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Posted on Friday, May 21, 2010 at 7:20 PM

Neutron Star Collision

I was searching you were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace of fear that







okay. i think some of you are expecting me to blog. sometime this week.
OH WELL. here i am posting this blogpost..
glad that i decided to come by.
before i go M.I.A again . soon.
i think i'll leave a post for myself and for the others to read .
for the upcoming weeks. or maybe months?.

SCHOOL.

my first week of school have been great so far.
well not really, HAHA . because i think im still in my 'working mood'.
damn . i really miss working in P.E.C . shit seriously.
i miss Mr Sim . screwing our asses every morning.
:(

haha, okay time to move on.
monday was mundane . NO WAIT.
seriously . i have to tell this to myself that..
after my attachment ends..? will i be able to choose the right friends?
BECAUSE yknow' im the only "MALAY guy" in my class which got chosen for the
Early attachment selection last year.
i know , my last year's class was damn 'GREAT'. that my teacher only selected me .
no , im not boasting around with this shitty thing.
because i do feel lonely sometimes.

"Hey.. where's all my friend?"
" OH WELL im all alone again.."

BUT NO.

lucky that alif is stucked with me. HAHA.
yeah. good that he chose Petrochemical as his specialization in the second year just like me.
if not. my good friend. ting jun and syafiq would pester me to keep.
joining Pharmaceutical . so that we three will be in the same class..
haha. but nevermind about it. the first day of school.
i tell you..

AFTER working for those 6 long months . in that TYPE of environment..
MY EYES ALMOST...
popped out .. I MEAN LITERALLY popped out..

HAHAHAHAHA

if that really happened. i would be blind alreadyyy.
ANYWAY . YES.
its great to .... OKAY I HAVE TO ADMIT.
I've NOT LOOK at girls that often for a day.
BUT HEYYYYYYYYYYY.
its a boys thing.
BOYS LOOK AT GIRLS.
and no. im not one of the boys who..
looks at boys

..l..

yeah i know. my workplace doesnt have that MUCH.
pretty ladies all over the place.
BUT OHHHHHHHH MAN.
its simply LIKE .. THERE's SO MANY GIRLS MANNNNNNNNNNN..
put it like. OH WELLLL.
HAHA okay. shit enough of girls.

HMMMMMMM.
first day of school. which was monday.
I KNOW I WAS ALONE.
SO I TOOK RANDOM PICTURES..AND I WAS SO EMO!.

HAHA. NOT REALLY.
i was joking...
well i cant recall wether monday. i went out with Khairi group. to school or not..
or was it i went it with syafiq and ting jun?

OH WELL nevermind about it.
i think im kinda delaying my own time of writting this blogpost.

OH WELL, OH WELL, OH WELL, OH WELL, OH WELL..

...........

LOL . this is bad news.
bad news is bad!.
im kinda addicted to OH WELL.
thanks to HAQIM AH ... MANG KAK!.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA , fshitz. okay so i think im kinda lazy to continue on. BUT!.
i'll shorten the post for a bit.
yes. i made a pack . with a bunch of friends. on the first day of school.
which was actually my old secondary school friend.
Khairi. and his gang. HAHA. so yeah i just kinda blend in.

afternoon .
our class . petro and pharme students . and the REST of the CPT 2nd year students.
had an outing . which was like a "TEAM BONDING" . event.
in Pasir Ris Park. oh yeaaaaaaaah.. good idea ITE. first day of SCHOOL . and we have these kind of activities...
HMM. we were like still in the working mood seh. SOO HAH -.- . was like a waste of space for me. because. I WAS THE ONLY person in the group. who doesnt know ANYONE .

LA-LA-LA .
2nd day.

yep, there were lessons. I WAS REALLY SUPRISED. with my class.
guess what? when lesson TIME. yes, the teacher was teaching.
EVERYONE was liKE STUDYING. hard. and PAYING attention to the teacher!.
WOW, WOW.

yes. im really that suprised that.. there were such things like this in ITE?





OH WELL. i thought it would be like last year.
when the teacher was teaching. there'll be groups. 1 group will be studying , the other will be
listening to music, sleeping, doing their own things, chatting, going out to SMOKE.
etc. and im like stuck in the middle because...
OH WELL..


well if the class keep up with this kind of attitude.
i hope that i can study well in the upcoming and the last term in my NITEC life.

okay so this coming monday.
i'll be having a presentation at 9.30am ? I THINK. OOPS shitt. i forgot my timing.
LOL, hahaa. anyway there'll be like like group of students & teachers who'll be watching me.
to sing a song!.
infront of gazillion people!. OHHH YES...

they love my voice..~ .. they love meeeee... azrieeeeeeee. azrieeeee~



anyway i was just joking.
so ignore that. no . seriously. ignore that.
HAHA because i think i - am - lame.


ok . where was i?
OH YES. the presentation thing. i've yet to present it to the teachers and students of CPT.
im gonna talk my life out when working in PEC.

"my life as a gay boy "

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



that would be awesome. dont you think so? . if you think so. that makes you think.
that im gay. that would be awesome? dont you think so? im awesome? OHHHHH. im awesome.
CRAPTHAT. i HATE the longASSpossts i mean the longass LIKE"s button in FACEBOOK.
its so irritating man!.

NO SERIOUS NOW AZRIE.
OKAY *SERIOUS FACE*

nope, that wasnt my face.
that was my face when i was young.
i love eating cookies.
i love cookies.
i love C-o-o-k-i-e-s.

no i an serious.

presentation about my life as TRAINEE supervisor will be epic.
i'll be sure to SHARE SOME OF MY GAY MOMENTS in work.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so i'll make the audience laugh. and pee'd their pants or skirts off.
then i'll laugh back at them.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay no more.
i am enough of this blogpost.
there's too many things to write . im just lazy to continue on.
SO GOODBYE and take care.

pedo.'.philes!

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