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Posted on Tuesday, September 14, 2010 at 3:56 PM
First message.
does everyone have a hobby?
something to lean on?
something to kill for..?
Do you?
im stucked in these thoughts of mine .
people keep asking me.
i used to play sports , computer games to kill my time off when im always free.
but looks like the more i grew older, the more lazier i become.
i've lost interests in computer games, not anymore active in sports.
one thing about computer games is that .
yes , you could learn alot of things in it, like making new friends there.
business-making scheme and such..
but if you get stucked in the virtual reality that long.
the downside of computer games it is hard to get out of that WORLD
i was once stucked in that virtual place. because that realm.
started to become a part of me.
HAVE i lost myself in the realm?
There were LOTS of moments where i was VERY frustated with my parents.
whenever they asked me to DO SOMETHING, when im IN that WORLD.
i got all frustrated. just because of that stupid game.
i ask myself. why AREN'T THEY tell my sis or my bro to do that THING FOR YOU?
CAN'T YOU see im busy?
no, no why is it always ME?
calm down..
don't you dare to shoot at your siblings.
you know when they ask you to DO something. they're telling you to STOP FOR A MOMENT.
don't get all angry when your parents tell you to do clean your room..
clean the dishes...
help her out with cooking..
or to go down grab some items from the shop..
im saying this cause, NO im not perfect.
i get all stressed up when mum calls me up to do something...
BUT WHY.
do we REPEAT THE SAME mistakes OVER & OVER AGAIN..?
why...?
are we that weak...?
human have feelings, YOU HAVE FEELINGS RIGHT?
so does YOUR MUM!
the reason im telling you this is because....
REMEMBER YOUR PARENTS. they were the one..
who brought you up ONTO this world.
listen to them. listen to them...
don't let your anger control you!
think before you act..
don't you like the FEELING when your sister or brother.
argued with your parents?
its kind of scary right...?
there were times when the world turn UPSIDE DOWN for a moment.
when one of my family members..
yeah. that kind of feeling, gives you the chills..
at any moment , you pray / hope for the best.
that nothing bad will happen to them..
well, have you tried stopping them before..?
but in the end... you fail..?
.. gah, i think im going WAY WAY OFF TOPIC.
im done writting here.
....
im sure
everyone has a hobby.
photography, drawing, playing musical instruments, soccer,
so.. what's your HOBBY?
something to lean on?
something to kill for..?
Do you?
im stucked in these thoughts of mine .
people keep asking me.
HEY, what's your hobby? what's your favourite thing to do?!
i silent myself in the question.
i used to play sports , computer games to kill my time off when im always free.
but looks like the more i grew older, the more lazier i become.
i've lost interests in computer games, not anymore active in sports.
one thing about computer games is that .
yes , you could learn alot of things in it, like making new friends there.
business-making scheme and such..
but if you get stucked in the virtual reality that long.
the downside of computer games it is hard to get out of that WORLD
i was once stucked in that virtual place. because that realm.
started to become a part of me.
HAVE i lost myself in the realm?
There were LOTS of moments where i was VERY frustated with my parents.
whenever they asked me to DO SOMETHING, when im IN that WORLD.
i got all frustrated. just because of that stupid game.
i ask myself. why AREN'T THEY tell my sis or my bro to do that THING FOR YOU?
CAN'T YOU see im busy?
no, no why is it always ME?
calm down..
don't you dare to shoot at your siblings.
you know when they ask you to DO something. they're telling you to STOP FOR A MOMENT.
don't get all angry when your parents tell you to do clean your room..
clean the dishes...
help her out with cooking..
or to go down grab some items from the shop..
im saying this cause, NO im not perfect.
i get all stressed up when mum calls me up to do something...
BUT WHY.
do we REPEAT THE SAME mistakes OVER & OVER AGAIN..?
why...?
are we that weak...?
human have feelings, YOU HAVE FEELINGS RIGHT?
so does YOUR MUM!
the reason im telling you this is because....
REMEMBER YOUR PARENTS. they were the one..
who brought you up ONTO this world.
listen to them. listen to them...
don't let your anger control you!
think before you act..
don't you like the FEELING when your sister or brother.
argued with your parents?
its kind of scary right...?
there were times when the world turn UPSIDE DOWN for a moment.
when one of my family members..
yeah. that kind of feeling, gives you the chills..
at any moment , you pray / hope for the best.
that nothing bad will happen to them..
well, have you tried stopping them before..?
but in the end... you fail..?
.. gah, i think im going WAY WAY OFF TOPIC.
im done writting here.
....
im sure
everyone has a hobby.
photography, drawing, playing musical instruments, soccer,
so.. what's your HOBBY?
lastly im grateful to everyone here right now,
cause i think i've found something to fill my time up.
something to write on..
i've found my new hobby.
its weird to have me saying this.
but i love writting .
somehow i will always feel good when im done writting.
Labels: don't fade on me.
