Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns? Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns? Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns?
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Posted on Saturday, February 28, 2009 at 12:35 AM
take me with you.
Smile?
there's tina, jun wei and ting jun.
those 3 are my soulmate. they came over my house yesterday to finish up the group " ASSIGNMENT" which is going to be over soon this Monday. 2nd march.
.so i'll just blog about yesterday . ok there was like 43 topics for us to choose from.. topics like environmental effects, oil spills, renewable resources,ozone layer, melting of polar ice and alooooot more. but in the end.
and yes. we chose.
" greenhouse effect" ...hehhh.. alot of bullshitting you can type on the topic ^_^.. LOL.
greenhouse effect. = global warming right = end of world? = ???? = good game?
yeah. there are ALOT of things to write about global warming. deforestation,rising sea levels,acid rain and the temperature change..andd human error
ehh..btw this is my first time blogging out on a subject/topic. LOL .
deforestation? whats the consequences? mmm. AIR pollution;harmful gas produce to earth?; will occur. acid rain.and you people dont want acid rain everyday right? YOUR HAIR will drop!.
rising sea levels? the glaciers at north,south,east,west,snowcity,any place there's ice. its bad enough. it will like increase the sea levels and the island . will probally get eaten . D: and you know what happens next..if there's like a sudden earthquake in the sea. bang! tsunami will occur.
eh..its getting boring =......= so im gonna stop this shit. & at the time. its 12.30 am ++. and its been a tiring day for me..
i want the human to prevent global warming..by..
you guys . please. if you can do this. we can save the earth...
humans. really must STOP
FARTING!
please im begging everyone to stop it, YOU can save the earth :)
;p
haha.
&
tommorow, my group and i will be making a video on deforestation. hehhe..yeah..we're gonna have some fun tommorow morning . and its gonna be something funny . i Think. :D the venue of shooting will be at a park near my home.
Tina ; cameraWOman me ; actor jun wei ; actor ting jun ; actor
the project was like given by our teacher around 2nd february. HAHAHA LOL. last minute do. the mentality.the attitude.
ITE what..
loling. ok so the project itself consist 100 marks total. presentation & report needed. we're like 80% done for both.
andd.yeah.
look forward on the video!
ps. my english fails at this post. and i dont even know what i was writting. probally i was hyper. if you dont understand what was the above post for. it was just for-fun thing to do.
:)
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yes, i've did alot of wrong to you. im the one to blame.
i'll definitely change.
yes im at LOST.
I can't separate
Is it broken?
Erasing myself from what i've done
Giving up a part of me
itsnot over.
I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
We had the chance to make it
im not letting it die
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
I've broken my promises to you.
Is harder than i ever feared
I should've known this wasn't real
Am I losing you?
What matters most, everything that you feel
When you see your life through someone else's eyes
that's what you get.
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
Don't tell me that we will never be together.
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Are we fading?
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Tell me all the things you never said
Tell me all of your hopes, all of your dreams
There’s just one more thing, one request
I want you to take me with you
I will never let you down, and I will love you now and for ever
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Memories consume
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Stuck in my head again
I'm my own worst enemy
Put me out of my misery
I pretend that the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
I'll always be with you
i don't know what your experiencing right now.
if you want to move on .
than i have nothing to stop you.
dont'say that your not worth it and ask me to find a different..
BECAUSE
im still in love with you.
Posted on Sunday, February 22, 2009 at 7:21 PM
tagged by Michelle,Izyan,Guang Rui
1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- Forehead :).
2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
- Energetic. the feeling to run 100 rounds around the field. HAHA
3. Who was the last person u took photo with?
- My . evil bear bear.
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Definitely NO. but sometimes yes. when im feeling emo ^_^.
5. Would you ever donate blood?
- yes. i've donated blood to mosquitos. :) they love my blood.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- emm NO.
7. Do u wan someone dead?
- yeah. i want that " Someone " dead.
8. What does ur last text message says?
- " it goes like this. hello, im bla bla bla "
9. What are u thinking right now?
- Im thinking of solving a love case...but practically it fails. =(
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Yeahhhhh.i wanna be with her right now .
11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 5am. woke up 5.30am LOL
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- eh? im naked. HAHA . :P..
13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
- Yes.
14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- my gaypartner.
I dont want anyone to do this quiz :)
Posted on Saturday, February 21, 2009 at 1:23 PM
it turns around .
You & Me . :)
finally had a good night sleep .
and in the mood to blog about.
Thursday
skipped lessons as i was shortlisted to go to an interview on that day. PSA scholarship ;)
@ dover ite . first time going there. the school were biggger then i had imagine. facilities were good. enviroment were completely different then at simei ite. lol. i think cause of the h-nitec students..as. dover ite there's no NITEC courses. andd..the students were more matured?. hehhh.
@ dover ITE HQ . finally arrived at the place @ 11am. met Naomi, Yu Zhen at the office.
@ the interview there were 3 interviewee. 2 of them are like 50+ years. and another is around 30 years i guess. the 30 year old interviewee asked me the most questions about my family,and about myself. while the other 2 kept asking me about my secondary school life and how am i doing in ITE . lol. i just dont know wether i did goood or baaad in the interview. i think i was in the room for like 20minutes?. hehh. 1 memory i wanna keep in mind thatt..one of the interviewee. said that i was smart looking :P.
lets wait and see for the results yeah? if i ever get the scholarship. im gonna go crazy. ;)
well after my interview was done. i decided to wait for naomi, yu zhen and her friend. waited for like 1hour. and 3 of them finally done. LOL.
went to the cafeteria. hehhh. it was small ;p dint eat there. cause i was like no mood to eat.
after they finished eating. finally. to the bustop. took the bus 196 and alighted at the buona vista mrt . they have lessons at school hehheeee.. oh btw..they're schooling at ITE clementi. office skill . while i can jusst go back home :) buttt.
im not in the moood to gooooo back home. hehhh. called ting jun, asked him to accompany me watch the VOLLEYBALL finals. the girls and boys?. at cck stadium.
butt.in the end.he doesnt want to -......- cause he was at home alrdy. sorry ah boss. i just feel weird when going alone watching u all play. LOL. heh..then i wanted to go to his house to slack.
while walking to his house. saw danial and dhamiri at 7-11. outside the bpghs. school there hahaha. so i slacked with them and dint plan on going to ting jun house . ;o they shared some new interesting " NEWS " in the sch. hahahaaaa. danial was having probs with his gf?. not sure.. well then i think i chatted with them about an hour or so. outside school waiting for the time to pass by.
then i msg haqim to go out to accompany me inside sch. as i was the only 1 going to the hockey practice -.- feeel paiseh . but he's evil -.- he was having a game of DOTA . in the library . LOL. fissh.
4pm. well. time finally passed by. im not into hockey training lol. i just dont feel it. cauuuuuuuuuuse. i was ALONE going to the training LOL. i mean in term of alumni. =....= farhan,wan,qais. weren't comming.
ayeeee. well hehhh.lucky i saw shafiq, the npcc express grad. @ the canteeen. hoho. so im not like alone . lolz. he was with the mmm. npcc alumni's .
lets do the time skip.
@ 6pm. hockey training ended. i asked haqim to wait for me @ the gate. called amalina not to eaaaat first. cause we're gonna go eaaaaaaat together.
&. finally i saw you.
we all went eating at ljs. the non-stoppers members were there. except 1. KHAIRI!. he was having the floorball practice . LOL. i skipped it today hehhh. haha actually the REAL floorball practice havent start yet. the actual practice will start on April. soo. the practice was just a for-fun thing.
ok i think thats all for thursday.
Friday
lessons were a bore. teacher was like wasting time. the whole period. 2hours of lessons rite? i think it was like 1hour studying. and 1hour i dono what she was doing.
after the PEQ. lesson.
P.E . went running in the sports hall 2 rounds. 2 rounds in the sportshall. made me dizzy LOL. as there were like few windows opened. and were like soooooo hard to breathe in and out. after the running, my p.e teacher opened up the gym to exercise. im already skinny. i shudnt be getting skinnier. LOL. so i was like only playing around in the gym.
after gymming. played some balls. bball . LOL. and abit of badminton. after p.e endded.
me and khairi went to the tampiness mosque. hehhh. finally after 3 weeks. i went to the mosque. LOL. cause i was busy with the o lvl math thing. and i've decided not to take up the o lvl math. cause im just not in the mood to study math anymore. & i don't think that i can cope the math with my course..
after the friday prayers. me and khairi waited for syafiq at tampiness mall. hehhh. the mall was plain -.....- boring. nothing much. wanted to eat . at some fast food restaurants there. but. in the end . we just bought fries and take the bus 67.
i've made a mistake to take 67 from tamp > the CCAB LOl. its so f*** long. i thought it was like gonna be 1hour trip to ccab. but . it took us like 1hr 45mins to get there. and i feel bad for syafiq LOL. he was gonna go TAMP > CCK LOL.
i think the estimated distance timing is around 2hr 30mins to get there LOL. sorry ah syafiq. next time dont take 67 already. .
4.30. finally arrived exactly at the bustop. BPGHS vs JWS . match started. alrdy. the match was a bore LOL. jws was like holding the ball most of the time -.- i was expecting 20-0 for the game. my predictions were far off away . LOL it was 8-0 -......-
first half. the first jws team was playing . beaten 5-0. 2nd half. the 2nd team for jws. mostly i think sec 3's. another 3 goals to add.
hahaha. after the match ended. i went to talk with some of the jws players. LOL. they were like " wtf? " . you know ah...i was wearing my red coloured contact lens. HAHA LOL.
a tiring day for me. took the school bus . and went straight home.
Saturday
currently. watching kyle xy season 3. naruto shippuuden 97. andd.. the crap 1 month assignment. due date is on 2nd march. LOL. and my group havent event start doing it.
your blog is already locked. :( your not gonna be online anymore ;(
but
your heart is with me ;)
ily !
ps. im edting " about " me slowly..
LOL.
Posted on Saturday, February 14, 2009 at 12:00 AM
Valentines day.
I wished that I could turn back time. I wished that I could erase the mistakes i've made in the past.
H A P P YV A L E N T I N E ' SD A Y
so here goes my poem to you.
your as cute as a button sweet as a tart you have my heart because your so smart your brown hair and chocolate eyes draw me in by surprise
edit. yesterday. my mind was blank. so here i am. re-editing this post.
You, yes. you. im referring to you.
im sorry for what had happened during the past few days,weeks. im just being too sensitive,emotional. im sorry for making you cry, moody,upset,sad,angry.
but now its all in the past. im forgiving what i've done.
& im sorry okay..cause i feel really bad for not apologising :(
My insides all turned to ash/So slow And blew away as I collapsed / So cold A black wind took them away / From sight And now the darkness over day / that night
And the clouds above move closer looking so dissatisfied but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection / But not now Cause my path had lost direction / Somehow A black wind took you away / From sight And now the darkness over day / That night
And the clouds above more closer looking so dissatisfied and the ground below grew colder as they put you down inside but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone And I was wrong I never knew what it was like To be alone
On a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day
I used to be my own protection On a Valentine's Day / But not now
On a Valentine's Day
Cause my mind has lost direction On a Valentine's Day / somehow On a Valentine's Day
I used to be my own protection On a Valentine's Day / But not now On a Valentine's Day
Cause my mind has lost direction On a Valentine's Day / Somehow
Posted on Wednesday, February 11, 2009 at 8:24 PM
With You.
Come on!
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back
It's true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you (You, now I see, keeping everything inside) With you (You, now I see, even when I close my eyes) Ughhhh!
I hit you and you hit me back
And we fall to the floor
The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
But when things go wrong, I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back
I won't let you control my fate While I'm holding the weight of the world on my conscience
I won't just sit here and wait while you weighin your options Your makin a fool of me
You didn't dare to try and say you don't care And solemnly swear not to follow me there
It ain't like me to beg on my knees Or, please oh baby please That's not how I'm doin things
No I'm not upset, no I'm not angry I know love is love and love sometimes, it doesn't pay me
I'm never without you, I'll always be with you You'll never forget me, I'm keeping you with me
I won't let you take me to the end of my row Or keep burning and torching my soul
No I'm not your puppet And no, no, no, I wont let you go
No, no matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow
With you
Please don't go..
Posted on Sunday, February 8, 2009 at 6:03 PM
70th post.
COMING SOON @ 1st APRIL 2009 !
ps. im a director for this movie. MAMA VS SINGH . those are my 2 actors. Haqim & Danial
more infos on the movie. tag me ok!
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HELLO!.
sunday is about to end. just finished up drawing my poster. for tuesday's assignment. hehhh. i asked my sis to draw most of it . LOL. :) causssssse.. im sucky at drawings. HAHAHAAAAA.
okay.wanna know something??. i've no longer have EMO HAIR.
:(
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ok seriously. now you guys can see my face. HAHA LOL. btww. i can finally spike my hair. HEEHE. finally yeah?.
well the reason for me to cut is that. i will be having an interview with the PSA Scholarship next comming thursday, 19 feb. @ 11.30am. will be skipping lesson on that day. yeah.the interview will be held @ ITE HQ which is at Dover ITE.
gossssshh. im already nervous.for the interview :s..friends. i need your prayers man! HAH.if i qualify this scholarship. godwhatknowswhatimgonnadowithit.
ps. i got a feeling . those PSA people. will go www.google.com and..go type. my email address and look for any information on what im doing LOL.if your lurking at my blog.
Hello!! LOL.
ok. what i did on my weekends. spent. most of my time. chatting. @ msn. and playing some weird games with them. O...O;
yeahh. this thursday. will be myyyy first Floorball. trial? i dont know wether its a trial or what.maybe a lesson?. crap man. its 5-7pm.
thursday i end lessons @ 12pm -........-. 5hours. what am i gonna do with it?. O lvl math. i've decided to take it. lessons every friday 2-5pm.
looooooooooooks like im not gonna be so ONLINE on weekdays anymore :(.
average time going back home is like 4pm-5pm. and reach home likeeeeee 6.30pm. dangggggg.
ITE!!.
okay. goodbye.
Posted on Friday, February 6, 2009 at 8:48 PM
what if.
today.im am lazy. yesterday i was lazy. yesterday yesterday i was lazy. yesterday yesterday yesterday i was lazy
ok. in the end im lazy.
HAH. but im not lazy to blog about my life.
today.
was a boring. typical lesson. started lesson at 9. did 2 pages of MULTIPLE ANSWERED QUESTIONS 10 questions . for...
2 HOURS LOL!
waste my time. if this keeps going on. i may end up lazier then ever. ok it wasnt the time fault. teacher wasnt around , relief teacher took over. so =.=
ok after that P.E
not really looking forward to it every week. unlike those days in the SECONDARY SCHOOL! much fun.
P.E. what i did?i walked 2 rounds around the stadium with zennon. LOL. we were like talking all the way. ok. after 2 rounds. im lazy. so i sat at the stadium. and waited for the time to passby. heeeeeeheeeee.
ok P.E ended at 12.30. me,jun,ting..hmmm again. waited for the time to pass. @ 2pm. HAH. i dint go prayers./ called khairi. wether he's going to the O Lvl math. or not. hahah.he was with his friends @ Expo. Nike Sale. curious. uztaz nvr go prayers.HAHAHAHAAAAAAAA.
ok @ 2pm. finally.
started the first " O " lvl math class near the auditorium. fishfishfish. i counted the total number of malays. attended. 3 malay girls.3 malay boys. HAAAAAAAAH. & the rest were chinese.
ok. first hour of the lesson was truly amazing. we did. nothing. the teacher wanted to verify the people who were really into the O lvl thing.
@ the 2nd,3rd hour. wasss. good. finally learned. something. the topic was on
Matrice?. Matrix somewhat.
i was rusty @ that time. sooooooobad. nvrtheless. the topic was quite easy. for me. (managable). hmmmmm. but kept thinking. wether i can cope with it or not..and im feeeeeeeling lazy.
khairi & jun wei. still havent confirm wether they taking or not.. im still unsure . ting jun,anna,shi hui already. confirmed.
sigh. i dont know. i dont know. lazylazylazylazy meme.
i seriously dont know. wether i should go for the O lvl math or not.. craaaaaaaaaap.
what you guys think? should i just go for it?.
or maybe just join a CCA...
Ps. Twinkle twinkle little star. by QIM.
yeah.he sang it.
HAHA
Posted on Tuesday, February 3, 2009 at 7:34 PM
i lost
the picture says it all.
im sad,happy . dont know what im feeling now.
Posted on Sunday, February 1, 2009 at 3:06 AM
hello februrary.
guess what?. i cant sleep again.. this is sooooooo gay.
i went to bed @ like 12am. and woken up again @ 3am. must be insomnia. and now im doing nothing but blogging .
ok. i'll blog about yesterday..
okay, yesterday. most of the 4c 2008 BPGH turned up @ mr tan house. the whole gang was there. 2 ppl i think ah ..nvr come. benny & ariff. hehh. first impression when entering his house.. i was like wtf.. common..there's gotta be some food right?. cause i havent ate in the morning. and suprisingly. you know. what he serve us with?
kacang.and umm..non-cold packet water.(kacang ..erm..wtf do you call it..in english? nuts?) WTF.bs. i was like so hungry man!.
ok. @ his house. mr tan gave us our draft copy of our testimonial.heh wtf? CNY still give school things.=.=.. ok other then testi.he also let us see his framed pictures. on the wall hanging from like . veryyy old pictures to now. LOL. it was at around 2-3pm then we finally set off his house. ohhh.yeah.btw mrs tan gave us angbao. too !. heeeeheee.
ok after mr tan house. most of us had split up. umm. left me,khairi and syafiq. khairi & syafiq. wanted to go visit anna. as she was in the hospital. ( sick? ). actually i dont really wanna go to the hospital man. ZzzZz. in the end. ah fuck. i wanna waste my day today. so i'll just follow them..hehh. ok it was around 4pm i think when we reached the outram park mrt interchange. mm. while waiting. for farhan to come. zzz. my stomach was like growling growww growwww.
@ 4.10pm. farhan finally came. so set off to the Singapore General Hospital. ehhh. the walking distance quite far loh. & at that time i was hungry!!.
@ bay. ok finally reached the ward. saw anna & her sister alone. talking. chatchat.what happened. to her. she didnt eat.see what happens.if you wanna go diet. :) you go
HOSPITAL!
haha. joking.
ok after anna's visit. farhan wanted to go to Peninsula to look for a bag. sooooo. ok fish i still havent eat you know. @ about 5pm. went to Long John Silver. justt beside the peninsula building. & waited for Qais to come.haaaha.
finally. we eat.
@ penin. went around looking & looking. for farhan bag. went to see the hockey stick shop. oooooowwwow those new coloured hockey sticks make me wanna join Hockey CCA LOl. but @ the price $100-400. no cake.
hhahah see the price tag. made me dizzy. LOL.
ok went round penin. heh of usual. alot of . mmm what do you call them?. mat skinheads, mat dangdut, mat gay pon ader.
:)
nth to talk about after this. we all went home taking bus 190..
END.
BUT. LOL qais mom. called that he need reach home earlier. so we alighted the bus to take the MRT @ orchard taking the woodlands route. which. i think is . more LONGER LOL. rather stay in the bus 190. and sleep there!
cause it was 7pm+ at that time.hehhh. LOL.
ok. nothing for me to write. i'll end my post with my testimonial.
Azrie has succesfully completed his secondary education in Bukit Panjang Government High School and has shown imself to be a cheerful and amiable person. He is also and enthusiastic person who love to participate in various activities.
Azrie has a good academic potential and has a rational mind. He is focussed and knows what is good for him. With determined mindset and diligence, he should attain greater academic achievements in the future.
In Co-Circular Activities, Azrie was a member of the Hockey team. He was a responsible member and was a diligent in attendance and work attitude in his training. He played for the school in the National Inter-Schools Tournament (2005-2008). Azrie who participated in the School's Inter-House Soccer (2005-2007), Track & Field (2006) and Volleyball(2008). Having involved enthusiastically in all the activities he should defenitely make a valuable addition to your team or corporation.
In Class, Azrie served as an Art Coordinatior (2005-2006). For his good performance and contribution, he was given an Appreciation Award in 2008. He also won the award for perfect punctuality and attendance in 2007 and 2008. He has performed more than 100 hours of voluntary work under the Community Involvement Programme. He actively particapted in the school events like Newspaper & Old clothes collection and SMRT Art for the Community Programme.
Azrie has completed over 20 modules in the Character Development Programme, including a 5-day Outward Bound School course, a Student leadership Development course and a Small Business Operation course.
Azrie has many fine traits that should stand him in a good stead. Given his pleasant personality, he should certainly do well in his future endevours. He has been a pleasure to teach . :)