Posted on Tuesday, September 22, 2009 at 7:09 PM
you guys dont trust me?

trust,
how do you feel when your parents dont trust you?
when you did nothing wrong?
i mean, really. this year. i didnt even break any of their trusts before.
so why now?.
i had a lecture from my dad just awhile ago.
its about the upcoming chalet with my ITE friends .
talked about things that i wasnt supposed to do?.
wtf?. im already 17.
and now your telling me all those bullshit..
me smoking, drinking,drugs?? LOL. seriously?. i wont fucking do anything like that.
unless i was forced to do those stuffs.
soo yeah, im kinda pissed off right now with my parents.
dont know wether i'll be heading to the chalet with my friends ..
BUT its like WTF. we already planned it from last month. and now i cant go..?
what's the different me and my brother anyway?.
since he did go to some chalet with his friends before..
am i that 'different..?'
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so yes, my father did found a 'WALLET' .
today when he was at the polyclinic.
and he passed the wallet to me saying that . this is your 'karma' .
'go return this wallet to the owner'
so yeah..i checked the wallet through , & there's a pic of the owner .
and the ez-link card. no ic tho. and.. no money :(.
hah, anyway.. im gonna go to the post office and just report that i found a missing wallet yesterday..
karma, karma. alot of things have been happening to me lately..
maybe its because i've been doing alot of good things recently eh?
lolll, anyway yesterday was raya.
relatives came over my house.. hah. so yeah. i was very busy with myself. at home.
serving all those customers' .haha. jokingg.
okayy so yeah the last customer left at 11.30pm i guesss.
very lateeeeeee.
from 11am? till 11.30pm. serving . serving. damn tiredddddd yknowww.
haha. then end up i wanted to online for abit to blog. but then aha..was too tired..
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and yes, yesterday i finally did it.
cause my mind was killing me all over.
telling me should i or should i not?
soo yeahh. now im all better now i guess..
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i found this motivational poem from some website.
and i wanted to share with my friends who will be having their national exams soon.
so yeahh.
reaaaad!.
Despite the challenges you face Despite the hurdles that chase
You need to move on and on and on Despite the failures you come across Despite the innumerable loss You still need to dance on the rythm of the song Life has never been a bed of roses Malencholies and failures will definitely poke their noses But don't worry - they don't last long. Oppurtunities come - oppurtunities go But they do knock your door Remain conscious always - or else they are gone. Nothing is impossible For impossible itself says i'm possible Try once - attemts won't go forlorn. Set aside your distractions As it would drive you away from your ambition Learn to run against all storms. Never lose hope - never give up Nip your pessimism in the bud You'll definitely lead and succee - just move on and on and on ! Labels: doubts, imissyou :(, rebel