for a pessimist im pretty optimistic

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Posted on Wednesday, September 30, 2009 at 12:57 AM

30th september

minus 1 hour ago, i was out with my friends .
and the time was still 11.59pm. which is on 29th september.
so yes, finally a day that we got to enjoy today's outing . from our 3 weeks of holiday.
aha kay crap. im writting too formally at times like this -.-
kk . stopping now.

GAH , im not really tired at the moment. haha, cause today's outing was quite dull i must say . ;...; . normally when we go out together . aha, we'll do some crazy stuffs outside.
but then today, hmm..
maybe its because of the planner?
haha, WELL it was hafiz who planned today's outing anyway..
soo yeah.

we only did 'karoeke and just played an hour of pool.
@ grandlink . at geylang.

start -
supposingly, we'r supposed to meet at 5.30 !
but then.. yknow. JANJI malays ' aha, ''cant always be on time -.- ' '
hahaa okkkay crap. if you tak faham melayu. pergi kamus carik maknenye ok?
k best . HAHA. LOL . i received that msg today from wawi.

A : kau kat mane?
W: tepi tasik.
A: gg, aku tak tau ape tasik.
W: pergi tengok kaunye kamus. carik maknenye.
A: aku takde kamus :(

haha, its only for the malays. cause seriously.
if i typed that in english, you wouldnt understand what im to say about.

so haha, in short terms.
i fail badly, on malay. i dont freaking understand what is tasik loh.
LOL.
kkay continue . so YES. supposingly meet at 5.30 @ bugis.
but then.. hafiz' troops. '' arrived at 6.20pm -.- LOL.
and it was almost like an hour waiting ohoh,
and yeah abu,wawi,asri,yanty,me arrived first .
SOOOO YES.
we waited & waited -.-
then came.. wan,andy,hafiz,pheobe?,ramona? . LOL. yeah really weird names .
mmmmm. aha.. then took bus 7 from bugis street. and alighted @ grandlink

okayyy im getting sleepier writting this post at the moment -.-
gay. this is so gay.

haiz, nothing much happened today.
just chatted, slack at the karoeke room .
killed the time off from like 7pm-8.30. then uhh afterwards played pool.
umm, nothing much uhh . then slacked there till like 11+.
headed home afterwards.. and yes we didnt have the time to book our chalet outing -.-
on the 8,9,10 oct.
lol.

kk. then erm, guess what? when i reached home..
i notice that there was some eerie'' feeling that i was sensing yesterday..
maybe my mind is playing on me ytd -.-.. then yknow..
when i turned on the computer...
my desktop wallpaper changed .. to..

YES WTF. I WAS FUCKING SHOCKED to death.

LOL. thanks to ting jun and guang rui -.-
hahaha, i forgotten that they 2 changed my wallpaper yesterday . when using the comp.
THIS IS FOR YOU LOL .

..l..

ahaha, they came over to my house around noon ahh,
cause yesterday , 'my brother's friends came over for RAYA .
soo yesyes, my mum cooked alot yesterdayy. aha . then i just invited those 2 . to come overr.
:D cause seriously uh. i was almost 100% brain dead in the morning. cause i dont really know what to doo -.-
ahaha. thenn ermm, decided to meet them at lot 1.
cause guang rui wanted to pierce his ear.

kk, thats all i guess.

ooh and btw i listened to all of
boyslikegirls latest songs. (new album). called love drunk.
i must say..
it wasnt as i expected .. aha, they changed their style alot. and they sounded too much like falloutboys.
aha in short -.-
its not nice.

:(

songs to recommend ,

Two is better than one
Love drunk
Chemicals colide.

overall album rating . 2.7/5

TWO IS better than one is currently my favourite so farrr.
cause..
TAYLOR SWIFT IS IN IT!.

Labels: time flies.

Posted on Monday, September 28, 2009 at 11:47 PM

Pisces

For Aurora Nexus that have zodiac

Pisces (20 February-20 March),

below are your zodiac sign meanings:

Pisces Strength Keywords:
- Compassionate
- Adaptable
- Accepting
- Devoted
- Imaginative

Pisces Weakness Keywords:
- Oversensitive
- Indecisive
- Self-pitying
- Lazy
- Escapist

Labels: im lazy. :D

Posted on Saturday, September 26, 2009 at 9:08 PM

twisted mind.

okay LOL, seriously i shouldnt have put up this picture first.
its way too.. GAY. HAHA.
okay so i do realise its my 158th post.
nothing much to talk about really uh, i just wanna dedicate this post to my
SCI-FI & NON-FICTION naruto character.
UCHIHA SASUKE.
LOL.! haha.. really uh, you know when in like 10 years time or so.
i'll be reading each and every post that i written in this blog lol.
soo yeah.
im just keeping this as a memory.

OOH and yeah. next month i'll buying one of those red contact lens.
called the sharingan lenses. weheeeee.
gahh. its been like almost 5months+ since i wore one.
and my urge for wearing the lens..
IS REALLY KILLING MEEEEE.
!!!!!!!!!

OKAY SERIOUSLY LOL THE ABOVE PIC IS REALLY ANNOYING.
LOL.
its too gay.
hahaha RANDOM
OMG.
WHY AM I TALKING TO MYSELF?.
hahaha, azrie uh, your always like this..
why eh? are you too stressed up in life azrie?
or issit that you have no true friends to talk to?
are you always like this?
is your mind twisted?
do you have another personality azrieee?

--

i do realise that i think i 'may' have another personality in me.
maybe thats the reason you keep having problems with other people ?
i find myself emotional at times.
i find myself quiet at times.
i find myself hyper at times.
how do i find myself again?
is it that hard to let go of the things that i've done?

i've always been an escapist.
running away from ALL my PROBLEMS.
never tried to solve them.
let's see how many problems have i escaped so far..
(inserts number).
well i dont really wanna share it here.
im just scared that i'll bring out another problem to anyone here.

its weird to see myself writting.
from like happygohappy to sademoemo post.
haiz, not really a proper post.
i see my mind writting all these words .
gahh kk, i think im done writting .

i'll be buying this contact lens probally next month!.
so yeaaaaaaah. :)

LOL. I READ UP MY OLD BLOGPOST
AND WANNA SHARE THIS OLD CHATLOG WITH YOU GUYS.

DO READ!

look at how childish i was last year? LOL.

(22:05) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	hi
(22:05) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i love u
(22:05) Nexy:	hi fish
(22:05) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	really love u so much
(22:05) Nexy:	but im gay
(22:05) Nexy:	:0
(22:05) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	can we take a photo tmr?
(22:05) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	at toliet
(22:05) Nexy:	i anything
(22:06) Nexy:	TMR my hair havoc 1
(22:06) Nexy:	so dont care ah
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	ok,we naked take ah
(22:06) Nexy:	noway
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	y
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	u dun wan to see me naked?
(22:06) Nexy:	i only see boys naked
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	zzz
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	please
(22:06) Nexy:	lol
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	give me some pressure
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i am horny now
(22:06) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	dont tell junwei they all
(22:06) Nexy:	noop
(22:07) Nexy:	i like boys only
(22:07) Nexy:
(22:07) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i beg u
(22:07) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i cant take it now
(22:07) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	how?
(22:07) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	can give me some porn website
(22:08) Nexy:	LOL cccccccccccbbb
(22:08) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	can?
(22:08) Nexy:	this 1 cfm not michelle
(22:08) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	I AM MICHELLE .. t.t
(22:08) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i ytd have sex with my new bf
(22:08) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	the feeling was so goof
(22:08) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	good
(22:09) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i wan feel it again
(22:09) Nexy:	wtf. how come talk about pic then to sex FAKE !!
(22:09) Nexy:	CB LOl
(22:09) Nexy:	TING JUN
(22:09) Nexy:	I SEEEE u
(22:09) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	what?!?!?!?
(22:10) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	that bullshit guy
(22:10) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	come on, give me some pressure
(22:10) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	trust me
(22:10) Nexy:	;haaaaarhaaaaaaaar
(22:11) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	please
(22:11) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i beg u
(22:11) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	finger me also can
(22:11) Nexy:	CLAR!
(22:11) Nexy:	or not.
(22:11) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	NO!?!?!!!!!
(22:11) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	MY BRO OUTSIDE EATING
(22:11) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	HE FATTY
(22:11) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	NEED SUPPER
(22:12) Nexy:	GUANG.no internet....
(22:12) Nexy:	JUN WEI !! U AR?
(22:12) Nexy:	LOL
(22:12) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	NO!!!!!!!!
(22:12) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	DAm
(22:12) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	I AM MICHELLE
(22:12) Nexy:	I DONT TRUST LOL
(22:12) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	azrie trust me pls
(22:12) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	tmr we go school early ok, we do something fun
(22:12) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	what i told u today dun tell junwei they all ah
(22:12) Nexy:	FAKEEE LOL
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	6.15 at 3C class room
(22:13) Nexy:	HAHAHAH
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	we can do something exciting there
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	cos last day of school
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	wanna have some fun with u
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i will make u horny too
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	we both will have fun
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	omg, i just cant take it
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	ah ah ah ah ah ah
(22:13) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	wow
(22:14)	MICHELLESEOMIXUE is now Online
(22:14)	MICHELLESEOMIXUE has changed his/her personal message to "I LOVE AZRIE"
(22:14) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	see my pm
(22:14) Nexy:	WALAo
(22:14)	- a u r ö r a n e x u s • ™ has changed his/her personal message to "TOMMOROW MY MISSION TAKE PICS WITH EVERYONE"
(22:14)	MICHELLESEOMIXUE has changed his/her personal message to "I LOVE AZRIE, i wanna spend my exciting time with u"
(22:15)	- a u r ö r a n e x u s • ™ has changed his/her personal message to "TOMMOROW MY MISSION TAKE PICS WITH EVERYONE/ CRAZY. FAKE MICHELLE!!"
(22:15) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	see my NICK
(22:16)	MICHELLESEOMIXUE just sent you a nudge.
(22:16) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	azrie
(22:16) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i am horny right now!!
(22:16) Nexy:	.....
(22:16) Nexy:	BENJAMIN
(22:16) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i really cant take it
(22:16) Nexy:	MR TAN!!
(22:16) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	give me link pls
(22:16) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	to porn website
(22:16) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	....
(22:17) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	seriously i love to be horny cos its fun
(22:17)	MICHELLESEOMIXUE just sent you a nudge.
(22:17) Nexy:	ayoyoyoyy
(22:17) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	oh shit!!
(22:17) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	omg
(22:17) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i squirting now
(22:18) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	my monitor is wet now
(22:18) Nexy:	wtf
(22:18) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	how?
(22:18) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	CAM?
(22:18) Nexy:	ur problem
(22:18) Nexy:	LOl
(22:18) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	omg, azrie
(22:18) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i pls u
(22:18) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	come on
(22:18) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i cant take it now
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	just feel like something like banana inside my vigina
(22:19) Nexy:	then go loh
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i want ur cock
(22:19) Nexy:	i only give guan xiong
(22:19) Nexy:	guan xiong pay me $1000
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	NO!!!!
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	I WANT URS!!!
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	PLEASE
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	guan xiong no cock
(22:19) Nexy:	I HAVE THE EYES
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	he gay
(22:19) Nexy:	I KNOW U
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	NO
(22:19) Nexy:	I SEE THROUGH U
(22:19) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i am michelle
(22:19) Nexy:	U FAKE
(22:19) Nexy:	FAKE
(22:19) Nexy:	FAKE
(22:20) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i am horny and fuckable
(22:20) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	ah~~~~~~
(22:23) Bob:	hi im bob
(22:23) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	hi
(22:23) Bob:	im a police officer investigating this crime
(22:24) Bob:	you are aware that you will be charged for making use of msn crimes
(22:24) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	hi police officer
(22:24) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i am so horny now
(22:24) Bob:	the consequences are that you will have to be reported to the police tommorow by 7am
(22:25) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	ok
(22:25) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i naked go there
(22:25) Bob:	underground_style_racer@hotmail.com reported that your account have been hacked and some user have been using this account
(22:25) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	dun crap pls
(22:25) Bob:	your account will be banned in 30minutes time please email your necessary things to ur computer now.
(22:25) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	what i need is u
(22:25) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	come on
(22:26) Bob:	LAST warning before termination of account, please do save your nessecary things now.
(22:26) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	azrie
(22:26) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	u dissapoint me a lot
(22:26) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	haiz....
(22:26) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	nvm, i go find TINGJUN
(22:26) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	dun tell ppl ah
(22:27) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i think tingjun is better!
(22:27) Bob:	Whoever is connected to this MSN crime will also be banned from using MSN LIVE messenger.
(22:28) Bob:	WE will see the CHAT LOGS of all your HISTORY through the MSN database.
(22:28) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:
(22:28) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i love u
(22:28) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	azrie'
(22:28) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	dont treat me like that
(22:29) Bob:	Termination of MSN account will held in 15mins.
(22:29) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	FUCK YOU
(22:29) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	i feeling horny now, please
(22:29) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	DUN CALL POLICE
(22:29) Bob:	PLEASE do save ur nessecary files now.
(22:29) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	FUCK U
(22:30) Bob:	PLEASE do save ur nessecary files now. TERMINATON of account will be held in 13minutes.
(22:30) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	...........
(22:31) Bob:	1 FINAL REMINDER. DO SAVE UR NECCESARY THINGS now
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	FUCK U
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	PUA JI BAL
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	NB
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	I SAY I WANNA SEX WIF U RITE
(22:32) Bob:	HAHAHA FUCKER I CAUGHT U ASS
(22:32) Bob:	TING JUN
(22:32) Bob:	I SEE U
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	EH EH
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	ya la
(22:32) Bob:	I GOT GOOD EYE SIGHT
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	cb
(22:32) Bob:	I GOT SHARINGAN!!
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	michelle horny what
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	she tell me type
(22:32) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	to u
(22:33) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	u wan dota a not, i now go home
(22:33) Bob:	nah
(22:33) Bob:	most prolly i sleep
(22:33) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	...
(22:33) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	go die
(22:33) nexy.thebomb:	ask michelle sub with me lah
(22:33) nexy.thebomb:	learn from his brother
(22:33) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	lol
(22:40) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	just now is tingjun. -.-
(22:40) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	LOL
(22:40) nexy.thebomb:	i know
(22:40) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:
(22:40) nexy.thebomb:	they prank me i prank them back hahaha
(22:41) nexy.thebomb:	want read the chat log ?
(22:41) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	yes. LOL
(22:42) - a u r ö r a n:	Initiated a file transfer
(22:41) nexy.thebomb:	lol funny ah
(22:42)	Transfer of "Pasted_Data_a494.txt" is complete.
(22:45) MICHELLESEOMIXUE:	LOLOLOLOL! NOOB MAN! -.-
(22:45) nexy.thebomb:	haha

Good old times, haha.
they wanted to prank me, but end up.
PRANK FAIL!.

GOOD GAME!.
LOL!!!!!.
hope that you had fun LAUGHING! & reading the chat loggg. :)

edited.
i re-read my blogpost and i forgotten to add something
well here goessss.

just random sasuke pics.
hah.

gahh. i wanna get the designs one day..
i mean the design on the contact lens.
pretty cool righttttt.

Labels: memories. PRANK FAIL, sharingan

Posted on Thursday, September 24, 2009 at 11:54 PM

cat attack!

WHEN CATS ATTACK!!!

its a video worth your 3minutes of your time.
do watch.
LOL. ahaha, but seriously the video is funny. FOR ME.
lollll, just click play. !
AHAH, almost all of the videos they make are FUNNY.
if you think you liked the cat video, go watch .
"Left handed , Going to the mountains & License test "
haha. just recommending some good stuffs. :)

okay its currently 12.36am.
dont know wether i'll have enough energy in my mind to blog about today tho.
haha, & i just finished watching those above videos that guang rui send me.
just awhile ago. its pretty damn funny. !

Today ! -

aha, erm i was asked by my mum to go shop today.
to buy ingredients for her cooking . soo yeah. was looking thru and i saw this notice on the
shop .

" Hiring Workers , Fulltime/part time . 2.30pm - 9.30pm ".

damn seriously . i need to find somesort of PART TIME work
during this 3 weeks of holiday.
if not. i think i'll probally die of boredom at home.
and yes. i do need money.

ahaha. so yeah. probally tomorow im gonna head down to the shop .
and asking wether there's any slot left available.

I WANT TO WORK!!

today i planned to meet up with xinnyy @ tamp.
wanted to 'supervise, teach her math i suppose.
but then..

ohh and yeah. before that .
i did returned the "lost" wallet at lot one post office just now.
ah. i just hope the owner of the wallet will get back his items soon..

huhu, went to study @ the same place. food culture.
at around 5pm?. wasnt much people there so yeah. i watched her do her stuffs .;..;
and i was . erm.. stargazing most of the time i think
eventho there were no stars at the place..

aww, but this time . no pictures were taken
i mean this outing.
hmm so this is our 4th outing righttttt?
HAHA, okay weird. im talking to myself again -.-

ahaha, nevermind. at least she did her math for like an hour.
its the least i did to supervise . cause . she said she cant really study at homeeee.
alot of distraction at homeee.

mehhh, im getting lazier by the minute
to carry on elaborating on this day..
haha, maybe im getting tired..
BUT HEY. its in the morning . 10.30am? . Lollllll, and my mind is currently blank.
ahhhhhhh. crappppp.

soo yeah she got tired of doing math ,
decided to eat @ macdonald afterwards.

aha, someone just told me something important to me.
its about blogging.
you knoww. last time i don't normally read blogs and stuffs.
I REALLY hate to see people blogs .
HAHA. but heyyyy. that when i was youngg.? sec 1? LOL.
so he said something like this
"i thought you hated blogging? then how come you own a blog now?"
okayy, BACK ON TOPIC LOL.

ahh. not much happened i guess.
after eating we just went outside , um slacked for abit.
chitchat here and there.. and talked about the crush i have'
so yeah, i've made up my mind.
nothing more, but a friend.

i feel much much better yesterday.
after talking to you about the thingy i have for you.
:).
-
so continue from the above paragraph,
" dont know, maybe blogging is my new hobby i guess?"

soo yeah after slacking.
decided to walk her homeeeeee.
soo uh yeah. thanks xinnyyyyy. for yesterdaaay.
at least i got to go out.
:)

muhahaha, finally im done blogging . LOL .
actually i never did eleborate much -...-
ahh, im kinda lazy to blog nowdays.
just a random, short ones lately.
GAHHHHHHH.
3 weeks of holiday.
AGAIN. what to doooooooo.
with all the time i haveeeeeeeee?

OH and btw i got a song to shareeee!.

Linkin Park + Paramore . Mash up remix.

Faint / CrushCrushCrush

it sounds awesomeeeee!

BTW CLICK THE HQ BUTTON ,
for better quality!

Labels: im out of reach.

Posted on Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at 11:24 AM

just a song i wanna share.

Paramore - Ignorance.

i'm not really a fan of paramore,
but i admit this song, and the lyrics are absolutely amazing .

yeah the song is starting to 'grow on me.
AND YES, her voice is superbbbbb.!

just finished listening to all of paramore songs. from their latest album called.

"Brand New Eyes"

hah, i can say that their new album was kinda better then the last.
lolllll. i did played the album for like 2-3 times already. and it consist of 12 songs total.!.
and im starting to like each of the songs.. :D
um sooo... my favourite songs from the album currently are.

Ignorance
Brich by Boring Brick
The Only Exception
Misguided Ghost
All I Wanted

if your free or somethingg.. go to youtube or somethingg. and listenn. :)
LOL normally i love to listen to slow, rock, songs.
soo yeah THOSE above are kinda slow melodic types..

OOH AND BTW the album is out on september 29th!

seems that there's alot of bands are releasing their album this month .
--------------------------------

soo what i did today.
and currently doing umm.. well not much eh,
was listening songs all day , watching some movies.
ohhh and yes, i did watch aliens in the attic.. haha quite a funny movie i must say.
especially on the ending part..!
lolll,

currently now. blogging ;...; , and i havent returned the 'lost' wallet yet.
maybe tomorrow..?.
haiz, am i getting karma?.

that's all i guess.
not much to type about lately.
take care people.

ooh and here's the studio version of
"ignorance"

enjoy!

Labels: bye.

Posted on Tuesday, September 22, 2009 at 7:09 PM

you guys dont trust me?

trust,
how do you feel when your parents dont trust you?
when you did nothing wrong?
i mean, really. this year. i didnt even break any of their trusts before.
so why now?.

i had a lecture from my dad just awhile ago.
its about the upcoming chalet with my ITE friends .
talked about things that i wasnt supposed to do?.
wtf?. im already 17.
and now your telling me all those bullshit..
me smoking, drinking,drugs?? LOL. seriously?. i wont fucking do anything like that.
unless i was forced to do those stuffs.
soo yeah, im kinda pissed off right now with my parents.
dont know wether i'll be heading to the chalet with my friends ..
BUT its like WTF. we already planned it from last month. and now i cant go..?
what's the different me and my brother anyway?.
since he did go to some chalet with his friends before..
am i that 'different..?'

------------

so yes, my father did found a 'WALLET' .
today when he was at the polyclinic.
and he passed the wallet to me saying that . this is your 'karma' .
'go return this wallet to the owner'
so yeah..i checked the wallet through , & there's a pic of the owner .
and the ez-link card. no ic tho. and.. no money :(.
hah, anyway.. im gonna go to the post office and just report that i found a missing wallet yesterday..
karma, karma. alot of things have been happening to me lately..
maybe its because i've been doing alot of good things recently eh?

lolll, anyway yesterday was raya.
relatives came over my house.. hah. so yeah. i was very busy with myself. at home.
serving all those customers' .haha. jokingg.
okayy so yeah the last customer left at 11.30pm i guesss.
very lateeeeeee.
from 11am? till 11.30pm. serving . serving. damn tiredddddd yknowww.
haha. then end up i wanted to online for abit to blog. but then aha..was too tired..

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and yes, yesterday i finally did it.
cause my mind was killing me all over.
telling me should i or should i not?
soo yeahh. now im all better now i guess..

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i found this motivational poem from some website.
and i wanted to share with my friends who will be having their national exams soon.
so yeahh.

reaaaad!.

Despite the challenges you face

Despite the hurdles that chase

You need to move on and on and on

Despite the failures you come across
Despite the innumerable loss
You still need to dance on the rythm of the song

Life has never been a bed of roses
Malencholies and failures will definitely poke their noses
But don't worry - they don't last long.

Oppurtunities come - oppurtunities go
But they do knock your door
Remain conscious always - or else they are gone.

Nothing is impossible
For impossible itself says i'm possible
Try once - attemts won't go forlorn.

Set aside your distractions
As it would drive you away from your ambition
Learn to run against all storms.

Never lose hope - never give up
Nip your pessimism in the bud
You'll definitely lead and succee - just move on and on and on !

Labels: doubts, imissyou :(, rebel

Posted on Monday, September 21, 2009 at 12:17 AM

Hari raya.

GOOD morning everyone!. and yes. slamat hari raya too!.
its currently 12.42am. just came back home from rayaing' all day long
probally not gonna write a long ass post today.
cause im freaking damn tired right now-....-.
but something is telling me to blog today.
haiz.
if any of you noticed from the above pics that i've uploaded so far..
seeeeeeee.
i've a haircut yesterday :(.

so um, haha, yesterday i had alot of fun 'hari rayaing'.
with my family and cousins.
LOL, okaycrap im kinda lazy to elaborate on my story yesterday.
but i just wanna say that yesterday night.
was the best LOL.
haha. especially when we're all playing all those crazy
FIRECRACKERS .hahaa.

yes, ive a video of it.
do watch!.

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gahh. im lazy to elaborate. really.
my mood went down for the past few days already.. ugh.
i dont have the enough courage to tell her that..
maybe its best to just ignore
im sure she already has someone else in mind..
and im certain, that that he's better of with her.
so yeah, im giving up .
its been nice knowing you for all this time..

songs controlling my mood.
now & then
why cant i control them instead?

Labels: dota again..?, escapist.