ONCE upon a time
there was this boy, who stopped believing in "LOVE" sometime back last year.
HE AND SHE both loved each other so much but they weren't together as one. THEY WERE just lovers, nothing more & nothing less. Still, as only LOVERS, they quarreled endlessly. One fine day the fights became harder and tougher to hold onto so he asked the girl, the most regretting question that HE ever ASKED for was. It was the END of their 'love story'. " Should we continue on , or should we QUIT ? " from that day onwards. he kinda grew 'drunk', his feelings weren't true at all , he simply was having. the dark times having the 'crazy days' as a single man with his friends. His friends were the only ENTERTAINment back then, randomly asking for girls numbers, to cheer him up but after getting to know TONS of girls yet HE was just thinking about that girl all the time. his mind was always on her eventho he had MADE alot of 'OUTSIDE' friends just to forget her ,he threw all his believing, confidence, ' the thing as chasing girls' . not wanting to START again with any NEW person because he knew all along , it would take time to know someone and yet in the end there will never be a happy ending. He took his chances. not to take a further step anymore then just friends. one by one , he's connections with all the 'random' friends that he made with soon ' disappear. '

Several months later..

A day after school , as he was about alight himself from the train station . There was this girl, walking towards to the mall with her bunch of friends.a rare sight for him to finally open his 'eyes'. He asked his friends wether they know that girl name. butno one knows her name. that night , he searched ALL over the net just to find her but sadly he couldnt find. It was one of the nights he had been thinking all night long. It was like he had a 'crush' on her
"what's this feeling that im experiencing ? i thought i had control my emotions well..?"
after today, he hoped that he would see her again. The next day he went to the same location & time directly after school , hoping that he would catch a glimpse of her unfortunately she wasnt there that day.He keep thinking to himself maybe, that girl was just to get himself 'open up your eyes and see' there are many girls out there with different personalities. 'You just have to find the the perfect one.' from that day onwards he finally awaken his other personality. the cheerful , hyper-active , crazy attitude. Just to see what he'd be like in the other side of his world. But this wasnt the real him , he was just acting like as if he was this SOMEONE that have no negative emotions. Things really went well , during those days . HE met alot of 'new' people in his life but eventually one by one went their own ways. I MEAN , i can't really accept this type of people .I still remember someone saying this to me " Your image reflects your own attitude " something like that. And mind me people i do not want to continue on writting formally already. LOL. im getting tired of writting so gay. and yeahhhh.

But there was this girl who managed, to keep the friendship alive throughout the whole journey. She was one of those 'different' girl he met up with. YEP one day i asked her out to catch a movie. At first it was really one of those WEIRDEST feeling you had . when you first met someone you don't even KNOW. Haha but everything went really well , we shared almost everything with each other as if we known each other for so long.. After that day we would meet up almost everyday after school. Chatting & sharing random stuffs now and then. We soon became best friends. But all this while, I had developed some of 'crush' towards her. Trying to confess my feelings out was hardest thing and the hated thing i hate about myself. But knowing if it fails. Its never gonna be the same as ever again , thinking wether I should say it loud or not, I made up his mind not to say it for the while. There were many boys after her , day by day. After building up 'some' of his confidence in and out. he finally DID. it. BUT OH WELLL.lol . things didnt go well. only to the limit that of best friends , nothing more. Soon after things weren't the same anymore. He became quite distant to her, just to forget what he did.. slowly. The feelings slowly faded, but it was too late. they were not as close friends as they used to be anymore..

Up till this day, their friendship are back to zero. like as if nothing happened throughout the months. Never again he didnt bother to accept any 'new' friends in his life anymore. He just wanna be lone for awhile. HAHA ACTUALLY for 6months i guess. i've been enjoying my life with my FRIENDS that were never separated from my side. Lately i made a connection back with my old friend. He's currently in the same class as me now. HA.. we got some kinda conflicts the last time..but now THINGS are already i guess.. As he got stuck in reverse , he went back to his daily life. gaming as usual with his friends back to the same old routine. his addiction for games. But soon after he kinda 'gave up' playing the same old games over and over again. Because one of those DAYS. guess what? after for so long.. he kinda found the GIRL that he saw the other day.. i mean last year. HAHA. i didnt contact her immediately tho. just randomly tagging her in the tagboard. TO SEE wether she knows me or not. HAHAHA and if your reading this i think you've already know. added her in various networks. just to contact her but i still remain in the shadows, not really wanting to start over. just saying HI and BYE's to her now and then. A simple tagboard was the only place that he could CONFIRM wether that was the girl HE SAW. that very first day. caught his eyes. HAHA.( but sadly i think i flirted with the wrong girl before .LOL BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HER NAME MAN) . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. k anyway so yeah i saw pictures of her on the net. and READ a couple of blogs. to see which is WHICH LOL. and FINALLY he decided to add her up in some social networks. Not really wanting to make a start at first, he was just one of those few shadows hiding in the dark waiting to strike. HAHAHA . K WHATEVER LOL. this story has been going crazy already man. ANYWAY im gonna continue for abit . still.


ONE day, his friend messaged him that the GIRL was in school . HAHA. okay so it was kinda quite CONVENIENT for him to drop by awhile to his school. AND YEAH LOL. he just came back from school. just to CATCH the eye candy girl. HAHAHA. K i know it sounds wrong BUT AHAHA. i dont care. At first he wanted to ask the girl's number HIMSELF. but oh well. at that point of time. he already wasnt himself back then. everything seems lost. he wasnt as CONFIDENT as last time anymore. He was shy, SOMEHOW. SO HAHA. plan failed. but anyway his friend kinda 'helped' him. BUT OH WELL. it failed too. literally. the boys were like.. kinda... "STALKING" LOL. wtf. really this isnt supposed to happen somehow.BUT OH WELL we were going to the same route/path anyway. so yeah. his friend was like PESTERING her all the way. to that location till they split up. HAHA i know she got really annoyed or something. LOL..anyway. HIS plan fail. but his hopes were still high as ever. "once i set my mind on a certain direction, i will be sticking with it throughout". HAH.. so erm, that day when he got back home, he kinda tweet. her as per normal. AS IF nothing had happened.. SO HAHA. anyway im gonna end the story pretty soon.
after all those while, he added her in facebook. BUT OH MY. he's so gay. that he couldnt even try to START a convo with her. HAH, i mean i dont know where did his balls went. BUT one day. he finally build all his courage up and. TADAAAAA. that day. he finally grew back some balls. AND yep. as usual. he was still in a kinda.. 'random' mode. when he first started chatting with her. it was like.. THE MOST RANDOMEST SHIT chat ever. -.- and i think .that made him a really BAD impression / start . GAH. so yep. as usual his mind was thinking negative. thinking that he would stop. and never again chat with her. BUT OH WELL. he tried chatting with her the next day, went well i guess. this boy. really need. to breathe in and out. whenever. he chat with her. man. like seriously. lol. okayyyyy. GAHH i think the story have been getting crappy already ah.. so i'll leave the last sentence to you to decide.

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