today.

4C 2008 are invited to go to his house !.

!!! its somewhat called class gathering.

so. today i'll probally take pictures with my exclassmates.
hehhhh.

My December.
if your lurking in my blog. do listen to this LIVE song .
by..

Linkin Park ^_^..





before sch. went to EAST POINT LOL!.
8.30am. NOTHING TO DO!.
SHOP ALL CLOSE.


LOL. today @ ite.

again. not really doing anything. 1hour of lesson. then wtf. another hour teacher brought us to the comp lab to do a survey. time waste.
@ 11am.
time for me to change.

im a good boy.

I SKIPPED P.E lesson HAHAHAHA!!!.

LOL.

ok. it was 11am.
quickly. rushed back to CCK . to meet up with Farhan.
went to lot 1. then found him. with Ariff.
waited for Qais.

@ about 12.50pm.
heh. finally he arrived.
i planned not to go prayer's today.
LOL. im lazy. but ahh. 2 weeks no go.

MUST GO!.
LOL.

@ the mosque ah..me and qais joked alot LOL.
JOKE funny things..HAHA we laugh like mad ppl.
cause long time nvr lepak mah.
giggling nonstop.
LOL.remembered the old days. used to joke alot.
saw khairi came .
after the prayers.

@ lot 1.
ok. reached lot 1. me and khairi went to collect the cake for Putri.
the fonts of the writting were SMALL!.
bleh.what to do.

it was mm. around 2.15pm.
went to the interchange.
saw TINA! and Michelle .LOL

hehhhhhhhhh.

Tina = my ITE classmate.
Michelle = 4C 2008 classmate!!.

wooooooooho.
HAHA tina. went for P.E HAHAHA LOL!.
ok .
FINALLY.reached @ lamsoon

Birthday Girl , Boss , and bday girl friend. was waiting. LOL.
me and khairi were 2 guys only loh zz.
so umm.


you know me. im the shy,paiseh type.
LOL.
sooooooo ummhhhh.
finally. got to sit down. @ the place.
wanted to start to cut the cake.
buut.told them not to . cause.
wanted my gay partner to be here.

LOL.
qim.
andd.he brought his friend along.
Isaac.
ok seriously. the birthday. wasnt that live. as farhan wasnt at the party.
i think if he were at the party eariler. the party will be more entertaining i guess.
as KHAIRI were the only one. talking & talking .
LOL.

soon farhan & qais came.
wooo.
more company. but birthday girl, boss soon. left. =......=

@ after birthday party.
well. saw the sec 4 express graduates.
playing soccer. hah.
they got their posting results today.
most of them are going to POLY.
i think its like 2-3 to JC.

Nizam,mamat, and 1 more guy i dono the name will be going to JC

Jauhari,Shafiq,Farhan,Iqbal and..i there's more. forgot their names. TO POLY.

hehhhh.
funny i did not play soccer.
just sat down. chat chat.
and. went back home.

HAHHHHH.

ok. thats today.
30th jan.

tommorow. i'll be going to my EX form teacher house. that is

Mr Tan Suan Tien!.

see you all 4C 2008 tommorow!
Bye!

!!!!!!!!!


Dear, Putri

"Happy Birthday" means much more than have a happy day. Within these words lie lots of things I never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you do. It means you mean a lot to me, And that I'm proud of you. But most of all, I guess it means That I am thinking of Your happiness on this, your day, With pleasure and with love. 




ps. i love you.
ok . its 8.15am.
getting ready for school.
well. today's lesson starts at 11am.
about 9.15-30 . i'll be going out.
hehe.

but . im not gonna talk about the time today.

i just had a weird dream..
was all alone in a store. then funny thing that i liked this cap. so i wore it. and had woken up from my sleep -......-.

i googled. up for weird dreams about a cap.
and i found this.

Cap
It is a good sign to dream of wearing a cap, whether you are a man or a woman. You will find that your worries will cease and that you will be fortunate in your investments. For a man who is wearing a cap to dream of meeting a lady friend and having to lift his hat, the omen is of minor difficulties that can easily be overcome.


////
does that mean i had qualified for the PSA scholarship?
$300 per month + free laptop??
!!!!



LOL.

its funny. well im not into believing this theory tho.
lets just wait to see what happens.

oh and today. i'll be going to Hockey training.
@ teck whye sec.
wearing. my SHARINGAN CONTACT LENS LOL.
well. and help some things with qim.
settle his problem!!.

ok.
tommorow's your birthday , PUTRI!.
enjoy ok!.
today. was quite a boring day for me.
woke up at 8am.
set off from home. @ 8.45.
sighhh.

went to school alone.
as. i was in the different group from the 2.
heeeeeeesh.

ok.
today's lesson was. boring. as usual.
drawing parallel,single & series rig. for the pump.
hehe. then did some ermm..drawings again.

after that . FISH!.
" those who finished their work , can go ".
zz. so i finished @ 11.30..
next lesson starts at 1.30.

=......=. 2hour break.
wtf.
boring.


timeskip @ 1.30pm.
started 2nd lesson for the day..same teacher.
wellll.

BORING again. wtf.
the lesson ended @ 2.15pm. fish. waste time again.

next lesson @ 3pm.
ok LLA = Lifeskill what shit.
its the mosttt boring lesson for me.
really did nth. just listened to the relief teacher talk craps.
then did some. wtshit. thing..

ok.
lesson ended @ 4.45pm. ok seriously. that lesson doesnt do any shit.
LOL.

after lesson ends.
met up with khairi at the . erm circle thingy.
so went back home. with jun,ting,khairi.

lalala.

///6.30pm.
me and khairi. erm. were waiting for our boss. @ macdonald..
wtf.
called boss 4-5 times nvr pick up. lol. but i know. she's having volleyball training.
figures. she off her phone.

well. nth to do. called. makcik.
eerm. need info. what time they volleyball end.


lala. i think it was like 6.45.
then finally. boss. answered the phone.
ho.ho.
.
discussed.


END.
hello. boys and girls.

i've got a song related to me right now.
it's called Pushing Me Away.

heh.do listen .

Pushing Me Away - Linkin Park






i don't really know what's happening .
im sick. of my life right now.

maybe its finally time for me to move on.
im not going to be online for some reason.

well..
tommorow's school.
umm.not really looking forward to school.

i'll end the post with the lyrics.
with the song




Pushing me away..






////////////////////////////////////////////////



I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Pushes me away
is this for real?.



will it happen in 4min time?.

letss find out LOL!

edit:

oh sadly it's kinda hard to see from CCK.
i looked at the sun directly. and wtf. im stupid.


MY EYES!! LOL.

IT BURNS!

ok. whoever saw the Eclipse. anywhere in singapore. do share the experience with me !

kthxbai.
hello.

yesterday.
was the first group outing.
LOL.

11.45am.supposed to meet.up. ~12pm. all were at CCK mrt.
umm.
fishes.

at first.
u know me.
im the . paaaiseh.,shy.loling type.


@_@.

teehee.
reached.
jp at 12.30. i think.
went around. in circles. up ,down. but. really did not went all over the place..
hehe.
reached. JP.
found the nearest ATM machine.
took out some cash.

thenn.
talked. on what to do. LOL.

EAT. or Movie.
um so.

MOVIE.
llala.
shud have watched. ponyo.
LOL.
jk..
ponyo. the music. is so addictive.
haha

in the end.
watched Inkheart.
well the movie.
was ummmmmm good.

cool storyline. 8/10. rating.

imo.

after watching.
ummh.

wah. gay . im like lazy to type.

-.-



and so i've updated again. .


to all my chinese friends.

happy CNY.


ask your mother to cook PORK rice for me ok!!

& i dont want ang bao
hello ninja's.

my blog dead?.
nope.
its only 10 days since. i've not posted. any shit.

well.
what about?

ITE

ITE ITE ITE.

heheh. soo. how's my life now?

ITE.

Timetables are screwed.
Break time. are really. imbalance. LOL. sometime 1hr~3hr .its like wtf.
really waste alot of time. zzzzZ
the study enviroment. need to adapt. .
everywhere. u see. ermmh. attittude everywhere.
toilets.full of smokers.

LOL.

ok lazy to talk about it.

/////

i just got my $250 for the top 10% in the preliminary exams.
hooohoo.
happy.
shit.

don't know what to do with this money.
i'll just spend. the $.with friends.
^_^.

ehehh.BTW.

im also Eligible for the Howe Yoon Chong PSA Scholarship Award.
this scholarship is the bomb.
wanna know the info?.

they will. pay me. $300 PER MONTH.
+ Free laptop
+ enrichment course all free..

well.
to qualify this scholarship.
you need to fill in like wtf.
alot of of of things.

and the bomb is.
u need to write 300-600 words.
of any topic you want.below.

a) my ideal society
b) my challenges in life and how I overcame them
c) my concept of a good leader

and. so.
i chose b).

i'll end off my post with the essay writting.


************************************************************************************


One of the ongoing challenges in my life was to attain good results in my N Level results. My setback was to believe in myself and to prove to the public that future prospect in life for normal technical stream is not gloomy or "end of the line" career. Ever since my PSLE results, I was considered a failure when entering the "hopeless zone" even though I got through to one of the top schools in the west. Nobody else except my mother supported and encouraged me. She is the one who gave me emotional support which inspired me to work & study real hard to prove others wrong. Another strong influence in my life is my mentor who is also my teacher, Mr Tan Suen Tien. From the first day of class he motivated me, convincing me that we "NT's" are able to do as much or better then the express students. The driving force from both individuals inculcates in me to excel tremendously.

Another obstacle which I had to overcome is my low self esteem. Ever since primary school level, I had always been very shy and tried to hide from any "limelight". I was bad at socializing and always ended up having people made decisions for me. My major breakthrough was going to Outward Bound Singapore Camp training. There, mentors and instructors instill and brought out confidence, independence and leadership values (which I myself find it hard to believe) that I 'm capable of. With My newfound confidence, I was able to participate in activities actively. In the camp, rock climbing and kayaking not only gave me the extra moral booster that I need to gain as an individual but also expanded my social circle of friends. I was more willing to interact not only with my schoolmates of all levels but also able to socialize outside my 'comfort zone'. The opportunity has given me to catch up on what I have missed in a motivating and an encouraging environment.

Thus situation like this makes challenges in life makes me a better student and build my character. I have also learned to appreciate those around me that is my mother and teachers, who have inspired me and I live to overcome obstacles and to prove myself that I can do more than I thought was possible. I realize that 'our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.”


:)
just watched naruto shipppuuden ep 91 o..o



well after 2 months of holidays.
today was the first time i woke up around 5am to go register at ITE simei campus.

met khairi,asrul,shi hui at the cck mrt around 6.20am...
crazy lah deh.
my eyes were all sleepy still.
even tho i bath already. lol.

from cck --> simei . i think i estimated the time distance around 1hr.
not bad leh..
the time for my course is not fixed.
sometime 8am..inthe morning..
sometime 1.30pm..
11am..

blah.

ok.
reached simei interchange the 8am classes. were really not on the estimated time arrived.
so we all walked quite really fast -......-. .ayah.
havent ate breakfast.

..
walked about 10minutes from the interchange to simei mrt.at REALLY fast pace.
la la la la.

reached simei ITE.
first impression of my school was like woaaaah.
girls. hairs. ummm... attitude everywhere.

LOL.
heh heh heh.
me and asrul straight went to the office to register for our course.
yeahh..
filled up forms, took the colour blindness test.
got 12/15.

then asrul turns.
errhmm..he failed ..
but the erm.what do i call the lady there?.
just teacher.
asked him to go to the other computer to take the colour blind test and print out the results LOL.
well ofcourse.
i did some helping for him.
as he really wanted to get into his course.

^_^.normal tech mah. NORMAL TECH MAH.


well yeah HE PASSED the test.
LOL.
after the registration. he accompany me to the CPT staff room to meet my teacher.
BS LOL.
i went in to the staff room. and was like wtf?
the lecturer were scolding a bunch of 2nd year CPT students LOL.
after the long waiting.

she attend to me immediately. and went to her office table.
checked my results.and was like wahhhhhh.!!
so good results why late submition?

A:"Aayah..i fail aerospace technology interview" .
AW: "ic..how come pick aerospace tech as first choice ".
A: " 100% can find job in the future. , high pay ".
AW: " really meh? how much is the starting pay ? "
A: " $1800++ "
AW : " got so much meh? . u know ah..chemical process has the highest pay of all nitec certs.."
A: " how much ? ""
AW: "Starting pay $2100 liao lo!!"
A: "wtf?"
AW: " u must have good results right?"
A: " yah..i got 4 A, 2 B 1 C "
AW: " what is ur C?
A: BASIC MALAY !
AW: " lol "



lol...yeah and so i talked to the TEACHER LIKE THAT LOL
hoho.
she's nice . but kinda strict.
O.O
and so. she was THINKING of wat class am i gonna be in..
wah. at that moment i really hope that i got into 1 of my classmates class.
LOL.

anddddddddd.
yeah.
i got into Jun wei and Ting Jun's class.
hehe.
quite happy.atm.

soon after my teacher Mr..er dono wat chew.
gave me the timetable for the week. and asked me to buy any coloured uniform which i want..er.
hmm
then asked me to bring $50 for the notes,. for the course itself.the leftover money will be err.donated to the class funds i think.
and wtf?
he said that i must attend lessons today. CB LOL.

$_$!!

hoho.
after the long talk with all my new lecturers.
called asrul for like 10-20 times he nvr picked up.=.....=
then was all alone at SIMEI LOL.

okok. i tried smsing syafiq,khairi. they were having lessons.
T...T
then after awhile lOL jun wei called me that he arrived alr at simei.
waited for jun and ting to come @ the ermm.near the stadium thing.

well when they arrived. quickly went to the Uniform area to buy clothe.
saw asrul comming down the escalator.
LOL.
coincidence . so. bought uniform tgt.
zzzz.all the POLO T shirts are gone except for red L . tee.
=.=..decided to buy it. . tested it.
but refunded. it
LOL.
it look really fucking weird on me.

well. so..
SHIT LOL 11AM already.
me jun , ting went to attend our lessons.
LOL.
wtf.
i was like the only extra student in the class who got into the CPT course. and the class.


fuyoooo.
the class were nice and clean. no vandalism.
LOL.
and so i went into the class and settled down. everybody were looking at me.
new student ah?
.
friendly faces said hi to me.
LOL
.
i mean the people in my class were quite friendly .
lessons ended. earlier then i expected.
the timetable on friday was schedule 11am-1pm.
but
LOL
the lecturer. ended fast. 45minutes only LOL.
WTF LOL

then class dismissed.
LOL.


ok class ended.

Time skip.

me,qais,syafiq,asrul,khairi. went to bukit panjang .

umm malay boys.
went to Anna's house for a visit. as her grandmother passed away this morning..
6.20am i think.
cant recall.
yeah.
ummmmm. so. we went there just to umm. just show concern.
=..=.even tho i dont wanna go . LOL.

okkkay. after visiting.

all took taxi .
to BPGH.
on the way in the taxi ah..

all were like so NOISY LOL.
i think the uncle there. was like "pls shutup.."
most of the time we're all laughing like nobody's business.


@ BPGHS.

finally writting about this post.

heh.taxi fare's was around $6.40.
.
on the entrance of the sch.
saw. ermmmmmm chinese boys.
mostly our classmates.
was just going back home.

ohoho.
this part i bored liao.

bye.

LOL.
later i re-edit.

sian already.


this video shows it all
sup. readers. today around 12am i kept myself awake to know what kind of course i was going to get.

me ,guang rui and jun wei. stayed up online even tho jun wei is schooling ..
but.his lessons starts at 1.30pm...
haha.
cool rite?
1.30-5.30.
4 hours lessons.


yeah.me n guang were waiting anxiously for the time to pass by..
what if i got into a lousy course?.
my life would be screwed up.


thankfully.

i got my first choice..

chemical process..

yay me -..-.

and oso yay guang.

he got digital animation too..

but..

there's an interview for the course he applied..

well i wish him all the best.


just dont fail the interview..
..



shit.
holidays for me are about to end.

no more hardcore gaming.

14hours per day?

HAHA.

^__^.

dude.
im now in the mood for schooling at Simei ITE.

this friday. will be my registration,colour blind test and buying of school uniforms.

will be going with Asrul i think..lucky he is also in Simei ITE...

...
yeah talking about asrul.

he went over my house today.
around 10.15am.
used the computer to check what course he get.

then after checking. my mom did all the chores.foods..
WOWO.

first time i nvr help to do the chores.

LOL.

wewt. around 4pm we went to sunshine. then lepak awhile..
saw Poh Yi. altering (sp) ? her skirt.
hehe.
talked for abit.here n there.

went back home aftewards.




dude.









friday.
its 2009.

my new year resolution.


- expand my friends network

- cosplay ( if possible ) $_$. need money.

- focus on ITE. then poly..if not waste. might as well take the route from NA.

- grow emo hair.

- spend more time with people around me

- give up on gaming addiction

- burn the computer.

Azrie Born Pisces








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