secretive? SORRY PEOPLE! i didn't elaborate it much on the last post.. it seems that im still abit secretive to my friends somehow & OF COURSE to my family .i don't really share anything with my family. unless i won some awards, money or any other glorious stuffs.I know most people share it with your family & friends to try 'fix' up your problems. but to me i don't really know why uh. i have to admit. i have really many friends around me.but i have a few that i can really trust in its because i think they are the people whom i trust most. i think one of the reasons why people help me in my problems because they THINK that im weak & i can't solve it by myself. yes its somewhat true. they'll probably think of many ways to help me by trying to console to that person and trying to settle it out. EVEN THO i asked them many times not to interfere with the matter yet they insist and helping me still. but sometimes.. FRIENDS, you have to believe in me. i believe that there is quote saying ' you gotta stand up for your rights' believe me guys somehow I'll definitely manage on my own. with secrets on the main topic. i bet no one really gives a shit on what they have promised. "SECRETS" they are meant to be kept low and never to be shown out to the world. not trying to start an argument or anything. but why. do people really like to break their words with each other..? IT is called secrets. so I trust you 110%. NOT to spread / share the stories with your friends. tell me why do YOU people love to stir up things with one another? is it THAT FUN?

i am wise in making decisions. i try to figure out the con's and pro's for whatever things that i encounter. no, im not the type of person who usually rush to settle things without thinking but i'll do whatever it is to settle it without having a fight or something.& uh huh. not only in making wise decisions. i don't smoke, i don't drink, i don't take 'ubat'. (HAHAHAHA) and so on.i really don't get it. why are people still smoking, drinking, taking drugs or even slash their hand and stuffs whenever they have problems.. its just that you could always look up to your friends, parents or maybe even the counselors and try fixing it? yet. im not against those smokers or anything ah. i know its very tempting not to smoke a single day or two. but i mean what for? how much does it costs nowdays? $10+? and how much packet you buy per week? 2? with that $20 ah. you could use something better for yourself without destroying your health. okay not trying to start a fight or something ah.. im just saying. what if you quit smoking now..? THINK ABOUT IT!! sorry ah for those people that who is reading ah. no offence..okay for that paragraph above. i forgot to TELL you people. i ain't good at running with a bag of problems in me. nah im not really an escapist i don't run from my problems. but i'll try my best to make out crazy ideas & plan it out. AHA, just so you know. im the type of person who is always giving a listening EAR to hear out your problems. and i'll TRY my best to help you in anyway. i don't really know why. but i think its like some kind of a favorite 'pastime' for me.. well i know its kinda WEIRD HAHA. but umm, i just love helping out people. its kinda tasty and yummy in my way. well what i meant is that you will feel somewhat SATISFIED. (YEP, i'll be really full for that day) HAHA for all people who no wonder i don't take regular meals everyday!. :) its because im always ON A MISSION to solve their problems!!

okay its about time i move on to where my mind. sets all the negativity point in me. im not really going to share much tho, but HEY GUESS WHAT!?. im AM a sensitive boy. OH WELL. pity to those people think that i look somewhat 'strong' in appearance BUT im weak on the inside. (HAHA IM NOT PHYSICALLY strong anyway). & im serious (a gentle push on me & i'll definitely wobble) !! it goes the same inside my mind tho. once i hear something negative about SOMETHING. my mind will start go haywire and eventually swallow my 'whole'.. but ONE thing for sure i have alot of POSITIVE energy around me .YES they're my friends. its really great to have lots of friends around you. but i always prefer to have a few close ones that i could really trust and joke around with. NOT that im always positive. there are some days. i really don't know why. maybe its a change in mind. Whenever you wake up. i'll always think of this question. " Will i be the positive or the negative energy today ? " in life everyone have a choice on what to BE and what to BECOME today. you can always be the hyper active boy. or you could always be the cold blooded dude. making troubles out of nowhere. haha go figure it out okay! sidenote on the wobbling part. i think that's somewhat true. my mental really breakdown somewhere along the line. if there's criticism about me or maybe i lost a trust in someone. it'll be like a really HURRICANE running through my mind. this is where i'll start making [LIES] yes i do lie sometimes in order for me to get out of the LIES. who doesnt LIE tell me? even the so-called 'trustworthy' person too, you'll never know when to trust HIM/her..its even harder TO believe if he's right or wrong. SO YEAH im just saying only loh.

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