for a pessimist im pretty optimistic

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Posted on Saturday, August 1, 2009 at 8:45 PM

flash

Sometimes I look at my own face and I don't know who I am
I see a piece of everyone I know buried underneath my skin

I don't wanna be like them
I wanna crawl back in

It's hard to think of anything that I haven't heard before
I hear these voices in my head, they could be mine but I'm not sure
I hear their telling me who they think I should be, why won't they leave me alone
I can't deny it, I tried to fight it, but I'm losing control

i wanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa CRAWL back innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

whooooo. i just finished listening to chester new song called 'crawl back in'.
oh gosh the song is sooooo addictive .. like when the chorus part..
I WANNA CRAWL BACK INNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~!!! HAHA
well the song is gonna be the new single LOL. not let down.
love the way chester scream!
i already cant wait for his side project album to be out.
but eh sad to hear that the album have been delayed to 13th october haiz..
lol i knew it that they would delay again. -.- just like when minutes to midnight was supposed to be out on march , in the end they released it on may . LOL.
ooh and here's the DBS logo and probally the album art cover. heh.

1. "Fire"
2. "Crawl Back In"
3. "Too Late"
4. "Inside of Me"
5. "Let Down"
6. "Give Me Your Love"
7. "My Suffering"
8. "Condemned"
9. "Into You"
10. "End of the World"
11. "Walking in Circles"
12. "In the Darkness"
13. "Morning After" (Bonus Track)

well the tracklist hasnt been confirmed tho.
so lets just hope for more songs on the album!. heh.
LOL. ok im guessing that some of you in their MINDS. saying that

'' ayo. azrie, everytime talk about this' .
' talk about something else lahh. '

true? or not?

okkayy.

lets move on to life.

heh GUESS what ?. i did actually quit DOTA. for quite awhile.
but eh gay sia. somehow. SOMEHOW. is it me or is it my friends kept talking about DOTA. that made me wanting to play again . -.-
SEE LOL . again im stuck in the so called VIRTUAL world. if only the game isnt that addictive -.- ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

hmm how did i actually quit eh last time?.
*travel back in time...1-2month?*
oooh yeah.. i get it..

LOL. should i just whack out here ?
haha okay im gonna give tips to those gamers who are actually stuck in the virtual realm and to those people who are having their IMPORTANT exams soon this year.
here goes nothing LOL. MIND MY ENGLISH.

1. GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF, never let the game control you. LOL!
yes once awhile . you know that you have already completely lose your mind on the game itself.
SNAP out of it dude. there's ALOT OF TIMES. that sometimes my mum kept asking me to do chores and etc.
what do i do?, i normally tend to ignore her most of the time.. ?
well actually im not really good at advising people.because i myself. cant seem to quit gaming addiction LOL!

2. find a real adviser or maybe a counsellor

3. LOL. okay crap lah. i dont really know how to quit gaming completely.

4. okay what the fuck was that about.

5. why am i still typing like this?

6.

7. someone help me, i really do want to quit gaming.

LOL FISH. i just remembered something.
yesterday night . i went to the kopitiam near my house to buy ICE KACANG. and there's this weird old man. APEK standing beside me. yes, i was queing up . together with that apek.
he was really WEIRD LOL.
umm i think he was singing to me a song? it was a chinese song. i dont really know what he was saying ? or singing? .LOL. maybe he was secretly cursing me?
HAHAHA BODOH.

no lahh. he was singing to me a song . like wth lol .

' eh apek ni apesal tibe2 nyanyi lagu?'
'hmm.. maybe nak cari perhatian?'
' maybe dier gay ke? '

EH PAUSE!.
NOT PUASE.
guys, have you seen a rhino shit before?

THERE YOU GO LOL

NO NEED TO THANK ME OR ANYTHING :)

HAHA LOL . AMIK KAU. lol. that was just random.
hmm talking about fasting month . will i be fasting? 3 weeks more?
24 august right? 'CANT WAIT'
i wonder will the cafe's in my school will still be packed with malays during that period of time?
LETS SEE LOL.

yes . this week was VERY boring uhh.
cause most of my classmates , friends were still sick.

haizz so this week everyone were still coughing and stuffs. so uhh yeah. no mood to do project.
at the library or the shopping mall.
:(
EHH FISH. i remembered somethng LOL. about this someone. uh
LOL NOT really me uh . my friend and i was bored so.. :)
AHA actually , OUT OF CURIOSITY. i msged her. saying that

' heyy, you rmb me?'

dier reply punye lambat.. then uhh she says that yes LOL.
YOU KNOW. well i dont really wish to shoot out the names here . HAHA
i think its been almost 3 weeks or a month? since i gotten that number of hers. LOL. WELL
it wasnt me who wanted her to know much better anway.
i just helped to take the number. for a friend but suprisingly she likes me instead -.-
and uhh.. then yesterday i feel bad uh. cause i didnt even bother to
msg her for like..3weeks uh after gotten her number.
and she called me like 5 times uhh. but i didnt pick up.
well wtf lol . how come she still remembers me -.-
haha.. well lets just see what happens next ..

okay continue.

mind me
i just remembered something again LOL. yeahh i think last week during PM1 lessons
the p.ki. mak lesson.
there was only about 12 people came . out of 40 students. in my class. LOL.
yeah i really dont know why the teacher even bother conduct the lessons when there's like only 12 people. 12 PEOPLE. in the class..
so yeahh during the free time.
they played pingpong.

and yes the class were EMPTY.

okay finally i've uploaded those pics. LOL
hmm shall i continue writting?

HAIIIIIIIIII.
im lazy already ok.
next time i'll update again. haha..
will see when i'll revive this blog again. LOL.

gdnight!!!!

oh and btw, if you clicked the most top pic.
which the person cosplayed as kurosaki ichigo.
look at the contact lens man..

I REALLY WANT AN ORANGE LENS.

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