR MAYBE i think i've had enough "MANGA" reading . for the past few days. which got me hooked onto.

HAHA. k really crazy here. im re-reading a manga called one piece. AHA i know some of you guys know that.
so yep, from chapter zero till 590. for the past week. or maybe more.
i had been constantly reading the COMIC. almost everyday without fail. for goddamn how many hours on onemanga.com . reading & reading. whenever i have the free time. HEH. oh and yeah the series is still ON GOING.
which means.. the latest chapter 590 . is still HALFway through out the story. HAHA. yep. i read an interview that the author of the manga said that he was only HALF way there. HOHO.
i know there's memories, of me when i was a kid. I used to watch one piece on KIDS CENTRAL HAHAHA. when i was like primary six or secondary one i think. MAN. the show was like the sex at that time. EPICLY funny and yeahh of course the EPIC fights they battle. HAHA. okay. i think i better stop storytelling about my fantasy manga.

"The Death of Portgas D Ace "

well at least there's some moral in this story anyway. = friends.

other than that story... today's the final day for me!
today is the day that i'll set sail into the ocean!
I will be the one.
to be THE PIRATE KINGG

and i'll set forth a great journey. together along with my crewmates.
which i have yet to recruit.
HEHEHE .
k im dreaming too much . if only the world is exist just like the the fantasy world.
man , that would really be something huh?.

hahaa. k actually today's the final day of my holiday term.
god damn , and monday i'll be back to school as per normal. AND HEYYYYY> i havent gone shopping yet !!. i mean what did i sweat and shag for during the june holidays?!? .
well of course i was working all the way till end of june. and most probally i'll still work part time. when school re-opens. maybe on friday and saturday only. yep.
oh and by the way. i havent received my money yet . LOL. its gonna be in my bank account in monday tho. YEH!. maybe after school, i'll go shopping with my friend or something. ANYONE wanna tag along? ^^.
HEHE. okay so i dont know how much i'll be getting tho, but my friend works 1 or 2 weeks in advance then me. gotten a total of $500+. in cheque. i was like. WTF. woah, you worked for 101 hours to earn that much?. thats more then my attachment pay money -.-. OK! i worked at like 9th june. then the PAY-cut off date was like at 17 th june -....-. AND I DONT EVEN THINK I'll get that MUCH MONEY ANYWAY LOL. maybe my next pay will hit that target. in august ;..;.. OH WELL.

school. school..
this is the final term of my ITE nitec life. this time i'll really prove myself . that i CAN get the POINTs i want.
not just by attending school, listening to teachers advice & stuffs
BUT i ALSO have to use my other mindpower to MOTIVATE myself to study at home. to IMPROVE on myself. by studying. NOT always going back home to play games and such. or to slack outside with friends after school no anymore. but one thing for sure. i've quitted computer gaming long time ago.
and this is a really great start for me.other than that. i hope i can really PUSH away all the little things such relationships , arguments with friends or whatever shit that can pull me down easily.. I really hope that wont be distracted along the way for another 6 months. this time, for sure i'll start believing in myself ONCE again..

this will be the end of my blogpost.
i'll definitely blog again tomorrow. for sure.

aiming right at you.

2010-06-23T13:17:00.001+08:00

okay, i think i've posted a thousand times on twitter.
advertising this song over and over again.
Eminem featuring Rihanna.

LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE.

LOL. AND AGAIN IM like sharing one of the songs.
in the latest debut Eminem album " Recovery "
GAHAHA , actually i don't really listen to any of the RAP . or HIP-HOP songs.
because you know. the songs . mostly the beats of the songs ah..
its like sooooo ayaaaah. i dont know .man. its just.
that i dont like hip-hop genre's ..
but its REALLY WEIRD that im hooked with eminem songs.
maybe its because of his lyrically magic songs that he wrote for himself.
yep and he's back for real this time, the last album ? which was release last year.
i think called "RELAPSE" album ..
was seriously.. the shit lol. HAHA. no offence ah. but.
its really somewhat like.. crazy ahh .HA. anyway.
other then the music itself, HIS music videos are really SOMETHING.
i mean its kinda special in a sense.
like the song . " When Im Gone " , "Without Me" ETC.
and the latest one "NOT AFRAID!"
they're all GOOD. awesome stuffs.

HAH OKAY. i just got back home from work,
and its currently 12.53am , bought myself some foods for supper.
and yepppp. i'll be awake to watch today's world cup match i guess.
IF there's anyone around to chat with -.- .. if not most probally.
i'll be sleeping early . HAH, okayyyy!

so yeah,
work - world cup - sleep - bath/eat - sleep - comp - work - worldcup -sleep

the life cycle in june.
is ..
VERY BORING.

its like mehhhhh. work, work & more work!
GAHHHHHHHH. now im like complaining. LOL. HAHA.
ahaaaaaaa. anyway school is gonna re-open soon i guess.
i dont know if its on 5th or its at 12th july.
IM NOT SURE MANNNNNN.

but i heard some people said that the early attachment students got an extra week of holiday.
but some said that 5th is the start.
OH WELL..

YEP IM BORED TO THE CORE IN THE MORNING- afternoon.
anyone wanna go out or anything ?! IM SO FREAKING BORED MAN.
lol. haha anyway tomorrow, thursday.
i'll be going out with my NEW batch of ITE friends i guess
cycling from EAST Coast park - Simei - Changi ?

oh crap, im gonnna die for sure tomorrow.
good luck to me.
gg.

okaaaay gonna go now bye.bye.!

world cup fever.

2010-06-19T21:22:00.014+08:00

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
japan just lost to Netherlands 1-0 just a few minutes ago. GAHHHH.
was expecting japan to equalize the score. BUT OH WELL..

heheh, yeah its the world cup fever alright.
WHO ARE YOU GUYS SUPPORTING?
HAHA. this time im supporting an all asian country.
not one, but TWO.

South Korea & JAPAN .

HAHA. hell yeaaaaah, never again supporting ENGLAND.
as i said in my tweet yesterday ENGLAND is way over-rated. why? JUST look at their match yesterday LOL. they cant even PASS properly.
HAHAHAHA. pity those england fans
-.- OKAY no more soccer. hate to say this. but im not much of a soccer fanatic.
but watching 90minutes of them kicking the ball throughout the field. is like WATCHING A MOVIE lol... imagine that 90 minutes of your life.. you can do something better!

whatever im saying is. i miss playing soccer :(

HAHAHA anyone wanna hit some balls with me?

OKAY other than the world cup fever,
MUSIC! there's been lots of updates from my FAVOURITE band, Linkin Park .
YEAAAAAAAAAH . they finally announced their TOUR dates this year. 2010!
meaning that their LATEST upcoming album . will be releasing VERY soon i guess. HEHHHHEEEEE. yeah. im very VERY very EXCITED.
its been already 3 years since the last album they released.

" Minutes To Midnight " was released on may 14 2007 .
hits single like

"WHAT I've done ", " Leave Out All The Rest" , " Shadow of the Day "
"Given Up" & "Bleed it Out"

MEHHHHH. i know its already like 3 years past since their album were released. HAH, guess what? up till this day. there's only 1 song from the album still plays through my music - list tho. which is my favourite song,

SHADOW OF THE DAY.

up till this day this song never gets OLD. HEH :D okayyyyy other than that,
i mean the 3 years. i know its kinda long. they have been releasing "unreleased tracks" and some new ones along the year.

" New Divide , Not Alone , Across The Line" &
the latest one "Blackbirds"

OKAYYYY i know some of you i mean MOST of you have heard new divide. from the OST soundtrack of transformer 2 ; revenge of the fallen.
HAA. guess whaaaaaaat?! transformer 3 will be released sometime next year in june .
WILL be taking LINKIN park's song again! i think.
its gonna be sooooooooo awesomeeeee.
if michael bay decides to take LP's song again.!!!

OKAY ENOUGH of the music & soccer. time to story more on myself.
HEH. HELLO GOD!. (*jokes*).
haha, but i think god is really reading my blogpost somehow. somewhere or maybe my in thoughts. well. i still remember the past previous posts.

i was like. hoping & hoping that i'll get a part time job as soon as possible during the holidays.. then guess whaaaat!? its like coincidence somehow.
next day, the DOMINO's pizza manager. called and said that i will be starting work tomrorrow TEEHEEE. maybe god is really reading my blog.
LOL. HAHA.. okay anyway my work. is really kinda complicating at first .
BECAUSE this is the first time im like working in a F&B industry.

(yep LOL. actually i work once as a kitchen banquet in suntec). ( BUT OH WELL that job is like. not really in the kitchen).

HAHA im working as a PIZZA MAKER.
there's 5 levels in the process tho. and im currently at level 2.5 .
HAHA i think. i was like struggling at stage 1 at first. YKNOW. ' the cheesing part '
you gotta like grab shitloads of the mozzarella cheese and then you gotta like SPRINKLE.
them onto the pizza. from side, to the centre. HAHA. it takes ALOT of practice YKNOW.
but oh well, i think i kinda mastered it like 80% of that part.
level 2 is on Itemizing part. well this is very tricky .
and you gotta MEMORISE all the 11 pizza's coding.
like Hawaiian , meatza, very veggie . and stuffs like that.
YOU GOTTA REMEMBER what to put and WHAT not to put.
so yep. IT TAKES shitloads of time to master and REMEMBER them all . HAHA but oh well. i kinda mastered 80% TOO already. HEHEH. so yeah. im quite good at memorizing things.
(Y)
so yeah. im soon going to be graduated to level 3 soon. making PIZZA.
this is the real shit tho. it LOOKS real easy when you see someone . playing around with the pizza dough, but when you do at first.

its like.. Azrie :oh yeah i got it there..
*friends look at your pizza* : HOLY SHIT WTF IS THAT.

HAHAHA. its really hard ah ;.....; but nevermind slowly i'll learn. OKAYYYYYYYYYYYY. work, work, work. yep im pretty much caught up in work this month, 2 off days. 5 working days. but hey! its all good. i only work like 6 hours a day. & yeahh. most probally only at night.
LUCKY that im stuck with work at night.
if not i think i'll really DIE of boredom this month. HAAAAAA.
okayyyy. this this the end. bye.bye!

'secrets'

2010-06-10T20:28:00.028+08:00

its not the kind of the daily things where you see everyday.
people write THIS KINDA GAY stories for their readers to read.
well actually i wanna write this story . to that certain someone.
i kinda like this girl. not recently.
I KNOW. i suck at girls. but oh well. im trying to start over something.
that i once lost.
so yeah. here goes nothing.
& i hope she does read this blogpost.
( AND LOL. my bad. i know my english isnt that good )

- Chapter zero -

ONCE upon a time
there was this boy, who stopped believing in "LOVE" sometime back last year.
HE AND SHE both loved each other so much but they weren't together as one. THEY WERE just lovers, nothing more & nothing less. Still, as only LOVERS, they quarreled endlessly. One fine day the fights became harder and tougher to hold onto so he asked the girl, the most regretting question that HE ever ASKED for was. It was the END of their 'love story'. " Should we continue on , or should we QUIT ? " from that day onwards. he kinda grew 'drunk', his feelings weren't true at all , he simply was having. the dark times having the 'crazy days' as a single man with his friends. His friends were the only ENTERTAINment back then, randomly asking for girls numbers, to cheer him up but after getting to know TONS of girls yet HE was just thinking about that girl all the time. his mind was always on her eventho he had MADE alot of 'OUTSIDE' friends just to forget her ,he threw all his believing, confidence, ' the thing as chasing girls' . not wanting to START again with any NEW person because he knew all along , it would take time to know someone and yet in the end there will never be a happy ending. He took his chances. not to take a further step anymore then just friends. one by one , he's connections with all the 'random' friends that he made with soon ' disappear. '

Several months later..

A day after school , as he was about alight himself from the train station . There was this girl, walking towards to the mall with her bunch of friends.a rare sight for him to finally open his 'eyes'. He asked his friends wether they know that girl name. butno one knows her name. that night , he searched ALL over the net just to find her but sadly he couldnt find. It was one of the nights he had been thinking all night long. It was like he had a 'crush' on her
"what's this feeling that im experiencing ? i thought i had control my emotions well..?"
after today, he hoped that he would see her again. The next day he went to the same location & time directly after school , hoping that he would catch a glimpse of her unfortunately she wasnt there that day.He keep thinking to himself maybe, that girl was just to get himself 'open up your eyes and see' there are many girls out there with different personalities. 'You just have to find the the perfect one.' from that day onwards he finally awaken his other personality. the cheerful , hyper-active , crazy attitude. Just to see what he'd be like in the other side of his world. But this wasnt the real him , he was just acting like as if he was this SOMEONE that have no negative emotions. Things really went well , during those days . HE met alot of 'new' people in his life but eventually one by one went their own ways. I MEAN , i can't really accept this type of people .I still remember someone saying this to me " Your image reflects your own attitude " something like that. And mind me people i do not want to continue on writting formally already. LOL. im getting tired of writting so gay. and yeahhhh.

But there was this girl who managed, to keep the friendship alive throughout the whole journey. She was one of those 'different' girl he met up with. YEP one day i asked her out to catch a movie. At first it was really one of those WEIRDEST feeling you had . when you first met someone you don't even KNOW. Haha but everything went really well , we shared almost everything with each other as if we known each other for so long.. After that day we would meet up almost everyday after school. Chatting & sharing random stuffs now and then. We soon became best friends. But all this while, I had developed some of 'crush' towards her. Trying to confess my feelings out was hardest thing and the hated thing i hate about myself. But knowing if it fails. Its never gonna be the same as ever again , thinking wether I should say it loud or not, I made up his mind not to say it for the while. There were many boys after her , day by day. After building up 'some' of his confidence in and out. he finally DID. it. BUT OH WELLL.lol . things didnt go well. only to the limit that of best friends , nothing more. Soon after things weren't the same anymore. He became quite distant to her, just to forget what he did.. slowly. The feelings slowly faded, but it was too late. they were not as close friends as they used to be anymore..

Up till this day, their friendship are back to zero. like as if nothing happened throughout the months. Never again he didnt bother to accept any 'new' friends in his life anymore. He just wanna be lone for awhile. HAHA ACTUALLY for 6months i guess. i've been enjoying my life with my FRIENDS that were never separated from my side. Lately i made a connection back with my old friend. He's currently in the same class as me now. HA.. we got some kinda conflicts the last time..but now THINGS are already i guess.. As he got stuck in reverse , he went back to his daily life. gaming as usual with his friends back to the same old routine. his addiction for games. But soon after he kinda 'gave up' playing the same old games over and over again. Because one of those DAYS. guess what? after for so long.. he kinda found the GIRL that he saw the other day.. i mean last year. HAHA. i didnt contact her immediately tho. just randomly tagging her in the tagboard. TO SEE wether she knows me or not. HAHAHA and if your reading this i think you've already know. added her in various networks. just to contact her but i still remain in the shadows, not really wanting to start over. just saying HI and BYE's to her now and then. A simple tagboard was the only place that he could CONFIRM wether that was the girl HE SAW. that very first day. caught his eyes. HAHA.( but sadly i think i flirted with the wrong girl before .LOL BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HER NAME MAN) . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. k anyway so yeah i saw pictures of her on the net. and READ a couple of blogs. to see which is WHICH LOL. and FINALLY he decided to add her up in some social networks. Not really wanting to make a start at first, he was just one of those few shadows hiding in the dark waiting to strike. HAHAHA . K WHATEVER LOL. this story has been going crazy already man. ANYWAY im gonna continue for abit . still.

ONE day, his friend messaged him that the GIRL was in school . HAHA. okay so it was kinda quite CONVENIENT for him to drop by awhile to his school. AND YEAH LOL. he just came back from school. just to CATCH the eye candy girl. HAHAHA. K i know it sounds wrong BUT AHAHA. i dont care. At first he wanted to ask the girl's number HIMSELF. but oh well. at that point of time. he already wasnt himself back then. everything seems lost. he wasnt as CONFIDENT as last time anymore. He was shy, SOMEHOW. SO HAHA. plan failed. but anyway his friend kinda 'helped' him. BUT OH WELL. it failed too. literally. the boys were like.. kinda... "STALKING" LOL. wtf. really this isnt supposed to happen somehow.BUT OH WELL we were going to the same route/path anyway. so yeah. his friend was like PESTERING her all the way. to that location till they split up. HAHA i know she got really annoyed or something. LOL..anyway. HIS plan fail. but his hopes were still high as ever. "once i set my mind on a certain direction, i will be sticking with it throughout". HAH.. so erm, that day when he got back home, he kinda tweet. her as per normal. AS IF nothing had happened.. SO HAHA. anyway im gonna end the story pretty soon.
after all those while, he added her in facebook. BUT OH MY. he's so gay. that he couldnt even try to START a convo with her. HAH, i mean i dont know where did his balls went. BUT one day. he finally build all his courage up and. TADAAAAA. that day. he finally grew back some balls. AND yep. as usual. he was still in a kinda.. 'random' mode. when he first started chatting with her. it was like.. THE MOST RANDOMEST SHIT chat ever. -.- and i think .that made him a really BAD impression / start . GAH. so yep. as usual his mind was thinking negative. thinking that he would stop. and never again chat with her. BUT OH WELL. he tried chatting with her the next day, went well i guess. this boy. really need. to breathe in and out. whenever. he chat with her. man. like seriously. lol. okayyyyy. GAHH i think the story have been getting crappy already ah.. so i'll leave the last sentence to you to decide.

" Will he be chasing her ? or will his negative thoughts put an end to him? "

the chase?

2010-06-08T13:53:00.017+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
thisssss
isssss
gonaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

revival .

okay its been almost 2 week plus since i was gone.
in terms of blogging.
Well . currently im having a school term break. for 5-6 weeks.
yep, the long term break i was expecting.
after my attachment ends.

OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
enjoying the holidays so far?

NOPE, NOT REALLY.

gosh.. holidays are really BORING to me.
they no longer used to be the same as last time.
like during the primary school days. i would probally head over to my cousin's house.
to have a sleepover. playing computer games, movie's.
and yeah. soccer , badminton . and stuffs like that.

secondary school days
i know i was a nerd last time TEEHEEE.

^_^

secondary school were the days , i was attached .
with my girlfriend . name..

Fatimah

i mean we went out every single day without fail.
spending my time with her.
kissing her, hugging her, gazing into her eyes ..
day & night. till one day..
she left me.. :(

i cried out , all night long.. i even had my brains popping out like mad.
the greatest feeling i had ever in my life..
i lost someone so close to me..

thinking of her .. made
my heart became empty.
my mind went crazy.
my feelings became wild.

i had no choice but..........
to bury her at.

LIM CHU KANG CEMETRY DRIVE LORONG 23.

oh well, so much for the love story.
HAHHAHAHHAHA.
k. actually my computer died sometime a few years back.
i mean really sia.
and it died during the holidays..
i think it was around the november - december.
YEP, i was still immature last time.
and still am i think.

oh and ffs, i didnt put this picture on fb. cause i think it's really disturbing .
' part time worker as a stripper '

"MUKE JER NAMPAK MATURE. tapi erm. not really."
HAHA. BUT HEY!.

okay sidenote.
i can be really serious at times.
i mean i know when to have fun and get serious and stuffs lahhh.
imagine me being all serious now.

WOULD YOU BE READING THIS?

i dont think so . man . i know.
i thought of quitting blog over the week. but nah.
i'll write the most epic blogpost . yet to be written.
BEFORE I QUIT .
:D.

okay . so what have i been doing the past 1 week of my holiday?
eh was it 2?
ah crap nevermind about the time .
okay
i've applied tons of jobs like.
coffeebean, starbucks, goldenvillage, shaw, and quite a few fnb restaurants.
BUT TAKE A GOOD CLOSE AT ME man.
still. no luck. no calls. no WHATEVER SHIT!
awwwwwwwww.. isnt that such a sad thing azrie?.

MAN. im at my limit already.
i mean i think im gonna quit finding job.
SINCE MY LUCK IS SO GOOD.
that im still . at home. helping with my mom. chores.epok-epok.cooking.
and other stuffs.
crap man , i should do better things .
lol.
but oh well, im waiting for the domino's pizza.
as my friend called me yesterday.
he said that his manager were having training. i mean new workers.
so yeah. he's holding onto 3 more which he havent call yet.
(prays to god that one of them is me T..T).
so yeah. just hope that he'll call me .one fine day.

man. okay i think i've had enough writting for today.

enjoy your holidays people!.

There’ve been days I lost my way and backed down
Time I wasted, placed you in the background
I can’t take it, parade and fake this,
Separated tainted, it’s got me on the run now
I don’t want to be on the run now
Create a love in me I’ll put it all down
Shake the pain, replace it let me run now
Faith is waiting I’m facing what’s in front now

It’s not like I’m not trying to work it out
If things are, so much harder when you’re not around

Neutron Star Collision

2010-05-21T19:20:00.018+08:00

I was searching you were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace of fear that







okay. i think some of you are expecting me to blog. sometime this week.
OH WELL. here i am posting this blogpost..
glad that i decided to come by.
before i go M.I.A again . soon.
i think i'll leave a post for myself and for the others to read .
for the upcoming weeks. or maybe months?.

SCHOOL.

my first week of school have been great so far.
well not really, HAHA . because i think im still in my 'working mood'.
damn . i really miss working in P.E.C . shit seriously.
i miss Mr Sim . screwing our asses every morning.
:(

haha, okay time to move on.
monday was mundane . NO WAIT.
seriously . i have to tell this to myself that..
after my attachment ends..? will i be able to choose the right friends?
BECAUSE yknow' im the only "MALAY guy" in my class which got chosen for the
Early attachment selection last year.
i know , my last year's class was damn 'GREAT'. that my teacher only selected me .
no , im not boasting around with this shitty thing.
because i do feel lonely sometimes.

"Hey.. where's all my friend?"
" OH WELL im all alone again.."

BUT NO.

lucky that alif is stucked with me. HAHA.
yeah. good that he chose Petrochemical as his specialization in the second year just like me.
if not. my good friend. ting jun and syafiq would pester me to keep.
joining Pharmaceutical . so that we three will be in the same class..
haha. but nevermind about it. the first day of school.
i tell you..

AFTER working for those 6 long months . in that TYPE of environment..
MY EYES ALMOST...
popped out .. I MEAN LITERALLY popped out..

HAHAHAHAHA

if that really happened. i would be blind alreadyyy.
ANYWAY . YES.
its great to .... OKAY I HAVE TO ADMIT.
I've NOT LOOK at girls that often for a day.
BUT HEYYYYYYYYYYY.
its a boys thing.
BOYS LOOK AT GIRLS.
and no. im not one of the boys who..
looks at boys

..l..

yeah i know. my workplace doesnt have that MUCH.
pretty ladies all over the place.
BUT OHHHHHHHH MAN.
its simply LIKE .. THERE's SO MANY GIRLS MANNNNNNNNNNN..
put it like. OH WELLLL.
HAHA okay. shit enough of girls.

HMMMMMMM.
first day of school. which was monday.
I KNOW I WAS ALONE.
SO I TOOK RANDOM PICTURES..AND I WAS SO EMO!.

HAHA. NOT REALLY.
i was joking...
well i cant recall wether monday. i went out with Khairi group. to school or not..
or was it i went it with syafiq and ting jun?

OH WELL nevermind about it.
i think im kinda delaying my own time of writting this blogpost.

OH WELL, OH WELL, OH WELL, OH WELL, OH WELL..

...........

LOL . this is bad news.
bad news is bad!.
im kinda addicted to OH WELL.
thanks to HAQIM AH ... MANG KAK!.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA , fshitz. okay so i think im kinda lazy to continue on. BUT!.
i'll shorten the post for a bit.
yes. i made a pack . with a bunch of friends. on the first day of school.
which was actually my old secondary school friend.
Khairi. and his gang. HAHA. so yeah i just kinda blend in.

afternoon .
our class . petro and pharme students . and the REST of the CPT 2nd year students.
had an outing . which was like a "TEAM BONDING" . event.
in Pasir Ris Park. oh yeaaaaaaaah.. good idea ITE. first day of SCHOOL . and we have these kind of activities...
HMM. we were like still in the working mood seh. SOO HAH -.- . was like a waste of space for me. because. I WAS THE ONLY person in the group. who doesnt know ANYONE .

LA-LA-LA .
2nd day.

yep, there were lessons. I WAS REALLY SUPRISED. with my class.
guess what? when lesson TIME. yes, the teacher was teaching.
EVERYONE was liKE STUDYING. hard. and PAYING attention to the teacher!.
WOW, WOW.

yes. im really that suprised that.. there were such things like this in ITE?





OH WELL. i thought it would be like last year.
when the teacher was teaching. there'll be groups. 1 group will be studying , the other will be
listening to music, sleeping, doing their own things, chatting, going out to SMOKE.
etc. and im like stuck in the middle because...
OH WELL..


well if the class keep up with this kind of attitude.
i hope that i can study well in the upcoming and the last term in my NITEC life.

okay so this coming monday.
i'll be having a presentation at 9.30am ? I THINK. OOPS shitt. i forgot my timing.
LOL, hahaa. anyway there'll be like like group of students & teachers who'll be watching me.
to sing a song!.
infront of gazillion people!. OHHH YES...

they love my voice..~ .. they love meeeee... azrieeeeeeee. azrieeeee~



anyway i was just joking.
so ignore that. no . seriously. ignore that.
HAHA because i think i - am - lame.


ok . where was i?
OH YES. the presentation thing. i've yet to present it to the teachers and students of CPT.
im gonna talk my life out when working in PEC.

"my life as a gay boy "

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



that would be awesome. dont you think so? . if you think so. that makes you think.
that im gay. that would be awesome? dont you think so? im awesome? OHHHHH. im awesome.
CRAPTHAT. i HATE the longASSpossts i mean the longass LIKE"s button in FACEBOOK.
its so irritating man!.

NO SERIOUS NOW AZRIE.
OKAY *SERIOUS FACE*

nope, that wasnt my face.
that was my face when i was young.
i love eating cookies.
i love cookies.
i love C-o-o-k-i-e-s.

no i an serious.

presentation about my life as TRAINEE supervisor will be epic.
i'll be sure to SHARE SOME OF MY GAY MOMENTS in work.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so i'll make the audience laugh. and pee'd their pants or skirts off.
then i'll laugh back at them.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay no more.
i am enough of this blogpost.
there's too many things to write . im just lazy to continue on.
SO GOODBYE and take care.

pedo.'.philes!

555+

Life in PEC .

2010-05-14T20:02:00.002+08:00

you can find all my attachment pictures at
my facebook profile photo album
yeah there's shitloads of pictures there . almost 200 photos? ..

*edited*

thank you

Mr Sim, Uncle Choy, Aungzaw, Ko Ko, Daven, Han, Jeronimo, Winthut, Mr Rick.

FOR ALL the GREAT 6months of
WORK experience in
MCY DEPARTMENT.

this is it, i've succesfully completed my INDUSTRY attachment which
count as a very IMPORTANT module in ITE.

i finally feel abit better now.. because okay i dont know wether i can make this blogpost
long enough for you people to read all the great experience i had in PEC LTD.

i know. everyone who have already finished their
FINAL work for today.
is experiencing the same feeling as i am. right now.
unless they're an alien or something..

So today, basically not much things to do.
BUT STILL there's still work for us . YES. final day. and there's still WORK.
Went to MCY Training centre together with Wee yee and HAN .
to complete our job which was left undone yesterday by our boss . mr sim .
told us to do some housekeeping , and cut some gaskets for future use .
yeah, and i taught HAN on the assembly and the dissasembly of the compressor
in the workshop.
because he want to somewhat like LEARN again lah.
because he's like currently new in the department. and yep, he's new to doing all these stuffs
yeah shitzz, im honored to teach him on my final day of work.
he'll be replacing me and wee yee . for our jobs in MCY training centre.

as a "TRAINEE Supervisor"

i have really learned LOADS of things within the 6 months.

all THANKS to MR SIM.

Pumps, Compressors,Grease-gun operation, Constant Level oiler,
Alignment rig, Shat run-out, TOTAL flange assurance.
AND MUCH MORE .
sigh.. 6 months. is really SHORT i tell you.
still remember when i first ENTER the company . PEC.
i was like...

WTF. AM I GONNA BE WORKING HERE.
for 6months?
.l.

oh well, but thats like the opposite of things now.
if only the attachment period were longer.
if only time would rewind itself.
if only that....

anyway today @ 3pm..
i bid my final farewell . to my..

SAFETY GOGGLES,
FRC ,
BOOTS,

and last but not least.

my white helmet .

white = supervisor , boss level .
yellow = worker .
red = fire safety
blue = safety officer

hah, just sharing . if anyone does read my blog.

well there wasnt any celebration or something at the end..
so yeah.. today was A VERY VERY.
emotional and sad day for me. my department.
were like holding the tears of laughter as we say our final farewell.
to everyone.

even mr sim. at the VERY final moment he still can JOKE with us.

boss :what did you guys bought for me?
is it a bomb?

azrie : NO, NO. we wouldnt do that..

all : . *LAUGHS*

hahahahaha.
no joke, he still say something like..

wahaha.. finally i can save up some money after you guys are gone..!

LOL. evil much..

but for a moment. i can see through his eyes.
that he seriously gonna GONNA miss us. HAH.

me and wee yee the most i guess.
because we're labelled as the so called..
'everytime he go tuas . find you 2 '

HAHA GET IT?
no, not really.

LOL. OKAY ANYWAY.
i seriously gonna miss the life CYCLE in working in PEC.

8 .00 am - MORNING EXERCISE .
8.05 am- TOOLBOX TALK MEETING .
8.15 am - Boss giving orders.
8.30am - TRANSPORT to MCY TRAINING CENTRE.
8.45am - START WORK!
12pm - LUNCH / BREAK TIME!
1-5.30pm - WORK .
5.45pm - STOP WORK!!!!!!!.

basically thats all.
UNLESS we've got HAPPY DAYS.
like if the boss took some leave . or he's conducting classes.
and we would be like .

8am-5.45pm = 555+
HAHA.

so yeah. i'll going back to school on monday.
at 9. i think there's somewhat like team bonding .
not P.E HAHA
HOOOOOOOOOOORAY FOR THAT MAN.

srsly i hate p.e now.

okaythanksbyeforreading.

take real close look at the shit first.

2010-05-12T19:59:00.011+08:00

Azrie : Hello boss, this is my work for today.
Azrie: im the cat of course

^_____^

Boss: WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

HELLO . people.

i want to update this blog. because i want to upload my pics / share it with everyone.
who's currently skodeng'ing my blog.
and reading now.
like now.

OKAY.

well today , there's a small celebration in our MCY office with the office and the workshop people.
yes, WITHOUT OUR BOSS of course.
HAHAHAHA. if he were here with us. I DONT Think that we would be having our party early in the morning.
HAHAHAHA.

YEP, partaaay in the morning...! HAHA WAIT.
who the hell PARTY in the morning man, srsly. HAHA.
but no choice lahh, me and wee yee. are stationed at the MCY training centre in tuas.
if not our boss would be like...
WHERE THE HELL ARE THOSE 2 .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

boss : they're supposed to be here at around 8.45.
WHY ARENT THEY HERE YET.

well not really ah. HAHAHA. because we're left with 2 more working days .
AWWWWW MAN , i know its gonna be so ...
SAD , missing all my fellow friends, my love ones, my darlings,
my admirers.. my boss..

Okay. that sounds abit gay. minus off my boss please.
loll, but really ah, for 6months. i think our so call. 'bonds' in the department.
have already grown. to like somewhat..
close?
oh well.. it'll be over . soon enough tho.

SIGH , sangat kecewa . yer? azrie?
OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

monday. monday.
its gonna be a bloody monday.
i've to report to SIMEI ITE.
YES. at 9am .

please come with proper attire, plus a clean hair cut.

PLUS YOUR P.E ATTIRE.

i shitted myself out when i read the last paragraph.
P.E ATTIRE.
HOLY COW. for 1 year plus plus. i havent been exercising .
HAHAHAHA. dont be suprised if i fainted or been send to the changi hospital on monday ok.
55555555555555+

OKAY. saya sudah malas hendak typing lagi.
sekarang.
awak - awak enjoy gambar2 yer.

for the fact .
that i DO not drink .
smoke . and other stupid stuffs.
like committing sins to god.

I DO NOT DRINK.

the picture below is just a SPARKLING GRAPE JUICE.
which cost.
like $2.85. in NTUC FAIRPRICE.
HAH.

the reason why

2010-05-09T20:59:00.001+08:00

this was my work from last week.
i was really freaking bored that i decided to draw
using the paint program.

i know, my drawings are the bomb.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

okay seriously .

*edited*
just like before. this was actually written from like friday.night.
but then i deleted the whole lot of paragraph again.
AH. sorry mens.

OKAY.!
its a cold sunday night! how are you guys doing?
exams? revisions ? working?
APE MACAM BRO?

OH and yes. its mother's day TODAY.
9th may 2010. HOW's YOUR MOM.
YES IM TELLING YOU , HOW's YOUR MOMMY's
are they happy ?
DID YOU SPEND the time with her TODAY?

OKAY. GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT FOR HER AND MY BRO.
( we shared money yesterday. but unfortunately! we didnt have the time to buy what she wanted ).

BECAUSE we both were busy with our friends.
i mean we already planned like if we both are already DONE enjoying the time with our friends.
(yes this sounds wrong).
BUT ANYWAY. HAH. no can do, because AYOYO. MAKAN SAYUR!.
yknow, everytime if your all busy with friends..
SURE CANT MAKE IT ONE.
you'll be like.. oh man . im at orchard, and look at the time now.
if i reach cck, it'll be like 9+ . and the shops will be closing soon.
and we'll be like rushing to get our mother's day gift.

soo..

OH WELL.

anyway i asked my mom and sis out today . aw yah. my bro was busy working today.
@ pizza hut. (LOT 1) .HAH.
OKAY. actually I WANTED to buy her a new pair of shoe. NOT REALLY those kind of shoes lah..

WHAT.
YOU THINK MY MOM's really active in sports?
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay so yeah we went around lot one , looking for the things what she wanted.
AND TADAAAAAA.
guess what ? she got herself
A BLENDER.
YES A BLENDER.

O......................................O

okay not gonna talk much about today..

YESTERDAY.

IGNORE MY FACE LOL.

HAHAHAHAHA.

anyway , yesterday went out with Ting jun, guang rui and Chun yong.
yes. they're my secondary school classmates.
and yes again , im the only malay guy.
OH WELL.
im not gonna share much of what HAPPENED yesterday. ah..
just that
we went to ..

orchard 313
cathay
ion orchard
bugis junction / street

TO SHOP. OHHHHHH YEAH.
i finally bought my shoes, shirts, jeans, bag, socks, underwear, hat, belts,

HAHAHA LIKE REAL.
i only bought a pair of shoes at topshop.
OH MAN . yes. thats sad. because i couldnt FIND the thing i wanted yesterday.
WE WENT through alot of places yesterday.
but none of the items caught my eye. ONLY THE SHOES.
YES THE SHOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES.

OKAY to friday.

NOTHING REALLY.
only me and guang rui had our gay moments in the toilet (L)..
HAHAHHAAHAHA

.l.

SOMEDAY IT'll HAPPEN. HAHA. not really lah.
ting jun wanted to go shop at lot one. yeah after work.
soooooooooo I accompanied him. to go jalan2 here and there..
anddddd yes.
BEFORE THAT.
suprisingly saw haqim and danial . at macdonald. oho, they watched iron man 2.
PLAY MAI DAI.
NO INVITE GU .l.

HAHA actually i've watched it already .
that was like on thursday..

ANYWAY. i went in to get

MY DOUBLE CHOCOLATE LARGE.
AS USUAL.
which i've been drinking from like.. LAST WEDNESDAY
thursday,
friday.
saturday.
YES SUNDAY . yep literally buying it EVERYDAY.
WITHOUT FAIL.

$4.90 x 5 = $24.50 .
yes i've burned $24.50 buying the choco thingy.
i wanna try make it 4.90x30 someday.
HAHAHA.

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
the reason why' is because. MAN
IM TOO SKINNY.
i need FATSSSSSSSSS , IF ONLY someone could donate me some fat.
i'll be damn happy for sure!.

HAHA.

THIS has to be the best NIGHT" outing.
with my work colleagues .
watching IRON MAN 2.

OKAY MAI DAI.

i got loads of things to write about.
but this doesnt cut anything out.
im TOO LAZY .
HAHAHA.

MIND ME,
PEOPLE.

AGAIN
IGNORE MY FACE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

misguided ghost.

2010-05-05T20:41:00.008+08:00

Paramore - Misguided Ghost.

I used to have many friends all around.
But my mother moves every year and those people
I think will at least still remember me,
don't.
I've lost myself, i have pretty much no one to go to anymore.
You think it's nothing.
But it's gets very lonely.. going through life with no one their to share it with
fml. hahahah (:

I feel like this song is about how she kinda got caught up in all that commercialism crap
and stuff- like we all are... and how it's really sad and we're losing sight of what used to be important.
Plus how we're all just acting the same,
going through life in the same old way.
We're all kind of lost... Misguided.

life is pretty much painful. things IN life are painful;
love and such. and we're all
running to find something, but we just don't know what it is.

i just dont know where to start.

2010-05-02T19:34:00.006+08:00

Im so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

HELLO . im updating just to share some pictures only luh.
nothing much really. haha. anyway.

i miss Evascence !.

songs like

Going under,
Bring me to life,
Lithium,
Call me when your sober,
My Immortal
& Good Enough

are all the BOMBS MAN!

haha not to worry.
HER album will be out too
THIS year.
OKAY.
talk less , pictures now.

BYE!

taken yesterday.

HAHAHA I WOULDNT WANT TO POST A PIC OF ME.
FULLY SEEN.
this is the most LESS CLEAR pic of me and my sis.
wearing....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ONLY THOSE TWITTER USERS KNOW what im talking about!

" and i finally know what its like to be adam lambert ~"

nama saya azrie, nama awak apa?

2010-04-30T20:31:00.003+08:00

" Hello , (xxx , couldnt recall his name) "
" remember me or not? ah peng?"
" ah peng who?"
" aiyah, your best friend, primary school.. dont remember me ahhh"?
"BENG WEE ah?"
" YAHH BENG WEEE. so sad sia you dono me.."

okay bascially after talking like this .
i give up already.
MANY TIMES I TRIED PRANKING CALL.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH. but eventually i fail.
I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING LAH WTF. and here goes .
sorry for posting this up above.
i was re-editing my blog. and added this paragraph. just after FINISHING writting my post.
OKAYYYYY.

ENJOY READING PEOPLE.!

HELLO to myself!.
firstly i want to thank you Mr Sim for reading my post! and for tagging me especially. MUHAHAHAHAHA. like i my manager would EVER read my blog. if he reads it. and see all these pictures. AHH. i think i'll be the first one to die in the morning. HAHAHA

WELL its friday . i know.
IT FEELS SO GREAT. HAHA. 2 rest days. SAT, SUNDAYS.
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

haha.. anyway i think i'll be removing myself from the virtual world eventually.
i dont know ah. I JUST dont feel like sharing my stories to my blog anymore.
FOR THE fact that im already 18. ITS reeaaaaaaaaary weird to see myself still blogging .
LIKE SOME IMMATURE KID .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

SEE. up above. there you go . ranting, sharing, updating.
SIGH. saya macam hendak putus hubungan saya dengan blogger.com kerana saya macam malas hendak blog lagi .

AYAHAHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHA .
KK i think im like hyper high. right now. my mind is currently like 100% into blogging.
i just dont know why. im not distracted. im not hungry. im not dreaming. im not gay.
OKAY FOR THE FACT THAT IM ALWAYS WRITTING/ talking to myself.
my otherself i think. i think. i think. i think. i think.
its getting really weird. for me to continue posting.
but oh well. im not gonna erase all my thoughts in my head and on my blog. im gonna share it to EVERYONE WHO's CURRENTLY READING THIS. oh well. but i doubt ANYONE is reading.
except those lurkers. WHO NEVER TAGS ME.
like ...

YOU!. CURRENTLY READING THIS.

" enemy spotted "

okay enough of all my weird thoughts inside my head. time to go BLOGGING .
for real this time..

HELLO! again people. its currently 7.41pm . and SOON my two little nephews are gonna SLEEPOVER my house today. and tomorrow. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
this is BAD NEWS. HAHA. SHIT MAN . they'll be like those 2 little GODZILLAs in the house.
SEARCHING and DESTROY . mode . ( making a mess in the house ). MAN.
who's gonna clean up? OF COURSE ITS ME. .l. and my mother of course.
HAIZZZZ. and tomorrow morning i've this religious CLASS.
DAMNNNNNNNN. im getting lazier to go . everyday maaaaaan.

haha okaaay anyway. this week hasnt been a FUN. or boring week in my workplace.

ITS BEEN A ZOMBIE WEEK.
YEAH.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH WTF RIGHT.
oh and sorry for scaring you PEOPLE .

from monday to thursday this week. guess what me and WEE has been doing?
basiscally ... NOTHING!. gosh i know. ITS REALLY BORING DOING NOTHING.
there's like no jobscope for the week. because my manager was busy with his SIMENS shutdown thingy . and we're like stuck in the office. staring at the computer...
MEHHH- WHAT THE HELL ARE WE GONNA DO MAN.

'lets make-out yeaah ? '

.l.

LOL. HAHAH NOWTF.hahaha.
but really ah. this week the time PAST by really SLOW . to the CORE.
and its sad that yesterday. my boss didnt come for work and he did yeah give us some little things to do. and we completed it like an hour only. -..........-

-side note.
NYAHAHAHAHAA i smelllll SOMETHING NICE in the oven. OH ITS MY BRO's pizza .!.
GAHA. yeahh he's currently working @ pizza hut (LOT 1). :D
curious

go.

HERE

YEP. this isnt a prank or anything ^^.
even tho its almost MAY. OOHHHHHHHHH and i almost forgot .
happy labour day everyone!.

okay im currently rushing to end my post right now
cause I THINK I'll be REALLY distracted by the two little devils . soon .
anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

just (2) more weeks till my attachment ends.
NYAHAHAA.
this is gonna be so awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

new semester = new friends = new modules = new timetable = NEW LIFE.

haha. thats about it ahh.
my 'high mode' have finally ended.
im no longer into blogging mode currently .
BYEBYE.

people , i'll post pictures of the two little devils .
somewhere . later night. or tomrorrow..

enjoy the pictures!.

bahasa saya.

2010-04-28T19:37:00.004+08:00

apa khabar anda semua ? BAIK TAK DOKKKKKKKK~
hari ini sangat special kerana saya akan blog dalam bahasa melayu.
bagaimana? boleh? tetapi sebulum saya start dahulu. saya minta maaf .
pasal saya tidak biasa type dalam bahasa saya sendiri.
AHAHA. okay. btw people . do NOT eat and READ my blog .
when im typing in malay paragraphs .cause i think you'll get yourself in trouble.
maybe you'll choke yourself. HAHA.

hahaha ok braderrrr~ and kak-kak semua.
ini adalah pertama kali saya blog dalam bahasa melayu FROM LIKE 2 years? haha.
yer, sudah 2 tahun saya blog. dan ini adalah PERTAMA kali!.
yes. i feel awkward writing like this. BUT HEY.
enjoy reading my malay essay'. MUHAHAHA.

Rabu, Rabu, Rabu .
lagi beberapa hari lagi saya akan balik sekolah.- saya sangat gembira sekali.
NYAAHAHAAHAAAAHA. lagi beberapa hari lagi, azrie?
12 hari LAGI. tidak termasuk hari weekend.
happy sangat dokkkk. ~ and selepas attachment saya.
dua minggu . ada dua buku TEBAL untuk belajar semua , presentation dan ada klass test.
OKAY LOL.

I GIVE UP writting malay sentences. to complete my
post. HAHAHA. once again.
HELLO. people!. its wednesday . i know.
i just wanna drop by to my bloggggg. and BLOGGGGG.
blog-blog-blog.
yeah i know . my working life is about to end. AND IM kinda .sad.
ABIT. & i dont know why really.
i've been dying DYING.

" WHEN IS THIS GONNA END?? ".
"PLEASE MAN, i just wanna go back school and study HARD".
" MAN. this attachment period is the most suckiest thing in ITE ".

why is it always like this?.
everytimeeeeeeeeee UH . firstly. its always like that.
you hate-hate-hate-hate then it becomes like -

" OH MAN, why the HECK the time flies so fast!"
" i wanna stay longer here...!"

oh well. im gonna miss EVERYONE . here. awwwwwww.
dont cry now azrie. you can cry. later maybe on the last day of work ~.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

GAY.

well its a short post.
i'll get back on later .

seeeeee ya!

blackbirds are digging out my grave ~

2010-04-26T20:24:00.012+08:00

WOHOOOOOOOOOOO , the ANTICIPATED song of the year
(HAHAH PROBALLY anything that comes out from lp is the most ANTICIPATED song )
other then LP's NOT ALONE. which was released last 2 months? during february i think.

well, well , well.
i can say that Linkin Park is really EVOLVING into something new , like mike said on his blogpost sometime ago. something like new 'GENRE'. yeaaaah *thumbs up for that!*

by listening to the latest unreleased SONG . 'Blackbirds' which was SUPPOSED to be released.
just after completing the new LP game "8Bit REBELLION" for IPHONE/touch/PAD users.

ITS like a START of something NEW. WAHAHAHA . i just hope that LP's new album that will BE RELEASED sometime this year. but i think its like late year. or maybe NEXT Year.
AHHHH craaaaaaaaaaaaaap . just hope they'll release as soon. they finish working in the studio!
HAHAH KK. im just overreacting after listening to the new lp song for like a billion times already. HAHA. so sorry for my messy post up above!

OKAY. anyway. MOSHI, MOSHI . to everyone!.
sorry for not updating over the weekends i was busy enjoying my life with my bro's girlfriend.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. no it isnt a living thing.
its theeeeeeeeee...

PS3! HAHA. whaaaaaat? no we're not sharing over this girl or something.
im just a person who borrows it once awhile ~ HAHAHA KK enough!.

okay so i wasnt be able to on my comp for the past weekends.
its because.
my mind is currently stuck with the game called.

"Final Fantasy 13"
YEAH for all those people who know about this game.
i know it ROCKS. i've been playing Final fantasy games since i was like..
primary school days?
HAHA. and my FIRST EPIC ADVENTURE GAME was FF 9? .
yeah i think so.. or maybe 8.
yep. it was still old school. getting hooked to your playstation console.
skipping classes, not doing homework, etc etc..

HAHAHA MACAM FAHAM. HAHA. like hell . i would skip classes.
JUST to play games. that is so totally not right.
gahhh anyway. im not into computer games lately.
i've quitted DOTA for like 3-4 months plus already?
so far, SO GOOD . just hope that someday i wouldnt get hooked onto this game again.
i just want to NOT to be Addicted to any games already.
just that PS3 is okay.
once awhile..

OKAY IT SEEMS THAT
I
CANT CONCENTRATE ON BLOGGING ANYMORE.
HAHAHA.
the new lp song is really KILLING ME.

HAHA. nothing to do really.
just looking back . those times.. i miss ..

i miss azrie.
i miss emo azrie.
i miss spiky azrie.
i miss my hair.
i miss you.
i miss aurora.
i miss nexus.
i miss blogging.

Linkin Park - Blackbirds Lyrics.

I shiver and shake through warm and cold
I'm alone
On my own
In every mistake I dig this hole through my skin
And bones

It's harder starting over
Than never to have changed

With blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I sweat through the sheet as daylight fades
As I waste away
It traps me inside mistakes I made
That's the price I pay

It's harder starting over
Than never to have changed

With blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I drop to the floor like I did before
Stop, watching I'm coughing, I can't be more
What I want and what I need are a constant war
Like a well full of poison, a rotten core
The blood goes thin, the fever stings
And I shake from the hell that the habits bring
Lay the sick ones down
The bells will ring
Put pennies on their eyes, let the dead men sing

Blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I'm getting back what I gave

is it me or its just really WEIRD to see that why
of all the TIME . the song is just kinda related to me right now.

" Its harder starting over , than never to have changed"

the wind blows.

2010-04-17T20:21:00.030+08:00

im addicted to this song.
"use somebody" covered by paramore -hayley williams.

firstly, i wanted apologise.. i've just deleted the WHOLE lot of paragraph up above just awhile ago.
my 'other side of me post' . which i wanted to post last night .
sigh , i did spend like an hour or ++ to share with. but then..
i dont feel like sharing in just yet..
well anyway enjoy reading my post!

'the wind blows'

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

humans.

i've had the BEST day of WORK! on friday 16th april 2010.
WHY?!
because.. thank god, after 5 long months.
working in PEC , MCY department . my boss Mr Sim . took annual leave that day..

*SMILES WIDELY*

and tadaaaaaaaa.

Ko Ko : Wee , please dont move.. im trying to give you a love bite!

Wee : stop biting!! ~HELP~ rahhhhhhhh.

Myo : OOOOH~ wee's butt is actually cute.. *drools*

Daven : WOAHH!! LIVE ACTION . xxxx .

okay, so the three of us was like the only one looking at the camera.
HAHAHAHA.

thien zaw, alif . and myself.

well its a pity that (1) of the so called "ADMIRER " of mine went for an emergency leave.
last monday . awwwwww. he'll be back till next week i guess.
going back to his country. which is at MYANMAR.
to visit her sister . i think ah.. currently undergoing some surgery....
LUCKY! that he took the emergency leave..
if not.. we would be doing the same thing as wee and ko ko. HAHA

HAHAHAH. KK CRAP AHH.
i cant imagine myself being molested or touched by another guy.
HAHA THATS GONNNA BE SO WRONG MAN.

(but i've been molested by them so many times!)

:(

HAHA. that friday never did much, just slacked & camwhored with my workfriends.
& did abit of paperworks.
computer stuffs , played some games together .
HAHAHAHAHAHA . if only my boss would take Leave everyday!. it'll be like HEAVEN for us!

SIGH , its a pity that i left (3) more weeks with them..
Haha.. after going through like 5months working together with them..
FINALLY i think that im able to interact/communicate/co-operate.
well with them.. and of course adapting the environment..
damn , 3 more weeks is gonna be fast i supposed..
its been going for like FOREVER .
i still remember. when i first started working in PEC.

i had an interview with my manager, mr sim .
WHICH I FIND HIM very friendly at first!!!!

BUT!

. after knowing . him for 5months
THATS IT!. i know his character INSIDE and OUTSIDE WELL enough! . '
' looks may be deceiving' oh quite
TRUE. AHA...

Okay.. there's LOADS of things to do after my attachment .
yes, my horror. PRESENTATIONS . and no. they're not giving us like 2-3 hour of time
of sharing what we've did for the past 6 months.
if im not wrong , the presentation period lasts like only 20minutes?
YES only 20minutes i supposed..
AND WTF . how am i GONNA shoot all of what we've learned/did for the past 6months?
this is so gaaay.. Well nevermind about the presentation.
wohooooooooo, and guess whaaaaat?! . last day of work = no work! .
heard rumors that MAYBE my company will be making an OUTING .! HAHA NOT all the workers lahhh, its only for us . ITE students. WOO~
yeahh.yeah.. just another 3 weeks..
my WORKING life experience will be over....
time flies really fast eh..?

I STILL remember what my reactions were from last 5months.

" YAY, YAY! , attachment!"

" MONEY, MONEY!!!!!!!!!!"

BUT THEN..
now im like..

HAHAHA .. okay im done writting my story.
do read the bottom paragraph!.
no, it isnt some prank.

Okay im writting this short story. which happened yesterday night.
Well i received this number 83xx xxxx . i couldnt figure out who this was.
cause i just changed my hp just last 2 weeks ago..
SO YEAH . i thought this number was like one my friend or something..
ok, he msged something like this.

Stranger : Mind being friends?

Azrie : nope. i hate friends! WHY DO YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH ME!?!
IM GAY!!!!.

HAHAHA . i know this will be like one my friend pranks.
and the number was very familiar i guess..

Stranger: Why is that so?

Azrie : Because i dont like people like you!

Stranger: Huh?

Azrie : 555+

HAHAHA
he never replied me after i smsed him 555+ after the short convo.
i THOUGHT it was like my friends. trying to make a prank or something..
but then..yesterday
when i was busy watching INCREDIBLE tales . my phone rang.
OH MAN .
why is this number calling me..?
this must be..

So i answered his the phone..
OH AND BTW . he called me LIKE loads of times already lohh. during my worktime
but i didnt bother to answer the call..
HAHA.

Stranger : " Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo, nurul!"

( in my mind i was like.. man.. this dude is desperate. )

Azrie : HUH SAPER KAU.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD BODOH.

cause i think he was like SHOCKED TO HEAR A MAN VOICE.
HAHAHA

and no, i dont have gay voice. HAHAHA.

Stranger : eh, bro ni bukan nurul number?

Azrie : BUKAN.

& the moral of the story is.
I FAIL

just imagine , that if the one who was msging me. who was a random girl.
who wanted to know me better. and i replied her like that..
i wonder what'll happen.. to me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AHAH, kk im done already ahhh.
thanks all for sticking with me!.

btw, 555+ = LOL
cause i've been influenced by the thailand people.
HAH.

just another busy week.

2010-04-10T10:50:00.018+08:00

When did I lose my sense of purpose?
Can I regain what's lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?
In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again

..okay i've been staring at this post for about like 10minutes.
thinking & thinking. how the hell should i start my post ?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

WELL anyway i dont wanna think anymore.
its like WASTING TIME my precious little time . staring at this post wont do nothing.
so yeah. i'll just type whatever is running on my mind RIGHT NOW
LIKE NOW!.

HAHAHA OKAY. its kinda crazy. but its something new i guess.
WELL. its been a busy week . FROM monday till friday.
was busy with work, family & friends.

soo yahhh. i didnt have that much time to on my computer to chat . check for updates.
and so on.. DUH its like so TIRING . when you've FINISHED work. then after WORK
you have Activities with your friends . then you'll be DEAD tired when you reach home.
DAMN there's no point in typing this. ranting all these thoughts. HAIYAH .
the point is . IM LIKE DIEING to end up my ATTACHMENt period .

which is about (4) MORE WEEKS

= 30 days = 720 hours = 43200 minutes = 2592000

seconds LEFT!

hell yeah , 4 more weeks. (1) month LEFT. till i'll be back to school.
all these LONG (5) months.. i feel that I'VE changed ALOT . after entering the WORKING life.
especially when your POSTED as a Trainee supervisor.
yeah , yeah . i'll post my Accomplishments for what i've did for the (6) months.
on MAY 15th. and yes. there will be LOADS of videos , PICTUREs to share with.
colleageues, random crazy shots. FUNNY posters. NOTICES

okay blogger, you may start your post.

MONDAY! .

its a new start of something new.
HAH. and hell yeah. i've gotten my NEW phone . which is the SONY Ericsson "VIVAZ".
smexy phone yes. YES. im LOVING the phone . especially the VIDEO recording.
and VIDEOS . its HD , yep high definition on your MOBILE!. and yeah the Applications on the mobile IS good. (Y) .

on the negative side . the CAMERA quality ISNT that good i say .
by looking at the pictures above. yeah . thats all i guess. couldnt find any negativity in this phone YET. cept the camera . ( or maybe im just too NOOB on doing the settings )

Tuesday

After work , celebrated Guang Rui's birthday @ MAC ( LOT 1 ) .
with a few close friends together. haha..

it was a small celebration , but IT's ALL good .to catch up with your mates.

went to arcade to slack off .

Friday

Wawi , already planned that US . the "USUALS' will be going out this.
friday , yeah it was yesterday. @ Vivo City.
wanted to catch a MOVIE . YEAH A RELAXING MOVIE . after the long tiring work..
HAHAH NOT really tired ah , yesterday morning i was like at the office with WEE yee.
DOING nothing . cause there isnt any JOB for us to do.. yeah. we're in a OFFICE ROOM.
so we're like STARING at each other.. HAHAH KK that sounds wrong.

Hah, i reached Harbourfront at like 7.10pm ? HAHAHAHA ACTUALLY IM A NOOB.
wanna know why? i actually TOOK the train .. and yeah i was ENJOYING my music.
so i didnt got to hear what STATION is the train at now..
HAHAHA . i actually overshot for like 3- 4? stops? HAHA then Wee was like .

' ?? i think you overshot alrdy'
'gg'

OLO.
yes, its been AWHILE since we've met up.
since from like the last outing.. which i think IT FAILED.
which was planned by me . LOL ! . i fail at planning.

FAIL TO PLAN , PLAN TO FAIL!

umm ,yep the last outing WE DIDNT took any pictures heh..
which was like on.. january? february? i cant recall . having short term memory now.
AHA , and its like 1.13pm now .
and i dont know wether i should go to the BPMB performance at kallang indoor stadium . with qimo & danial today.
maybe not.. MAYBE.. HAH. kk just random thoughts going through my mind..
but most probally not. . im still tired OK!.

okay put that aside, azrie . lets just finish this post .

okay, YEAH i didnt eat the whole day. MORNING - Afternooon @ work.
cause im just too LAZY to go out to the kopitiam to have my lunch.
YEAAH for you people . there ISNT any canteen at my workplace.
hah, that's SAD yes?.
anyway after the long journey .

(MY STOMACH WAS USING GROWL ATTACK throughout the MRT TRAIN JOURNEY)

GLAD that they decided to go BANQUET and have dinner first.
WOOHOO . no more growling , STOMACH.

HAHAHA . okay so we've already PLANNED to catch a movie today.
but unfortunately . SADDED . the movie timing slots were like 10.50pm, 9.40pm . AND most of them were like already selling FAST.
actually we wanted to watch .

Clash of the titans but then Abu already watched so decided to watch How to train your dragon. but then the timing was like at 10.50pm .. so we decided to catch Ju-On black and white ghost. BUT THEN wawi said that there was alot of reviews that the movie SUCKED ass so we decided to catch...

HAHAHA enough of the BUT THEN.

We cancelled on watching movie for today.
maybe next time yeah? . okay for the rest of the night...
we booked ourselves a hotel room.. and spend the night together.. its more thrilling then watching a movie right?..

HAHAHAH. kk think my mind is getting really screwed. i might end this post soon.
before my mind go haywire again . well we slacked off the night at Vivo's waterpark .
chatted. shared all my random GAY STORIES , working life.. KK.
those random things . hah... its good to have

FRIENDS that you CAN SHARE anything WITH.

okayy..i'll end this post with the pictures i taken last night. oh and yeah.
there's a COUPLE of more pictures waiting to be uploaded by ABU's phone..
and wawi. soo yeah. i'll upload more when they've already uploaded.
goodbye!.

introducing tummy!

2010-04-04T17:39:00.012+08:00

AFTER All this while..
i mean after ALL this YEARS my fat / sexy CAT is still SINGLE all along.
HAHA . that's kinda sad eh? I've BEEN THINKING & thinking..
maybe i should post his picture on my blog..
and MAYBE.. MAYBE.. he'll be able to find his/her partner..
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
BE very HAPPY tummy.

so from today onwards.
im INTRODUCING him to the NET.

"Tummmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy" yes thats his/her name.

im helping him/her to Find his/her LONG TERM PARTNER . FOR LIFE!.
or short term. = wife / husband.
cause up till now I STILL dont know wether he's male or female.
HAHAHA OR MAYBE he's male . if you have a male cat.
that's GOOD . perhaps my cat is as gay as the owner itself..
HAHAHAHA.

yeah i feel like that i've won something after posting my previous post.
HAH.

OKAY what's up PEOPLE!.
HOPE that EVERYONE who lurks into my blog READ.
my last post.
HAHAHA . cause my APRIL's fool joke did PWNED.
MOST of you people out there..HAHAHA.
and i feel.. sooooooooooo...
GOOD FOR PRANKING YOU ALL.
HAH . THAT's what you GET! for believing me so much. HAHA.
next time dont just read that paragraph or something.
SCROLL DOWN FIRST.
:) *hints*
YEAHHH TO AVOID. any other PRANKS i'll make in the near future..

HAHA. see im that GOOD to tell you guys beforehand..
anyway the only person i DIDNT succesfully PRANKed'
was Syafinaz . *SIGH*

I told her to read my blog as soon as she got back from home..
BUT SHE decided to read it on MOBILE phone..
SO YEAH IT FAILED. UGHHH.
AND THE WORST PART IS . she couldnt read the blockquote thingy...
HAIYAHHH nevermind. someday..
I'll make sure that you'll FALL into my traps .
SOMEDAY.!..

Yeah. march's Already OVER.
April's here. JUST left 1 MORE month + till i finish my attachment period.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . im gonna be like SOOO
HAPPY till that day comes..
14th may. oh 14th may..
The last day of WORK . what i'll be expecting from my manager?

" okay so for your good contribution you've done for the company.."
"im giving you ALL bonuses"..

HAHAH. like it'll happen . :......;

yeahyeah.. AFTER the attachment ends..
I'll BE SURE .to promise myself. TO GET
GOOD grades . for the new semester .. and hopefully to get into polytechnic.
by next year.
IF NOT ...
i really dont know which route should i take.. if i fail to get into poly.
H-nitec? . yeah i know the chances of getting into H-nitec > poly is easier.
which is around only 2 gpa..
Woah? 2 gpa? yes . for real. how do i know this?.
yeah i've a cousin which currently he IS studying in Nanyang poly.
and doing some Engineering course. ( i can't recall ).
he said that 1/2 OF THE class in his. was
ITE GRADUATES.
suprise? yeah i was actually SUPRISED to see that
wtf. for real? but it'll take MUCH longer route i suppose..
SIGH . just hope that i wont be LOST along the way .

Okay enough of studies.
actually. i wanted to post something for myself.
or maybe for that someone to hear me out.

if you were given a chance.
to start BACK from the start.
i tell myself would you ?.
NO its not something like START FROM A BABY OR SOMETHING LOL!
i meant to restart as whole with SOMEONE you once knew.
then slowly you fade / run away from HER life.
JUST like that.
this kind of feeling. i know its been bothering me for the past few months.
i feel guilty. yes. i feel sad .
but somehow . there's this part of me TELLING me to just .
tell everything to her.

Well . i cant really describe much how im feeling now.
here's a song perfectly fits my mood.

do hear girl.

thanks to syaGILA for TWEETING this song!
LOVING it .

time to show the WORLD!

2010-04-02T08:02:00.023+08:00

HAHA . hello earthlings! . i just got back from LOT (1) just a few minutes AGO!.
WOOH . & im in THE MOOD for blogg NOW!.
heheh, so what's up people? ENJOYING the holidays?
AHAH eventho its only a DAY off. IM REALLY appreciating today. as a REST day...
WELL anyway. TODAY"s THE last day of my WORK holiday..
YEP. that's right. there will be no more HOLIDAYS for me anymore :(
till the next holidays i guess.. THATS when im already starting back school..
WHICH IS the JUNE holidays.

UGHHHHHHHHHH.

ANYWAY.
i wanted/wanting/want/wants/wanty/ w a n t. KK I WANTED.
to spend my holiday at HOME. LOL. but sadly it FAILED. HAHA.

yeah.. why?

NO WHY?
why are you being silly. to spend your holiday at home? not with your friends outside?
azrie? HAHA. basically. im tired of going out now and then cause i think im already like MENDAK here uhhhh.

actually (3) groups asked me out today..

work friends
ite friends
close friends.

HAHAHAHAA.
OKAY STOP
i just found something really weird...
LOOK at this picture.

OKAY. look carefully! guess who she is.
LOL FOR REAL.
she's LADY gaga. HAHAHAHA weird right?
with all those THICK TEPUNGS she use when on stage.
see the real her w/o those magic powders.

hahaha . i just wanted to share this anyway. loll, BUT nahhh.
she's still A REALLY good musician/ARTIST. tho her music is like ONE OF A KIND.
OKAY AKU TENGAH MEREPEK SKRANG . WTF.

AYO. currently i wanted to share all my random posts within this paragraph.
but then i KIND OF forgotten what i wanted to say..
HAIYOH. nevermind . maybe i'll be able to recall what i wanted to say.
LATER ON.

continue ;

early morning i should have GONE to the SWIMMING complex @ Chinese garden this morning.
with my work colleagues of course. BUT THEN
i checked my phone this MORNING KAN. (2) of my FRIENDS .yes. (ITE's) . they didnt want to GO. SO it was like LAST MINUTE LAH.
sooo.. i was kinda sad uhh.. for the 2 myanmmar people..
they were ANTICIPATING to this so call.. GATHERING./OUTING.
ACTUALLY supposed to meet at 9am .& TODAY . i kept LOOKING at my phone.
and watching.. my phone KEPT ringing. and ringing..

i didnt even dare to answer them..
what's wrong with you azrie? cant you just pick up the calls and say that you are sorry? .

uhhh. anyway they called me LIKE 15 TIMES today..
I FEEL REALLY BAD. for them to wait. or maybe enjoy themselves with each other..
OKAY THAT SOUNDS WEIRD. HAH.
but for real. if I WERE TO GO. i think i'll be ganged in the toilet today'
hahaha crazy lah. and im like the ONLY singaporean there..
IS IT SAFE ? FOR ME TO BE ALONE? HAHAHAHA KKWTF.

haiyah.. but i dont know how am i supposed to say sorry on monday. i should feel sad.
but i dont. why?
cause your really lost in your world.

secondly. my ite friends asked me out today noon.
which is normally SLACKING AT THE EAST.
haha.. i miss those days like AFTER lessons/school . we would be like exploring the NIGHT life.
at the EAST.HAHAHA. those crazy times..
but we're all ALREADY separated. to different class/attachment..
hah... its been 1 year. but it seems like its only a week or so..

TIME FOR YOU NOT TO GET EMO AZRIE.
HAHAHA WTF> im like encouraging / talking to myself now and then!.
THIS KIND OF FEELING . IT FEELS LIKE IM GETTING PARANOID.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.
HAMHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

OKAY anyway. FINALLY after 5-6months ++ .
OF NOT going to friday prayers.
TODAY IS THE DAY. i went. and i feel kind of "FREE" now.
why have you been skipping prayers? WHY?!?

its cause i've those work . HAHA. but IM GONNA BE happy soon enough
when my attachment period is finally OVER. in about 5-6 weeks?
WOOHOHOHOH!. OH YEAH. :D :D .

ooh yeah anyway i went to friday prayers with SAI.
yeah. my old buddy. which i remember i MET him during my SEC (1) HOCKEY training.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
OKAY he's currently sec 5 now. (NA) .hoping to get into POLY .( architectural design course).
went to MASJID firdaus @ lim chu kang area there...
HAHA IT WAS SO EPIC dude. i mean after the prayers..

DECIDED to walk back home. from LIM CHU KANG to CCK. I MEAN LOT 1.
HAHA. was a (1) HOUR walk JOURNEY . from the route siaaaaaaa.
AND MY LEG is currently GIVING me problems now!.
cause i LONG TIME NO WALK that FAR FOR SO LONG ( SINGLISH HAHAHAHA ).

haha.. anyway its been SUCH A LONG time since i met up with him..
so yeah. i'd love those long CRAZY talks. with my old buddys..
HAH. KK THAT SOUNDS GAY.
.l.

HAHA . i think this post is already TOO LONG and BORING for you guys to continue reading it . LUHH.
anyway i met with ting jun, guang rui , chun yong, dennis . after prayers. @ lot 1.
AND FINALLY FOR TODAY.
(PRAYS that no one else would ask me out).

HAHAHAHA.

/cat face

here's just a PHOTO of me in WORK uniform. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
yes i won't upload all of em TILL the last day of my attachment
period . which is MAY 14.
SOO . just wait till that day. and i'll post LOADS of pictures/videos.
@ my workplace.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

MEOW
actually i've got something DEEP DOWN in my heart to confess all this while..
have you guys ever thought of..
having a relationship with the same gender?..
i know it'll be hard to face the world .hearing all those NEGATIVE comments all around you...
BUT what if you really LIKE him that much.. and you WANTed to be TOGETHER ..?
well.. its about time i reveal myself to the world!
anyway's his eurasian..
his name is JOE. living in singapore btw..
yeah i know im kinda bastard to hide it from you guys for so long..
but i cant take it anymore. I JUST want to be TRUE to everyone .
....

his.

blog

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
WTF. IF YOU EVER BELIEVED THAT i just said.

SORRY TO SAY YOU've BEEN FOOLED!.
APRIL FOOL's YOU FOOLS!.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

I DONT CARE EVEN IF ITS 2nd APRIL.

DONT WORRY.

the least i did was I TOOK A SNAPSHOT of your PIC.
When you were in TOTAL SHOCK.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

:p

GOOD DAY!

im not a morning person.

2010-03-27T08:12:00.014+08:00

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you?
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

its my 199th POST like FINALLY .
after almost a year and a fewmonths of BLOGGING . its reaching to the 200th post!.

hahaha. okaaaaaay its currently 8.13am now.
WEIRD RIGHT? who normally blogs at this time? NYAHAHAHAHAHA .
okaaaaaay . its weird for me to wake up at this time round....
YEAH I HAVENT BATH . AHAHAHAHA. too bad for you readers.
:p oh and its gay that i SLEPT at around 3am ytd night.
AND i kept waking up for no reason . -.- eventho i had work yesterday. MADE me freaking tired.
yet. im feeling soooooooooo.. ALIVE .
maybe cause im so used to waking up EARLY .already.. and nooooooo.
in 1 HOUR time. i'll be having 'religious' class soon.
(Y) . its funny that after 5 years? of not going to this religious thingy. YEAH.
last i went to any religious thingy . i was like only PRIMARY 6 . HA.
ooh and not to worry. i've started this class from like 5 weeks ago. its pretty good so far.

OKAY!.
time to start the post.

FIRSTLY.

I'll be getting this PHONE by NEXT WEEK.

MUHAHAHA.
i know its SEXYYYY. lolllll.
just like MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AND NO NO NO .
no TO IPHONe/itouch or anything!.

yeahyeahyeah. my friends said that it'd be better if you were to get those iphones thingy.
BUT NO!.
im not getting one cause... , i know its a great phone . ITS A GOOD phone i must say..
but its already like TOO COMMON in SG .
even when im in the train early morning. and i saw this secondary school dudes.
SEC 1/2 . using iphones. and playing those wacky games..
looking at them make me so NOOB.
HAHAHA. yes. i've a noob handphone :(.

KK LOL WHATEVER!.

ohh and yes. IPHONE/touch users.
Linkin Park game ' 8 Bit rebellion will be out soon i guess.
its most probally this month. and YES , they're releasing one of their NEW song .
when you've completed the game.!!!!!!.

LATEST

http://wireless.ign.com/dor/objects/66987/linkin-park-8-bit-revolution/videos/linkinpark_8bit_trl_032510.html

:D

AHA.
you guys better click this picture to enlarge it. or maybe not .
its not clear tho..

anyway you can find the picture at .
HERE!.
HAHA page 36? .
YES I WAS SOOOOOO BORED. that i went from page 1 to 37 ytd night. HAHA.

okay huhhhhhhh.
im nt gonna talk about work this week .
its pretty much the same everyday. so yeah no point elaborating most of my work experience here.
except...
the admirer thingy..

(Y) . LOL > HAHAHAHA guesswhat? he is already like texting me w/o fail . ALMOST everday.
and why?
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM EVEN REPLYING HIS MSGES .
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!.

but oh well. im just playing around. there's no one to entertain me
. lets just hope he wont get serious on me . :)

yesterday. i was able to

THIS PIC IS A WIN!

" Diary Of A Wimpy Kid " saw the poster at LOT ONE.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA WTF.

WOOH . yess . able to take pic with mr lee seng hai..! .
HAHAHA. and yeah i talked to him about my attachment thingy.
:D. he was shocked to hear that ITE attachment period lasts 6months.
AND HE DIDNT EVEN knew that this attachment is also part of the GRADING system.
GPA . :o
haha. why? WHY WAS I EVEN THERE.
WHY DID I EVEN BOTHER dropping by to BPGHS yesterday? .

i srsly dont know why. HAHAHA . maybe cause i was last minute MSGING qimo .
that 'hows the event?' and he said like...
COME NOW!. haha. okayyyyy.
yesterday was OKAY LUH . me, qimo , danial did something stupid -.- .
eventho i asked THEM TO STOP ALREADY.
WTF LOL . yet they still..

AYO. SEE AH .

kk crapp.

today.
most probally im meeting ASRI @ j.e interchange . he's INTRODUCING me a job.
a part-time job today.
HMM . i really wonder what kind of job he's offering to me..
he said something like easy money.. if its fishy . then forget it.
if its okay. i dont know how the hell am i gonna cope with my attachment and this part time job thingy.

okaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
im off now.
gonna get ready for my religious class.
byeeeeeeeeee!

OH AND THE LATEST LINKIN PARK SONG . is called

BLACK BIRDS. for real? and MIKE is rapping!.

*EDITted*

SUPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!.
they came over my house today!

Rain, Rain Go AWAY

2010-03-22T15:54:00.012+08:00

Oh Father..Oh Father..Oh Father..Oh Father
Father! Well I am ready
Won't you let it begin?
Cause I am here now,
I want to dance in the mighty palm of your hand

HELLO lurkers!.
its 22 march. and coming to the near end of the month.
heh.. currently its raining HEAVILY here. in cck.
like HEAVY SHITSZZ.

aha.. okay lets go back to the last saturday..

Hmm, so saturday . MY cousins , aunts, uncle's .
came over to my house in the morning till night.
cause there was some 'prayer' thingy for my father that day.
yeah i didnt tell anyone about this . he's GOING/GONE to Mekah/Jeddah already .
this morning.
a very busy day @ saturday and a quite SADDENING day for me.
cause of my COMP failure . (power supply in the cpu) DIED on me.
that day...

I thought that my graphic card were the one giving me the problems.
cause i already suspected it. that it'll die out on me soon..
but then...
LOL..
okay anyway . SUNDAY morning..
when i was about to BURY my computer @ LIM CHU KANG cemetry today..
but then....
thankfully my father said that he'll be "treating" us tomorrow morning .
yes SUNDAY morning @ sim lim square.
of.. buying electronic items..
i was like..
O.O really?

HAHA. good uhhhhhhh. anyway father asked my bro and sis out too.
cause ..
i dont know uh, this week.

MY Bro's PS3 went KABOOM .
My sis HP went KABOOM!
my comp went... ------. MATI.

LOL. funny they died all at once in the same week .
hahaha. soo

SUNDAY.
father, went shopping at haji lane area to buy his stuffs.
for his Pilgrimage . hmm then went smls. to ' REPAIR ' my comp.
look for my bro NEW PS3 SLIM.
hahaha. guess whaaaaaat?
most of the shops in SLS . are scammers. why?

Aunty : want buy ps3 ah? ok $390 only.
Bro : Is that only the console or BUNDLE?
Aunty : Set .
then something like blablabla . she said that to buy the console. you have to buy
3 MORE ACCESSORIES. haha wtf.
and they're like $50-60 each .
that will be near to $500-600 already.
fail.
so we moved on to another shop.
AGAIN. this time this dude is selling the ps3 bundle for $450.
but you gotta buy 1 GAME.
LOL.
and yeah 1 game costs around $50-90.
yet again FAIL.

ahahah so my bro give up on sls . he headed to orchard (fun centre)
to get his console.

too bad for my sis uh, her phone i dontknowhowHOW. that her phone
got REVIVED back up. lolll.
her phone suddenly started working again ..
saddd. she wanted to buy the new sony ericsson phone
Yari .
yeah that red/white phone . I WANTED that one from like LAST YEAR SIA.
sexy phoneeeeeeeee.!

HAHHHH ;.;
sooo everyone in my family got their
NEED's except my mom. :( .

NEVERMIND. next month 5th APRIL my payday. .
im gonna SPEND her $100 ON WHAT SHE WANTS.
probally suprise her buying a those shoes? . hmm.

Okay.
today was the day that my father departed from the airport.
sigh..

2 weeks. he'll be there.
hope he will come back home safe & sound..

K

change.

2010-03-19T19:32:00.004+08:00

I asked for love.

I asked for mercy.
I asked for patience.
but you're already all of these things.

Finally. the day is finally here.
friday, oh friday.
i just got back from work a couple of minutes ago. HAHA.
and yes. im already blogging.
:D. OHHHHH don't worry i've TAKEN my shower, and no. i havent eaten still.
im still skinny as usual. BUT! BUTTTTT.
guess what people!.
actually i've gained weight THIS YEAR!.
:D :D.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
by... 3 kg

LOLL. kk at least i've gain some weight right?
then NOTHING.
its sad that im still labelled as UNDERWEIGHT .

today @ work.
really . the four of us were BORED TO the max.
yes. so EFFING bored. LIKE OMFG.
isnt there anything to DO?
me, jero , ham , wee .
ohh yeahhhhhhhh. we camwhored' ALOT TODAY.
HAHAHAHAHA.
yer, takde keje unlike other days. at least we're doing something.
oh and if your wondering .. And WONDERING..
why i've not uploaded any WORK pictures yet?.
NONO, i wont upload it till the last day of my ATTACHMENT.
period. THEN i'll upload all those shitty CRAZY. pictures onto my blog/facebook.
:D. HAHA. and boy.. its gonna be a whole chunk of pics.

Okay so my manager, mr sim was busy teaching the (4).
new workers in the classroom. . no practical lessons for them today.
ALL the way @ classroom , he was teaching the workers. on the
Alignment training . (theory)
basically. he was really busy.

so he told us 4. to..
go to the office. to..

SLEEP.

HAHA. it was the first time he said something like that.
:) . and yes. we slept.

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
today was really A BORING . day.
I JUST wished someone / SOMEBODY.
could just brighten up my life for abit..

KK.
so anyway. today @ office.
my "ADMIRER's" ....
..........
.
.....

CRAPPPPPPPPP I DONT WANNA TELL YOU GUYS.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.